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Produced by Chris Gill & Matan Hamish
Music and Lyrics by Matan Hamish

Lyrics:
I’ve been under the water for too long
Far too deep to realize that something is wrong

And I’ve grown tired trying coming up for air
And I’ve been wondering why I’m fighting for what’s there

I break through the surface  
But my lungs are still filled with water and I just can’t breathe
Tried my hardest
To walk this earth but I’ve run out of reasons to bleed
And all I see is tunnel vision
I’m breaking out of my own prison

Please don’t blame me for finally letting go
I just can’t keep on swimming against the flow

And I was sure I’d find a way to get along
But now I’ve realized I’m maybe not that strong

I break through the surface 
But my lungs are still filled with water and I just can’t breathe
Tried my hardest
To walk this earth but I’ve run out of reasons to bleed
And all I see is tunnel vision
I’m breaking out of my own prison

I’m bound to falling apart
I knew this right from the start
It’s written down in the beating of my heart

I’m bound to breaking apart
I knew this right from the start
I hear the deafening ticking of the clock 

I break through the surface 
But my lungs are still filled with water and I just can’t breathe
Tried my hardest
To walk this earth but I’ve run out of reasons to bleed
And all I see is tunnel vision
I’m breaking out of my own prison

Tunnel Vision

Dark Renaissance(Rock Version)

This track was another version of the track "Soldier, universal" that is released simultaneously. I found this version too good to not let folks listen to it, so this will show those who think it's easy to use the Suno AI to make music: first I wrote the lyrics and then I spent several hours vith the AI and got songs that were mostly good at killing flies. But this version is so catchy!!
SOLDIER, UNIVERSAL (LYRICS BADTRIPP INC/MUSIC BY BADTRIPP INC/SUNO AI)

(Verse 1:)
I aimed my gun to hit that mark
The shot flashed through the dark
But my bullet scraped off some bark
Being what I am is no walk in the park
My head is wide open to the pain of it all
I used to think it might be better come fall
Winter comes and I still can't silence the call
of every universal soldier in this empty hall

(Chorus):
So what it takes to get me through the night
Must have been there for the medieval knight
Those who go to any war and fight
Just never come back right

(Verse 2:)
I got no money for those I sent to the grave
The victims were never close to being brave
I was something nobody knew how to save
I was like the early humans hiding in a cave
So I live like a bat in the middle of the day
Trying to escape but there's not any way
My mind hurts too much for me to stay
Yeah, it hurts too much for me to stay
Yeah, it hurts too much for me to stay

(Chorus:)
So what it takes to get me through the night
Must have been there for the medieval knight
Those who go to any war and fight
Just never come back right



Soldier, another version

didn’t get the invite?
cool.
they’re the ones missing out 🐍💅🏽

cold-blooded is a reminder that you’re not uncool just ‘cause someone else is cold 🍃

Cold Blooded is a power pop/indie pop anthem that came out of a moment that felt both ridiculous and real. I had a writing session the same day as a party I wasn’t invited to—thrown by people I once considered friends. I’d known about it for a while, but when the day actually came, it still stung. Instead of spiraling, I brought that energy into the studio, and the song poured out with my co-writers.

Produced by Nico Lapitino, the track is built on gritty, chugging guitars and layered with atmospheric textures. Cold Blooded balances punchy pop-rock energy with space to feel—it captures that blend of empowerment and vulnerability, feeling hurt but choosing to own it with confidence and bite.

This one’s for anyone who’s ever been iced out, betrayed, or underestimated—and came back stronger. A reminder that your time, presence, and loyalty are valuable. And anyone who doesn’t see that? Their loss.

Cold Blooded

Originally I had written this more than a year ago under the heavy influence of Sonic Youth and Thurston Moore memoirs in particular (around the same time as "Forgotten Boy" which was also driven by the same matters). I tried to record it back then though the result wasn't quite satisfying, so until now it existed only as an Instagram reel where I was playing it live.

It could have remained like this if I hadn't realized that this tune might fit in perfectly with my new Da Tape De H project. So here it is, wide dynamics and fierce high-gain strumming properly produced and put on tape with Tascam 424 MKIII portastudio.

Abu Dhabi
7/21/2025

Sonic Wave

Lyrics:
(Wash nine Wash miles)
(Wash up on the riverbank)
(Hinges)

It washed up on the riverbank last night
A frail bodied, weean donny
Back scared on the shoulder blades
He couldn't speak a word of our tongue
So we took him in, gave him clothes
He hid whenever he saw the sun

The town called him a devil
A beast born in the words
They said he killed the first borns
With the famine a decade back
He used to have wings
And answered only to Samael

He seemed only nine years old
His face cracked like an abby arch
The fog cast a concrete spell
I new kind of transparent saint, he sat
With the face of a messianic, martyred star

Nine miles, the gates blew off their hinges
Nine miles, one hundred years so solemn

But then he stood up, skin half dripping off
His frail body broke the rope
And dropped down from the bonfire
He crawled from the sun, the villagers fled
Half way through the woods
We found him with stubs on his back

He looked to the sky,
He aged a thousand years

Nine miles, the gates blew off their hinges
Nine miles, one hundred years so solemn

His face contorted, he screamed out in pain
The nubs grew, the blood spewed
He raised in the air, the nubs grew feathers
His feet left the floor and he burst into ashes

Nine miles, the gates blew off their hinges
Nine miles, one hundred years so solemn

ANTI MERIDIAN

“Noche y pirámide” se mueve como un sueño en cámara lenta: capas de texturas que respiran, ecos que se expanden como si buscaran salir de la habitación. No hay prisa, solo una sensación de misterio, de noche urbana mirando hacia algo antiguo y casi ritual.

Un track experimental y cinematográfico, con matices trip-hop y ambient, donde los sonidos parecen fragmentos de memorias pegadas con pegamento invisible. Perfecto para perderse un rato y no querer encontrar el camino de vuelta.

Noche y Piramide

Eileen

SO MUCH IT KILLS ME

This is my latest pop song with male AI vocals. Lyrics are taken from a poem by William Shakespeare. Listen with headphones...

Out now on all streaming platforms and distribution sites.

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/19TSGR6UfVhBZGm0KTZl8y?si=4eff4cbdc8454a7c

William Shakespeare - "To me, fair friend..." (sonnet 73)

"That time of year thou mayst in me behold
When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
Bare ruin'd choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
In me thou see'st the twilight of such day
As after sunset fadeth in the west,
Which by and by black night doth take away,
Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire
That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
As the death-bed whereon it must expire,
Consum'd with that which it was nourish'd by.
This thou perceiv'st, which makes thy love more strong,
To love that well which thou must leave ere long."

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Thy Love [out on Spotify]

SUNDAY SABER WEEK 113

what can you do?

prod. saber bourne

it might never feel right

Hi, it's Henadzi. Currently based in Abu Dhabi, UAE. Just doing some DIY music for no particular reason. Mostly it's guitar-based instrumental stuff recorded entirely at home. Not intended to bind myself to some particular genre, so I'm free to play around. Feel free to DM me if you're looking for collaboration.

Have a good day.

Sonic Wave

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