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viral moments caught up in my visions
aiming at my head right through my screen
broken mic pick up my vocals

grasping to you through my braces
gnashing teeth from evil faces
never hearing what im saying
im so patient, wish i wasnt
lie in meadows with surveillance

my lifeline out
is in my spine
i ache and cry
make it alive

biome

p. me + sydney runner

shoot him down, if he run up
my plug look like sydney runner
do him bad, shoot him close up
talking tough until i show up
kill a rat, pop a shoulder 
close a nigga just like a folder
buff nigga im doing kush ups
i got fye, he weight, i pushup 

i got fye, he weight, i-
i got fye, he weight, i pushup 
i got big ass stacks and euros
choppa snap a nigga, churros
i ball up just like im drose
see these racks, 100 zeros
556 fuck up his window
smoking green, im smoking endo

i bought a chop to the kickback
og gave work, imma flip that
i got pack in the mail imma ship that
they ask the boy where have you been at
i dont even know how to begin that
they ask the boy where have you been at
i dont even know how to begin that

shoot him down, if he run up
tell my girl like sydney, hunter her
do em bad for some hunnids
imma peel him like an onion
do em bad for the munyun
i got racks from here to london
pull it out, i got him running
big ass stick it sound like drumming

pop out, watch out, hit em, stunning
choppa hit him, turn to nothing
i got big ass stacks and euros
choppa snap a nigga, churros
i ball up just like im drose
see these racks, 100 zeros
556 fuck up his window
smoking green, im smoking endo

i bought a chop to the kickback
og gave work, imma flip that
i got pack in the mail imma ship that
they ask the boy where have you been at
i dont even know how to begin that
they ask the boy where have you been at
i dont even know how to begin that

shoot him down, if he run up
my plug look like sydney runner
do him bad, shoot him close up
talking tough until i show up
kill a rat, pop a shoulder 
close a nigga just like a folder
buff nigga im doing kush ups
i got fye, he weight, i pushup 

shoot him down, if he run up
my plug look like sydney runner
do him bad, shoot him close up
talking tough until i show up
kill a rat, pop a shoulder 
close a nigga just like a folder
buff nigga im doing kush ups
i got fye, he weight, i pushup

sydney runner

deathofme @m8i

i know u can hear me, im falling from love like no one ever
i cry on my own cus i know i can weep if i keep the door shut

im fighting for my home, my soul, my love
im fighting for my home, my soul, my love

ponzi

prod me, happy to be back to posting c:
additional outro vocals @noraware

#lyrics
and i feel, awful again
(but you know that you're awful) 
you live with emotion but your face has no light
if you had it all again
would you do it all the same
you're livid at my choices but you know you never change 

oh would u hold me like a bug
you were so gentle with your touch
it kills when you dont think of me
but i know what you want
you want it all
i see the doubt between your tongue
is something off
i think im losing all my touch 

its all over now 
you lose your friends, and fade away
you call out so loud
i swear to god its all the same
you wanna be someone
you wanna say something
yeah you feel unjust
its all over now 
you lose your friends, and fade away

oh would u hold me like a bug
you were so gentle with your touch
it kills when you dont think of me
but i know what you want
you want it all
i see the doubt between your tongue
is something off
i think im losing all my touch 

@noraware
miss all the confinement, of what we had
I miss when we all spoke, but it's too late now yeah i'm grown
ah, ha.. and i miss your face, want a kiss but it's too late
wrapped around me like a shoelace

hold me, like a bug

@prodnami @n1lssture

when fall came i wasn't ready for the leaves
and im so ashamed thinkin bout what we could be
when it all came down wasn't hopin you would leave
and its so bad that im not surprised
made me so bad i couldn't cry
its not that bad im not surprised
when i look back i just wanna die
when i look back i just wanna die
i wrote this poem just for you
flowin just for you
i cried you a river size the ocean just for you
if i died right now would u care im hopin you would do
all i ask for is an ounce of truth
all i ask for is an ounce of you
but you couldn't really seem to follow suit
girl its all on you girl its all on you
he paid resale i pay the real price
dior on my body but ion pray to christ
dior on my body paid a big price
cuz its archive
had to chase a bag play my cards right
pulled up to the auto shop gotta get my car tight
rlly thought she was the one but she said that im not her type
im fuckin w saint laurent but other brands still got it right got it nice
when fall came i wasn't ready for the leaves
and im so ashamed thinkin bout what we could be
when it all came down wasn't hopin you would leave
and its so bad that im not surprised
made me so bad i couldn't cry
its not that bad im not surprised
when i look back i just wanna die
when i look back i just wanna die

of the spotless mind | prod. nami & n1lssture

✧₊⁺🕯⋆.˚୨ৎ
spiderwebs hanging off my skeleton
ive been hanging with my friends for the hell of it oh
insecure so i stay relevant
lying on my living room floor, yeah i lost control long ago

feelin anxious is my enemy
every word that rides my breath is passive, aint mean shit to me
everyone thats rotting in my past, u a bitch to me
i got vines climbing my carotid when its hitting me

(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch
(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch

@zzjay
i think you see me in the worst light
even though i think that im the only one on your side
but i think it makes me childish if it's true
and i never go to sleep i fear of bedbugs in my room
thats another bad excuse
not knowin what to do
im too focused on you
im too focused im blue
i lack focus in school
cause i always look out the window
i remember you was my kinfolk
i remember everything was simple
that time

(spiderwebs hanging)

@sinefelt
lately my mind been fogged up
can't hardly read the cost of
scratches from her claws
i hate holding a grudge
up my tongue, put down a blotter
i can't stand up to get water

i'm js tryna go out warm
about to freeze, i'm snowed out
stare colder than a snow storm
if my soul out-pours
there's too much to account for
that all hardly matters
i think, but i'm not sure

let me out of my body
couldn't care even partly


october beatleech 𓇢𓆸 feat. zjay & sinefelt

available everywhere: https://ffm.to/waiting4youu

waiting for you - sped up

prod. yobeee


want you to be mine this christmas 
santa knows you on my wishlist
when i peek under the tree
you the only thing that’s missing
need you wrapped up with a bow
hope you’re here before the snow
tryna catch you under the mistle-toe, yuh

lasttt christmas i gave you my heart & the very next day, he threw it on the ground & stomped it to pieces
left out milk & cookies, he stole my who-hash & my tree & gifts
& left me with nothing, Beal in ‘21 the way that i missed
first came denial, then anger & bargaining & then depression
but it came in waves so it took me a long time to find acceptance
put my guard back up, no more heart on my sleeve 
but i still won’t ever do no one the way he did me
christmas lights shining on my face
and i remember, no one could take my place
i’m a better woman than i used to be
so i wrap my heart up til i’m ready

want you to be mine this christmas
santa knows you on my wishlist
when i peek under the tree
you the only thing that’s missing
need you wrapped up with a bow
hope you’re here before the snow
tryna catch you under the mistle-toe, yuh

snow’s coming down, temperature’s dropping it’s zero degrees
surrounded by ppl, but in this moment it’s just you & me
buddy the elf, i’d leave my world and cross oceans to find you
but, gotta be patient even though i already know that you want to
wrap me up like a gift with a bow on top
checked off your wishlist cuz i’m everything that they not
i’m the present and you know it, can’t wait to unwrap me
it melts in your hands, my heart used to be so ice

talked to the big man, he said you’re on the way
paid for express shipping still gotta wait 25 days
sleigh bells ringing, star shining on the christmas tree
minnesota winters, snow is glistening
pray i stay on the nice list, i need my wishes granted
deck the halls, by you i’m so enchanted 
we spark winter static, chemistry organic 
presence is a gift it must be, the holiday magic

want you to be mine this christmas
santa knows you on my wishlist
when i peek under the tree
you the only thing that’s missing
need you wrapped up with a bow
hope you’re here before the snow
tryna catch you under the mistle-toe, yuh

it must be the holiday magic
gotta be the holiday magic
the holla, holla what

holiday magic

ALL BEATS FROM JAN15-DEC29 2025 NOT CHRONOLOGICAL
thank you to @marusaki @ariaoasis @fruitydelay @2rel @lumyere @01satu @heyscripy @uxiexo @cldxp @ivoruu @advxrse @kylanonline @ssoh for doing tags and thank you to everybody i have worked w u saved me from killing myself probably

IDs 
0:14 "ferd nation" [@makemeapromise] [@rhekdens] [@r2s2d]
1:46 "overhaul" [@rhekdens] [@2rel]
1:50 "im in beijing w these hoes" [@rhekdens] [@16fc] [@2rel]
2:11 "CRUNCH" [@rhekdens] [@16fc]
2:24 "brainfog" [@pw4prez] [@rhekdens]
2:37 "decision" [@rhekdens] [@2rel]
2:50 ??? [@7mental7] [@1burningjuly] [@heyscirpy] [@rhekdens]
3:03 "esdeath" [@rhekdens}
2:16 "angels" [@rhekdens] [@16fc] [@2rel}
3:28 "luv" [@rhekdens}
3:41 "with maya' [@rhekdens] [@????]
3:54 "ida" [@tgwog] {@cruseyyyy] [@2rel] [@rhekdens] (https://soundcloud.com/uxiexo/liaison)
4:06 "joker" [@rhekdens]
4:19 "1000 - 7" [@rhekdens]
4:32 ??? [@rhekdens]
4:45 "aizen" [@rhekdens]
4:58 "bad" [@rhekdens]
5:10 "nezu" [@rhekdens]
5:23 "kenpachi" [@rhekdens]
5:36 "suzaku" [@rhekdens]
5:49 "ulqiorrra" [@rhekdens] [@kirarrii]
6:02 ?? [@rhekdens]
6:14 ?? [@lynyou] [@rhekdens] [@eboof]
6:27 ?? [@rhekdens] (https://soundcloud.com/monsain/analyze-1)
6:40 "3crown" [@rhekdens] [@2rel]
6:53 "breakthrough" [@rhekdens] 
7:06 "TTM" [@rhekdens] [@pitchweavr]
7:18 "cranker bitch club" [@rhekdens]
7:31 "SOUL SOCiETY" [@RHEKDENS] [@PW4PREZ] [@VENEXXi]
7:44 "start up" [@rhekdens] [@heygwuapo]
7:57 "visual novel" [@2rel] [@rhekdens] (interpolates https://soundcloud.com/kevinrianto/back-number-happyend)
8:22 "frendli" [@rhekdens]
8:35 ??? [@kylanonline] [@rhekdens] [@salviaparadox]
9:32 "weird chords" [@rhekdens] [@on1yone]

october beatleech 𓇢𓆸 feat. zjay & sinefelt

𖣂 Carrophobia

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