man I haven't cried and related to a track in a hot minute. this shit got me depressed buy the rave beat also got me euphoric

Benjamin of the Mechanicus

nothing 2 u ft. gl0wrm & mental「emotionals」

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs

@kiryano

I’m slowly gettin there but I’m not even close 
I’m looking back to when you hugged me and I froze 
and tbh now I feel just like a ghost 
I cannot love you if you don’t want me to grow 

do it for the feeling in my chest 
it doesn’t look like it but I still try my best 
will you pick me up when I’m a mess? 
or I guess just leave me where I’m at 

thru my window watch the trees move in the wind 
I feel your sunlight in in my heart and on my skin 
and I don’t even wanna think of all my sins 
I know I can’t go back to where I’ve been 

I do what I can just to feel like me again
I would show you what I mean but it’s so hard 2explain 
they don’t understand what I go thru in my head 
what I go thru everyday just so I can feel ok

mess (kiryano) vid in desc

lil dovas + emotionals3k - dior shades (prod. silver + deadat18)

prod. tenoji / art by @ trendcluess on IG

How I Stunt [+tenoji]

all plats

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

nomore + mint (nightclub20xx)

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★streaming★

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

@rexiroh
@tkoshyne

i let her go
feel like juice wrld, you hear when im callin
push2start she want me to restart it
me & baby pushup to the party
hope my baby want me not my wallet
walk in spot and i got heavy pockets
park the cybertruck i gotta charge it
had to tell my twin stop takin molly
just me & my thoughts in my apartment
auntie sent me a dub, finna pop it
yeen been gettin racks, nigga stop it
pushin benz like a lex make her nauseous
she wan fuck me, she see that im ballin
she wan fuck me, she see that im gettin richer
just called jay up, seen he got a lil bigger
know the mob still da same, i got real niggaz
told my brudda im chasing them mills nigga
you my brudda mane ian had shit wit ya
in that gutter im poppin dat switch witcha
turn them ones into hunnids n deal wit em
i could throw a lil money n deal wit em
i been in my head she know i deal wit it
paid in cash, yo last nigga still whip rentals
im laid back ina jet eating meals in it
tried to lie on my bro and i still listened
tried to lie on my bro ho i steal niggas
had to thank God
Lord knows we sum rich niggas
big bags out the fifth nigga
i know she a bop i aint kissin her
bih wet like some 7up
with the codeine i done fell in luv
2 shots betta help em up
totin big glock , he need medicine
niggas jus wanna talk we ain een stressin em
fine shyt and she mexican
innat white benz
grab dat ass, bae i know dat u like it
almost crashed a young nigga was wylin
touch dat pussy , know u get excited
niggas pussy, these niggas 2 sided
wont switch, i been way 2 solid
prouda scis & what he accomplished
prouda cip ik that you onnit
i jus wanna go up wit the mob nih
they wan see me down, moving with caution
ian done boy we just getting started
woulda thought that the mall was my closet
told dat ho i aint wit all the nonsense
is you goin or will you stay solid
walk in lenox for baby im shoppin
walk in gallo, what you want? ill cop it
is it love bby this shit feel toxic..

deal wit it  prod me & rexiroh

https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st
@arclightxo

Tell me im wrong
ur lies make me strong
dont wanna hold on
i dont know where i belong
u dont know the meaning
i wish u could see it 
could crash any minute
live life w no limits

I want you to see it
file deleted
inside I'm screaming
I feel so defeated
like I'm not enough
soon as we're back together we turn into dust
I feel so stuck
I've been dreaming of you for way too long
fucking with my heart
you broke it, I'm frozen
I'm way too tired of trying

Crash ft. Raye777「prod. arclightxo x redpriest」

mixt by me ;)
lyrics
[1o1serena]
its not working
im hurting
is it my flirrting
leaving onna jurney
its not working
im hrting
is it my flirting
leaving onna jurney (x2)
[chops:')]
[Hxpeless]
i keep trying evrything but nuthing seeems 2 hlep the pain
evryday i feel the same i popp a perc cant feell my face
hoping tht this shit is  laced cuzx lately i ffeellso defaced
stop t xting me 4 my own sake
i nvr been so filld w hate
these ppl mock me evryday
these ppl they dnt kno my pai in
im 2 depressed so no1 stayz
if thats 2 much then u can say
[1o1serena]
its not working
im hurting
is it my flirrting
leaving onna jurney
its not working
im hrting
is it my flirting
leaving onna jurne
[chps]

its not working w/ 1o1serena? [prod. kotonaru]

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-wake-2am-lyrics
https://soundcloud.com/51five
https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop

wake up // 2am (ft. 51five ) [greentop]

@sshinju @odece

I can’t believe it 
why you think I’m evil :( 
told you all my secrets 
but then you deceived me 
what’s this life, idk 
what’s it like to be you 
just for one moment then I’ll go 

haunting me, why you’re so hard to me I don’t get it 
genuinely, i don’t believe in happy endings 
definitely, I’m still so far from being perfect 
that’s smth I think I’ll never be 

they tried to tell you I was dangerous 
they make me feel like I’m an alien 
I feel so fragile like I’m made of glass 
tried to resist but then I failed again

dangerous「prod. shinju x odece」

@d1sec

Prod ex in "Prod Me" playlist

Logo by @kyuuru

DM for music inquiries or email at gaugemto@gmail.com

student, accountant, electronic music nut

I try to post whatever I'm liking, indiscriminate of genre.   I mix when I can to try to collect a few favorites together. Thanks for listening!

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

Gauge

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