It’s tough
When you know
You’ve got to let go
You’ve got to move on
It’s not like
You’re a pawn
In life
It’s up to you to decide
But there does
Come a time
When you can no longer wait
It’s like there’s a date
Etched in time
When you have to go
No matter how much
You wish it wasn’t so
You have to go
You have to leave
No matter how much
You might grieve
As with life
You don’t get a reprieve
When you have to leave
You have to go
Yeah, you’ve gotta go
You’re leaving home
You’re out on the road
There’s no looking back
There’s no one left to ask
You’ve got to go
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Got to Go

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Blue

Peace of mind when I face that high, hope I won't wake up in the morning
Feel so numb that I take that drug just so I can work to afford it
First to fight when you call me out and I question who you're blaming
Turn to the drink when you talking down, I hate when you test my patience

You come home, I get no hello. Did you know that fucks my day up?
Stay away just to cope your way can't sleep I always stay up
Lock myself with a death wish up and I head on down to the basement
Know you lied when you said you cared and it hits as hard as the pavement

In my fists there's violence but my mind is violins
Playing in the key of sirens to a hymn of dying with 
spite of God and missing feelings, hope you smile when I fall

You won't ever see my face and I won't answer when you call.

Basement Neutral

Cruising through my night moods
sunroof like L.A
Music that she like, cool
pause it for the photo op
VSCO for the reds
shot? I think I missed it
so I just like her post instead
Hit it through the pipe soon
I'll be M.I.A
head is feeling light ooouuu
colorblind not seeing at all
whoa, say "hit it, go!"
and we gone.

and I changed
so don't call me the same
don't tell me the road you're walking on
is all to blame
so, don't leave me alone
don't tell me you never pulled my name up on your phone

Saturn, want a ring
I assume I ain't
on your list to talk though
probably gonna die either way
soul gone, leave it fade
and my name
will shoot into the starlight
God, I hope you stay
Hiding from the limelight,
walk around like you got it all
Saturday don't go
end alone
I can not stay
I'm feeling the way I felt
so many times before
I would count them on my hands
but I got a little more
and I've been held up
and I'm falling for conversations
as I'm trying to leave

"I'm already pretty high, you can hit it for me"

and I changed
so don't call me the same
don't tell me the road you're walking on
is all to blame
so, don't leave me alone
don't tell me you never pulled my name up on your phone

Nights Moods

missing (Prod. Dev The Goon)

Why do I wanna get fucked up? Because I'm all alone again and I don't want to take my time learning how to cope with it.

Neon Traffic Sword

Maintain Yourself (intro)

in sleep (prod. Crxsh & Suite)

This song is dedicated to everyone that has supported me over the past year. Struggling with mental health is something many of us face, but might not be willing/able to talk about. Through the times that I didn't feel comfortable in my own head, with my own heart, or in my own body--you were there. And for this, I am eternally grateful.
Watch out for the people you love. None of this is forever.

Special thanks to my Brother in Spirit, TONEDEAF. Your friendship is priceless.

Lyrics:
(There's) Nothing I want
More than nothing at all
But I need somebody
Out of my mind
The only way I could find myself
And it's you that tied me 
Down

Nothing I want
More than nothing at all
But I need somebody
Out of my mind
Only way I could find myself
And it's you 
That tied me
Down

I knew my heart was never useless
But everybody tried to use it
Except you

I'm the type to leave them clueless
But still the same
It's unusual
I've got you

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