bye for now

pool party

I don't think i can go outside.
Everybody out there wants me to die.
They'll blow my head off when i walk out there.
 to be honest do I even care?

When are they just gonna quit?
Shootin guns all they do is miss.
One day, my blood will be on the walls.
I go limp as my body falls.

I’d like to say that things get better,
But every day just feels like tether.
The weight just drags me further down,
Guess I was born to wear this frown.

The other night I heard your name,
Felt the same old sting of shame.
Thought I’d moved on, but that’s a lie
Some ghosts just never die.

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MBV when you sleep test

Reuploaded here so i have more space on main 

HANDS

Now that you mention it
I really feel like shit
You called me earlier and I hung up you

I'm saying I'm too busy to talk 
There's just so much going on
But deep down you know that's just not true.

I'm catatonic. I'm so stoned
I could never do this on my own
I'm telling you that I need help 
with killing myself.

And after all of it
I'm still alive to say
Although my life is shit
I wanna live another day
Where I play all my songs on guitar
But I know I won't be alive to get that far.

I'm catatonic. I'm so stoned
I could never do this on my own
I'm telling you that I need help 
with killing myself.
I'm catatonic. I'm so stoned
I could never do this on my own
I'm telling you that I need help 
with killing myself.

Killing Myself

lyrics:

look in their eyes
see the fear, see the sweat
im gonna shoot em all
think it all, shoot again
they gonna listen up
they gonna die, on my steps
and if they survive
reload my gun, shoot again

if you wanna die (uhh)
just get in my way (uhh)
if you run away (uhh)
you'll die anyways

dont wanna go to jail
i will die, die with them
when people start looking for me
i'll be dead, dead by then

if you wanna die (uhh)
just get in my way (uhh)
if you run away (uhh)
you'll die anyways

shoot em all

untitled138

old one from the vault its shit (aka classic trrrst)

shout out all my homeboys

Jestermaxxing

lyrics:

chords and tabs on my phone
that i can't really learn at all
spending time making covers
just to keep them for my own
always wanted to make music
but damn i think that i sound fake
if you call me a fed or stupid
theres not much that i can say for myself

I don't really want a job, or a student loan
Always looking through the window at people alone
Sorry to my family, they will find me blown
Just me and my guitar, together for sure

(shout out to my soundcloud followers... yeah)

the fake drums on my music
are starting to get really loud
trying to make decent lyrics 
i write like im ten years old

I don't really want a job, or a student loan
Always looking through the window at people alone
Sorry to my family, they will find me blown
Just me and my guitar, together for sure

shitty music

Love you guys 



I found you
I want to
Show you
I need you

Quick lie
I wanna see you
I spend time
In the closet place to your
Eyes
Your
Eyes

I’m right here
You’ll be fine
Say you’ll be 
Always mine
No regrets
No more time
Breathe you in 
One last time

spend time

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