i've been waiting all this time
just for you to stop on by
i've been trying
really hard
to move on
but i don't know how

baby i need you
baby i see you
baby i love you
only you

i can't help but feel so bad
that you always feel so sad
i really want to help you girl
you know your my entire world

baby i need you
baby i see you
baby i love you
only you

why can't you see
i'm here for you
your always there
on my screen to
i really need you
to say you love me
and don't half ass it
when you say it
please mean it

baby i need you
baby i see you
baby i love you
only you

only you

i miss all the time that we spent
id love to talk to you but i dont know what to do
you can say its the end
you dont have to pretend
but maybe in another life
we spent more time together

and the thought of her is softlocked inside my brain
its hard to go on, with all my hurt and pain
and the more i think of her, the more it drives me insane
i guess you were right, i cant keep going on this way

im all alone again
when will this ever end

i just want to cry
cant keep up this lie
think i need to commit suicide

and the thought of her is softlocked inside my brain
its hard to go on, with all my hurt and pain
and the more i think of her, the more it drives me insane
i guess you were right, i cant keep going on this way

im all alone again
when will this ever end

softlocked inside my brain

I know we talked that night 
But I can’t ever seem to savor it
I guess I feel alright 
I went back to bed I’m falling asleep 

At 3pm and I can barely rise from bed
My fucking head I can feel my heart inside of my chest
I won’t bother to try 
But I don’t have the will to die 

Sometimes I wish I’d died 
And I’m so fucking ashamed of it
Half baked my mind is fried 
No life counting all these days I’ll live 

It’s 3pm and I can barely rise from bed
My fucking head I can feel my heart inside of my chest
I won’t bother to try 
But I don’t have the will to die 

I’ll be you and you’ll be me
In my secret society 
I’ll be you and you’ll be me
I’m dazed and hazed stuck in a dream

Somatic

Never ever use the normalize option in Waveform 13

[Verse]

Don't you think it's so unfair you're expected to do social interaction
With people that hate you to get anywhere in life
If confidence were a thing you could hold
Mine's an icicle that slips away and shatters on the sidewalk 

[Pre-Chorus]

'Cause every time I talk I inevitably get it wrong
That's why I sit at home and hide behind my guitar

[Chorus]

Dryfire drills on my own head
For when reality catches up
This is the only thing I've ever planned ahead
The absolute only option
I tried to be inoffensive
But mess up with every sentence
And sabotage all the things I've planned
Before I even make them

[Verse]

My goal in life is to let you down
So I'm left to my devices 
I'm so stunted, so stupid, and I can't get bullied out of it
Explaining only makes it worse,
I sperg when I should sew my mouth shut, just shut the fuck up

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

I can't talk to people


When I wish upon that star
You'll stab me in the back
watch from afar
As I hit the floor
And fucking cry
I want to tell you
I don't want to die

I'll write shit music
Just to tell you how much my life fucking sucks
But I know deep down
These rotten prose will never be enough
And I hope that I don't end up
With a bullet in my head
I'm pretty it won't happen
I'm so stupid

I'm on the internet 
And people hear just what I have to say
And all I cry about is how
I want to die every other day
So people please just listen
I think this life ain't mine
I know I sound real edgy
That's not what I feel most of the time

I contradicted
Straight out my hell
I feel conflicted
I'll never tell
So when he disappears
Just know the truth
He's still living in fear
And hiding from you 

Lifes like a zoo
And I'm a damn dirty ape
On my computer
Say doesn't living feel real great
It's not enough
to bedrot
I really need this
The pain will never stop

bedrotter

shoot up

small wooden stick with a crystal inside
im casting a spell to ease your mind
my clairvoyance is true
and i can sense your karmic weight
we both know that it cant be displaced

your soul is gone but thats ok
they walk past and scowl at those things you say
as you hold my hand and laugh
as you kiss me here at last
and i can sense your karmic weight
please dont drift away

cast a spell

Im not the worst
When Im lying next to her
My dreams come true
When I lie so do you

Heaven forgive me
Heaven forgive me won’t you please
I am the windmill
I have been riddled with disease
Would you dance with
Would you come and dance with me
For a moment
It would make us feel so free

Would you call me
Even though the day is empty
Don’t lose yourself in my arms
I am hell
You are all I want

Vomit Doll

My head hurts 
My head hurts 
This torture 
This torture 
Can’t endure
Can’t endure 
Can’t be there 
It’s not fair 

My eyes are seeing double
My head is spinning trouble 
I can’t believe I’m so pathetic
I’m so pathetic 
I’m so

pathetic

Wanna be there wanna leave
But i
Know that I can’t I’m afraid
I can’t move
I can’t breathe 
I can’t do
Anything

I run away
In my escape 
I never change
Always the same

pathetic

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