Got together with my bro Pasha Shpak to jam and it turned into a track.

Practice (ft. Pasha Shpak)

My goodness finally. Ever since I made the base track from desires I wanted to make some lyrics for it. And after remaking everything, changing the tuning I think I got it.

Only thing that I struggle with now (maybe it's because I still use basic home equipment) is getting the vocal tracks right in volume. That was a pain in the butt. So If you guys have any tips on getting that better, I'm all ears. Maybe it will get a resung version in the future. I guess that's kinda my thing for now. Starting a project, and reshaping it once I get better/new stuff.

Anyway, enjoy the track. And have fun this summer!

[Edit 21/05/23] Replaced the file. I tuned it 1 tone down, fixed the vocals and finally I am happy!! Now the summer can begin :D

[Another edit. Highly perfectionist me wasn't happy with the vocals. + new vocal processor. Hopefully this is the last replace for now :-) ]

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RELEASE 01.08.2025

“Sussura Inferorum” blends haunting ambient textures, ghostlike vocals and ritualistic low-end into a cinematic, slow-building horror score. A sonic whisper from the underworld – ominous, immersive, and unnervingly beautiful.

This feels actually much more authentic than releasing any happy summer songs, see description "Deepression" and next songs will also address this, but I will try to still upload some other songs

Maybe some genre voting could also be something to consider in the future...^^

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Sussura Inferorum

I made this when I felt the world shifting under my feet.
Emotional. Neon. Plugged in.
This one’s for the late-night thinkers.

A little jam that turned into an exploration of depression and finding your way out of it.

Guitar: Larry Rolando, Spencer Brochard
Pedal Steel: Milo Deering
Drums: Josh Rodgers
Bass: Pete Miller
Keyboards: Bob Patin
Vocal: Will Montgomery
Backup Vocals: Spencer Brochard
Engineering: Paul Osborn @ Audio Dallas
Written, Mixed & Produced by Will Montgomery

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Been talking to walls again
They’re better at listening
Can’t tell if it’s real or just
A rerun I’m living in

Thought I was holding on
But maybe I’m holding back
Smile in the mirror cracks
Guess I should laugh at that

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t mean to be this way
Just a little off today

[Chorus]
I’m not lost, just out of my head
Caught in a loop of things I never said
I’ll be fine, just give me a sec
A little off, not done yet
I’m not broken, just bent instead
A little out of my head

[Verse 2]
Phone says I’ve missed some calls
I swear I was right there
Heart’s on airplane mode
And I don’t even care

People say, “You seem off”
Like I hadn’t noticed
Trying to fake okay
But I’m not the boldest
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not trying to disappear
Just having a quiet year

[Chorus]
I’m not lost, just out of my head
Caught in a loop of things I never said
I’ll be fine, just give me a sec
A little off, not done yet
I’m not broken, just bent instead
A little out of my head

[Bridge]
Give me time, I’ll climb back down
From whatever cloud I’m on
Don’t give up, just hang around
Even night turns into dawn

[Final Chorus]
I’m not lost, just out of my head
Sorting through all this tangled thread
I’ll be fine, that’s what I said
A little off, not done yet
I’m not broken, just bent instead
A little out of my head

[Outro]
Out of my head...but I’ll get back in again

Out of My Head

Shine

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Hi, it's Henadzi. Currently based in Abu Dhabi, UAE. Just doing some DIY music for no particular reason. Mostly it's guitar-based instrumental stuff recorded entirely at home. Not intended to bind myself to some particular genre, so I'm free to play around. Feel free to DM me if you're looking for collaboration.

Have a good day.

Practice (ft. Pasha Shpak)

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