your drums are so distinctly yours every song its beautiful

b@by tell me

from a scrapped project
made february 6 2025

medicine keeps failing me
i been falling from the highest
all the weights are crushing me
even though i wanna deny it
every night i toss+turn
every night i end up crying
tryna fight the way you hurt me
but i feel my body dying

oh
i keep driving but the road dont end
try to break out but i fall again
i cant tell when i be lying oh
i cant tell when i be lying

Toss+turn

PRND2

ft @iloveallmydogs & @on1yone

Pre-save 'Critically Bad Music' createmusic.fm/criticallybadmusic

Lyrics:

((gunk))
ouu rockstar baby
can you help me cause my lifestyle crazy
i’m tryna get up in the scene but they hate me
i’m ya mom bitch, you my daughter 
buss it down make it drip like water
i ride for my girls I die for my girls 
trust me don’t want slaughter
you said that my face looks blue
that’s fine cause i hate you too
yeah and you came with your crew
just to say that you hate me too
now when i look at the sky
i think about all of the times
you said you had my back
now you’re telling me its all fine
you can’t go like that
tell your main watch your back
right now he looking like a snack
i’m finna pick him up
and i know it’s finna piss you off
can’t have fun all of the time
but atleast i get what i want
ouu rockstar baby
can you help me cause my lifestyle crazy
i’m tryna get up in the scene but they hate me
i’m ya mom bitch, you my daughter 
buss it down make it drip like water
i ride for my girls I die for my girls 
trust me don’t want slaughter

((on1y))
never one to constitute 
hear what i’m saying? can’t compute
girl you know that i’m the one for you
and you know that that’s a fact
all them cap
ain’t got to shit to prove
told them boys to move
cuz i’d steal the light for you
i might die for you 
swear i hate being perceived 
why you tryna deceive me
cuz i’d steal the light for you
i might die for you 
ain’t got to shit to prove
told them boys to move

((elxnce))
im trying to be with you all my life
just give me one chance and i’ll make it fair
you know me so much that it’s not even fair

Pre-save

rockstar

@1hallow @popilization @violetxx9

ha, yea, like what happened to fashion talk?
i just did my fashion walk
drop money on all kinds of stuff
i just stay posted
i just walked to the bank, to the vault
spin her round from the back to the front
i got my swag up and u stayed a bum
idk u bru how u think we gon chop shit up?
double cup, pass the blunt
mix stimuli feel all types of stuff
and im wit my brudda we got shit out the mud
money talk thats all i love
i'll up the stick i'll call yo bluff
how u say u notice me
but u dont even know my name
she say she over me
she must not know that i changed
when i shoot my shot it's green
when i light this blunt it's dank
i just got some brand new jeans
made a withdrawal out the bank
bank, bank, bank, bank x4 or something

ay, yea, like what happened to fashion talk?
i just do my fashion walk
and she call me a fashion god
and im feelin real good off the wock
adderall got me off the wall
and u know its not yo fault
so dont act like u in the wrong
idk u bru how u think we gon chop shit up?
double cup, pass the blunt
mix stimuli feel all types of stuff
and im wit my brudda we got shit out the mud
money talk thats all i love
i'll up the stick i'll call yo bluff
i do this shit for the love of the game if u dont fw me u cant hang
when i hop out the car im jus testin my aim but bru this could be yo last day
and u know i put prada all up on my frames i can see shit even thru rain
and i rlly keep the glicks on me no franks dont play w me this not a game

FASHION TALK PROD. HALLOW & POPILIZATION & VIOLET

prod me, happy to be back to posting c:
additional outro vocals @noraware

#lyrics
and i feel, awful again
(but you know that you're awful) 
you live with emotion but your face has no light
if you had it all again
would you do it all the same
you're livid at my choices but you know you never change 

oh would u hold me like a bug
you were so gentle with your touch
it kills when you dont think of me
but i know what you want
you want it all
i see the doubt between your tongue
is something off
i think im losing all my touch 

its all over now 
you lose your friends, and fade away
you call out so loud
i swear to god its all the same
you wanna be someone
you wanna say something
yeah you feel unjust
its all over now 
you lose your friends, and fade away

oh would u hold me like a bug
you were so gentle with your touch
it kills when you dont think of me
but i know what you want
you want it all
i see the doubt between your tongue
is something off
i think im losing all my touch 

@noraware
miss all the confinement, of what we had
I miss when we all spoke, but it's too late now yeah i'm grown
ah, ha.. and i miss your face, want a kiss but it's too late
wrapped around me like a shoelace

hold me, like a bug

Beat was made live on my utube https://www.youtube.com/@shlain2717

i want my life back

KEHLANI x BREAK FROM TORONTO [2013] ReWork

#ferda

All works in collaboration with Surgeon

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instagram.com/atelier44y
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colorful

Click Click Flash


Windows fogging
Street signs smear and bend
Lip gloss cherry
On my tongue again
Your jacket on me
Half on
Half floor
Heartbeat kicking
At the locked back door

[Chorus]
Backseat neon
Painting you on my skin
Color on your collar
Breathing
Breathing you in
Backseat neon
We’re tangled
We’re gone
Kissing like the morning
Might never turn on

[Verse 2]
Phone screen buzzing
Face down
Let it ring
Playlist looping
We don’t hear a thing
Mascara smudges
On my stolen tee
You laugh
You’re shaking
You pull closer to me

[Chorus]

[Verse3]
Traffic hums outside
Whole world drives right by
Your hand finds my waist
You pull
And time slides
Name on your whisper
Warm against my ear
Everything is colored
You’re the only clear


hold me, like a bug

qlein

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