when i was lost 
i decided id take a turn 
little did i know 
it’d be for the worst 
i’d meet 
 a devil before my eyes
the most beautiful guy

handsome face 
charming ways 
know how to get into ur head 
until he gets what he wanted 
now ur haunted 
can’t forget 
and he gets to feel nothing 

when he was lost
u listened because 
weirdly u connected 
dark caves 
u both explored 
so who really is at fault
devil before my eyes

devil before my eyes

i was gone before you came 
you’d be left to wonder how 
i’d escape 
no one’s ever done such with ur grasp
many men you’ve stabbed in the back

the first thing i did 
to set me free 
was to accept love eternally
forever and live in my own peace 

then secondly 
i’d have to try to get rid of these cuffs 
the ones that u put on me
and u said i was never enough
i shouldn’t have shut up
but at least now im happy
and that i don’t see anymore

can’t lie
after it all 
i did want to go back 
u were the first love that i had 
the only real guy 
and i felt like a fool 
talking to u 
but life u see
carries on differently 


then lastly i’d end up free
just to go back 
and you’d tell me that im crazy 
and that forever this won’t last
and u know what 
i’m kinda glad
cuz i never wanted you that bad

dior

u said things that weren’t true 
but i believed those lies
then i left my head for you
wore a disguise
all things i’d i’d ever do 
would never be enough for you 
so as long as we’re through 
we’re through

enough said 
i’m tired of u keeping secrets
from me 
is that all i can be 
is another on the side to keep 
another missed opportunity 
to get all u want 
from me

please

don’t overstep 
or i promise or you’ll regret 
you’ll wish u wouldn’t have

 

u said things that weren’t true 
but i believed those lies
then i left my head for you
wore a disguise
all things i’d ever do 
would never be enough for you 
so as long as we’re through 
we’re through

we’re through

i’m comforted with that cold embrace 
where u can only make out 
half my face 
you’ll dream about it all for days 
not notice me walking in front of ur face 
all you’ll know is my voice that ur trying to trace

i remember when i used to cry 
and say id want a happy life
fell back in my own bed crying
to sob over nothing just my own mind

all my life tried to figure out 
deciding how i’d feel about it
but i cried and let god go 
creating scars
they’ll never know

questioning this purpose
what did i do to deserve this
all these questions while young 
nobody answered so i had to run
to figure out all my self 
is there a heaven or hell
i know it’s all impossible 
but if i take my life 
where will i go

darkness

you talk a lot about the things that haunt ya 
u know we call that melancholia 
when ur heads splitting 
while ur awake 
and you’ve feeled 
youve taken all u can take 
darling sit down and just take a break
wait for the day to awake

cuz melancholias
gonna haunt ya 
in the dark
like a monster 
hiding from its 
scars
hurting people
not caring who they are

you won’t get very far
not with that heart
u daring star

dior

gemini cortes

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