It's Never Really Over

The days all blend together
A never-ending fractal set
And it's gone
In a blink

We pass through like a spectre
Careful as not to overstep
Overstay
Overthink

Of all the gods forgotten
Empires forged to fade away
Will we be
One of them

Living within a textbook
Taught to a class who doesn't care
In between
Math and Gym

Eternity is endless
To be alive 1000 years
Is a blink
Of an eye

To search for sense is senseless
Best to accept you'll never know
What it means
To be alive

To sleep is to be helpless
To drown in those subconscious thoughts
All the secrets
You kept

To live is to be selfish
To die is to give back to god
What we took
While it slept

So until we meet again at the universe's end

At the Universes End

meet me by the wishing well, we'll tell our stories, show and tell
Pissing contest bout our SADNESS, tho we know it's never-ending,
who will win, it's undecided, if you do, rip out my organs!
Leave me bleeding, cut with bruising, and drop my heart right in the deep end!

punchouuuuuuuut, hangout
we crrrrrrrrrrrry. out our problems
we loooooooove, all our feelings
tho we can't
show anything, and anybody
why don't you just touch my body
I don't fuck with anybody
I just want to touch your body
why don't you just fucking love me! *say with the most pathetic voice ever*
why don't you just fucking love me!
why don't you just fucking love me!

AAAAAAAx2 *like you just realized you stubbed your toe*

No Discernible End In Sight

Punchout Hangout

never gonna let u thru
im so deep in love with u
baby ur my point of view
drugs have really held us thru
i dont need no money
i just wanna smoke cigarettes
i dont ur money honey
she just tryna go thru
she just tryna get thru to me
i dont need her coming thru
shes better off with u
my baby tryna come around but i can see the corner now
she cant come thru

come thru

Sounds Such As Voices

Beat me
Break me
Incapacitate me
Give me everything you got
Beat me
Hate me
Please decaptitate me
Give me everything you got
Give me everything you got-

Beat me
Break me
Incapacitate me
Give me everything you got
Beat me
Hate me
Please decaptitate me
Give me everything you got
Give me everything you got-

Give me everything you got-

BOOGIE2988

Kei Truck

cosmic fish swim through space
and leave behind in their wakes
spit and blood and sweat and tears
i put them into this song right here
houseplants die faster around me
it's not my fault
they don't say that they're thirsty
geisha girl in a ghibli film
the koi in the pond tend to bleed from the gills
oh no...

this fantasy is all i deserve
she's a nice young lady, or so i've heard
but i talk better with the written word
i stu- i stu- i stu-
i stutter around her
still, if poetry is what speaks to you,
i can craft haikus and sonnets, too
and if storytelling is what you crave
i've been- i've been-
i've been writing all goddamn day!

she's more mieko kawakami
i lean towards dazai
a battle theme plays when they wield knives
angelic catgirls are fighting way up in the sky
tragedy is pretty   
hero cult of achilles
an obsession with classical antiquity
what's this name mean to ya?
have you heard of caligula?
do you get nervous at all when you talk to me?

half a mortal and a half-blood prince
your other half's a fairy tale
but the whole truth is
i want to feel the ridges of your fingertips
i want- i want- i want- i want-
i want your kiss
now, tr-tragically,
it's time to start panicking
i've shared too much
i hope you're not mad at me
no words from her mouth, but i understood
she don't- she don't like me the way i wish she would
i guess all i will say is that i can't regret it
because i promised that i wouldn't
when i first had said it
it just kills me 'cause it's oh so pathetic
and i know- i know-
i know that i'll never forget it
but i would do it all again
like, infinity times
because there's a universe where i make you mine
and i wouldn't know if this was it unless i tried
but now i've got- i've got-
i've got to say goodbye

Gills

(unfinished song lol)

Tasting the sweet temptation
right from the tip of a loaded gun
my body moves in silence
I'm gonna take you one by one

Hollow out that heartache
stretch the Tendineae till it pops 
marked up and brokenhearted
you're everything I wouldn't want

I wanna touch you
I wanna hold you close
I wanna kiss you
I wanna let you know

baby it's nothing
like every single moment
you're taking off your clothes
so I can split you open
cause ohh baby
it's poetry in motion
you're taking off your shirt
so I can make you suffer

with me
with me
with me
with me 

baby it's over
we're always getting hotter
there's something in the water
that's making people dumber
OH GOD
I want a new Mercedes
and 60 fucking bands 
so I can shoot it in my bloodstream

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

baby it's over
we're always getting hotter
there's something in the water
that's making people dumber
OH GOD
I want a new Mercedes
and 60 fucking bands 
so I can shoot it in my bloodstream

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

 OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

SUFFER

Sve dao sam
Imao sam
Postalo je
Ništa

Još uvek
Nisam čovek 
Kakvog si 
Želela

Naše je postalo ništa
Ali ne treba mi ništa 

Sam tužan
Tako sam sam
Baš smešno 
Šta misliš?

Ja sam niotkuda 
Ja ne idem nikuda 
Je l' srećna
Bez mene

Naše je postalo ništa
Ali ne treba mi ništa 

Naše je postalo ništa
Ali ne treba mi ništa


Naše je postalo ništa
Ali ne treba mi ništa 

Naše je postalo ništa
Ali ne treba mi ništa

ne treba mi ništa(demo snimak)

(throwaway-- also don't use my music to validate your self destruction or neurosis, more or less it's a wake up call or a warning) 

yeah I'm so bored
I need some noise
to kill my thoughts
cause I'm so dumb

all day & night
I try to fight 
the urge to die
when I get high

yeah I'm so bored
I think I'm ready to explode
when I begin to fall apart
I think I'm ready to explode
when i begin to fall apart

yeah I'm so bored 
I feel so numb
I fill the void
to keep me drugged

my brains so fucked
it feels so good
when I don't think
about the world

yeah I'm so bored
I think I'm ready to explode
now nothing feels real anymore
when I begin to fall apart
now nothing feels real anymore

Bored

I'm a synthesist , sound designer , artist and musician from Denton TX focused on making music & art not for the product but to enjoy the process . my music is made almost exclusively using hardware and minimal to no editing/software , I hope you can appreciate the work and the strange sounds that come out of my life

Sounds Such As Voices

Gazellefangs