@zzoos @maxynejournal @chewy @concerninggggg

@zzoos
i cannot get enough
fairy dust all on the paper bitch i pack it up
just let me disappear youll see me in a month
holding on 4 dear lifee i think my time is up
no i cannot care ab it
allmy problems adding up
its like im tryna climb a mountain
i love making money
n she like when i count it
threw all my coins in the fountain
i cannot go on without it

u just wna know what it feels like
ill face another one just2 feel right
broken beyond repair my wires tangled up inside
id find my way back2 u in another life
i wont hold back th tears but i dont wna cry:(
tear away my eyes
i dont wna cryy
i got myself caught up inside another lie
id find my way back  2 u in another life

@maxynejournal 
my  wires stripped down
i could build myself back up for u
id do it now
roll up another one when im feeling down
when its like ill drown
drown these feelings out
(i dont wanna talk)
i dont wanna talk
i just wanna listen to u 
every single thought
doing what i want they cant put me in a box
my life go full circle everyday i feel so lost
back to square one but i dont think that ill stop
no i dont think i could stop you
i gotta go soon so what u wanna do
i needa be alone i need some solitude

fairy dust prod heroine & vin

@zzoos @maxynejournal @sinefelt @chewy @tillamookbay

@zzoos
i count 2 much paper but i cant fold
im 2 fried already no i cant roll
my bro pulled up w the drum like a band bro
got margiela on my toes dont rock sandals
sparkin up i can smell it  like a candle
fill the room w smoke its2 much 4 me 2 handle
im tryna connect the signs but theyre scrambled

i just hit the store im walkin out w somethin new  
get 2 high and sleep it off this shits all i do
bitch im w my crew u know how we move
she wna link up w me but im not in the mood
im w maxyne we like sun n moon
bitch i keep it tucked dont make no sudden moves
im w signs cant get in we dont fw u
she like whats the move
yea its up to U

@maxynejournal 
i say it all the time its my motif
im down on my luck somebody help me
getting butterflies in my stomach and some nosebleeds
wanna kick it with my team u got to pay a fee
she left red stains on my white tee
if u wanna talk u gotta do it nicely
learned from my mistakes n now im moving wisely
cant exist without somebody tryna bite me
aaa
im 2 fucked up for this shit i need a minute
ima light it up with my bros like its Christmas
ohhh
ya this shit is art fuck a businesss
we not on the same shit im moving different
yeah
i dont wanna fail ya
ik im a failure 
guess ill see u later
i wait until the days up
and the day turns to a month
plastic bag filled with buds
with my bros we smoke it up

@sinefelt
yah, i'm tryna smoke
dn't hold ur breath
i'm way 2high, life dn't make sense
life on the shelf's often pretty as well
come wit me, u dn't have 2tho

ever after meeting u
it's like my eyes got hearts on em
i stare into u n see ur soul like an art exhibit
think they're fkn wit me cuz they see i put my heart in it
gave my all 2u n i'm starting 2reach a hard limit, starting it 
staring @ the stars, we'll go far if u stay by me, ya

fkn it up
rollin a blunt
me n zoos up
maxyne in the cut
i cn't stop thinkin bout ya
when i get too high
n we stay strapped 2gether
aiming @ the sky

be (x3) mine
no tears 2cry
wit 100signs

i js downed this tincture
u put urself first, yah, fell for ya
lookin for an answer
in my head like a cance

@zzoos
i cant handle it
push me out my element
02 cdg on me like bitch i dont rock vetements
step in big ass shoes we move like elephants
keep my phone on dnd dont check my messages
i just copped that shit aint check the measurements
i stay workin 4 that bag i swear im gettin it
i move careful in these jeans cus theyre delicate
(fuck Ur beef its irrelevant)

i count 2 much paper but i cant fold
im 2 fried already no i cant roll
my bro pulled up w the drum like a band bro
got margiela on my toes dont rock sandals
sparkin up i can s,mell it  like a candle
fill the room w smoke its2 much 4 me 2 handle
im tryna connect the signs but theyre scrambled

sun & moon ft sinefelt prod heroine & michimani

All vocals by @midvill-205769690

一人ではずっと、叶わないようなことも
二人ならきっと、この海を越える
あの日からずっと、隠してきたことも
左手でそっと、季節を終える
曖昧だね

故郷や名前もましてや愛もない
流れ出すメロディ　血の通う言葉ならべて

このホシじゃずっと、叶わないようなことも
七日目にきっと、空に届く
あの夏をずっと、忘れはしなかった
あの蝉はきっと、高く高く
舞い上がり鳴いている


明け方に失くした　赤い色のワンピース　今見つけ
キスをした。八月駅前のベンチ　２度と戻れない

過ちを繰り返す僕に与えられた名前はERROR
世界が作られるなら
やぶれかぶれ

この歌が止まる時に残された。南無阿弥陀…ERROR
画面には映らぬ歴史探して

藍に染まる。煙に巻かれて。
初めてのことだった　優しさに触れて
信じていたかった、でも君は崩れていった

過ちを繰り返す僕に与えられた名前はERROR
世界が作られるなら
やぶれかぶれ

この歌が止まる時に見つけられた正解はERROR
記憶には映らぬ景色　僕たちは探している今も。

Cover art from @chikuwamiel on ig
Also please go check out midvill!!

This was going on an album but i felt like it fit better alone

Things would never come true if I were alone

SCORE

prod @chinapoet & @chewy

Lyrics:

(you're not on my mind, not a little or more, that's some shit that i'm not available for)
i’m not really playing this game anymore
talking to you is starting to feel like a chore
feels like both of us need to be silent more
it feels like both of us need more to explore
if i was you i would try to go out the door
cause i dont think its possible for us to be
more than what we are now
please dont pay no mind to this
i think its time we try to settle the score
cause if im being honest i can’t really afford
all the things that make you be you
and i cant really think about you
any longer, it’s killing me

i dont care what you say, nah
i don’t care about your face at all
don’t care about your face at all
i wanna feel your waist and all
i dont even know your name at all
always try to play along
feels like we never get along
it feels like we’re being dragged along
i don’t really care about your face at all
i don’t wanna crash at your place at all
if you try to score i might take it off
if i get that money ima take it all
(you're not on my mind, not a little or more, that's some shit that i'm not available for)

score (chinapoet heroine)

A lot of bad things happened this year. I can't deny that. A lot of good things happened. I also can't deny that. 

My feelings about the way I live haven't changed. i've had a lot of negative feelings on myself to the point that I've turned people away, denied help, and have even isolated myself in my room for days. It got really bad. I'm forever grateful for the amount of support I've gotten from everybody or just anybody. I've accomplished a lot, and I don't plan on stopping.. ever really. I feel like I've embedded myself so far into music that I just don't see myself doing anything else. I'd rather not do anything else, you know? I just wanna do this forever. I told my mom I would. I told my friends I will. It's going to stay that way. I am just simply so grateful. 

Thank you to my heros, friends and fans. 
@plinkohouse @isolat3d @cdreserve cdjsnipers and yuknow

If you feel hopeless, please dial someone close to you or call the National Suicide Hotline.

Album number 2 is my goal for next year. It'll be more beautiful than Hiraeth. I promise. 

- Serena Avery Liars

if you love me ill make it right

✧₊⁺🕯⋆.˚୨ৎ
spiderwebs hanging off my skeleton
ive been hanging with my friends for the hell of it oh
insecure so i stay relevant
lying on my living room floor, yeah i lost control long ago

feelin anxious is my enemy
every word that rides my breath is passive, aint mean shit to me
everyone thats rotting in my past, u a bitch to me
i got vines climbing my carotid when its hitting me

(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch
(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch

@zzjay
i think you see me in the worst light
even though i think that im the only one on your side
but i think it makes me childish if it's true
and i never go to sleep i fear of bedbugs in my room
thats another bad excuse
not knowin what to do
im too focused on you
im too focused im blue
i lack focus in school
cause i always look out the window
i remember you was my kinfolk
i remember everything was simple
that time

(spiderwebs hanging)

@sinefelt
lately my mind been fogged up
can't hardly read the cost of
scratches from her claws
i hate holding a grudge
up my tongue, put down a blotter
i can't stand up to get water

i'm js tryna go out warm
about to freeze, i'm snowed out
stare colder than a snow storm
if my soul out-pours
there's too much to account for
that all hardly matters
i think, but i'm not sure

let me out of my body
couldn't care even partly


october beatleech 𓇢𓆸 feat. zjay & sinefelt

1urebeat1ureimages1urerapping1urealbum2K26★ॐ.
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And I wanna kno u but it’s eatin me right thru
And I wanna tell u how to walk in my shoes
U can’t do the shit that I do or feel the way I feel
I js gotta know none of this matter and none of this is real
And ik I been here for a min i stay fucking winning bitch I’m never quitting
2025 j’étais up in the city wit all my boys wit me but I still b thinking
Would they even care if I was off this earth?
How tf can Ik?
Break half of the wishing bone
I’m stuck in the rain I got left in the cold


It’s been 100 years 100 days its the past
But I still feel flickers of you every time I interact 
high off my ass
I been wandering through my brain 
Thru my synapse thru my synapses 
fly out the sky I’ll leave your mind I’ma b past tense 
grave staring at me like it’s asking
for a feature u get blocked wit no reactions
to me when I walk into any room b baffling
I don’t react to em

neutron★ prod me

Somthing Big

credits:

prod - waterway
vocals - waterway
writing - waterway

conscious

Timekeepers

2025 was good year. 
Shout out to all my friends who inspire me to do better every day

thanks to: @ilpry @ssoh and @vst3 for doing voicelines 

#sdd

[0:00] let's not argue on the drive home (intro) @ssoh
[0:25] fake jazzer intro
[1:26] synth sesh
[2:27] fishingday (feat. @alexreidsmusic)
[3:29] hey google @ssoh

cover: @yvesaoi

sdd sound packs

fake jazzer mini showcase

Multigenre musician from Virginia

Member of Plinko House @plinkohouse / False Aether @false-aether / tako2sday @tako2sday

Released on:
Botanica Recs @botanicarecs

if you love me ill make it right

Serena Liars

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