Senju Akira(Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood) - Epilogue ~A New Journey~

Ōshima Michiru(Zetsuen No Tempest)- Zetsuen

Piano Quartet No. 1 - Live Recording

A remembrance in sound

Psych Ward Victory is more than a collection of songs — it's a reflection, a rebellion, and ultimately, a redemption.

This album remembers a painful betrayal that spiraled into an involuntary commitment, silenced psychiatry abuse, and a long period of hidden struggle. It’s a sonic memoir of surviving manipulation, isolation, and institutional abuse — but it’s also about the quiet, powerful moments of hope and the people who bring light in the darkest hours.

At the heart of this remembrance is Mariya, a Russian American medical nurse whose kindness and courage carried me through what felt like impossible times. Some said she wasn't real — “too good to be true,” or "Where is this hospital?" they said. Only Rev. Nigel, another very important person in my life, ever met her face-to-face. But whether real, imagined for others, Mariya's presence changed my life. And really, what matters is not what’s “real” for others, but what brings us healing.

The tracks on this informal album come from many old pieces I never thought would see the light. They blend individual harmonies from an arrangement called Ikanaide, emotional echoes from an old original piece called La Vie en Hors de Prix, and electronic textures that carry pain, rebellion, and eventual peace. This isn’t a clean story — it’s a collage, just like memory, just like recovery.

It’s not about labeling people as good or bad, or untangling intentions. What matters is to remember those beautiful moments, the ones where unexpected people offered help in times of chaos — and that sometimes, the most real things are those we cannot explain. 

I will write more in my future blog...

A Very Nice Nurse Talking About Jesus

Gav.Khugzhem G.U.Taka is a visionary in the realm of Indie Music, harnessing his compositions as a compelling form of expression. Drawing inspiration from luminaries such as Liszt and Scriabin, he admires not only their musical talents but also their courage in challenging false flag traditionalism and bureaucratic social norms, bringing genuine identities with strong characters through progressive individualism.

His musical journey is deeply rooted in a love for classical music, particularly program music, yet he continues pushing the boundaries with innovative concepts. Pioneering what he terms "multiverse/clustered program music," where the narratives and structures hold greater significance than melodies, he crafts illustrative programs that defy traditional boundaries while honoring classical structural ideals.

Through his compositions, he creates boundary-breaking works that challenge false flag traditionalism and bureaucratic social norms, sparking meaningful discourse and fostering genuine identity exploration. Join him on a transformative musical journey, where boundaries are shattered, and the spirit soars free in the "Reverie of Progressive Individualism.”

A Very Nice Nurse Talking About Jesus

Gav.Khugzhem G.U.Taka

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