Main theme (We're all going to the world's fair) - Alex g

End of August

no more bad days (demo)

dissaray

maybe it's enough.

Misery loves company

fugazi

[LYRICS]

just don't get old
[ PROTECT YOUR FLESH FROM THE SUN ]
don't grind your teeth
[ YOU GOTTA BRUSH EVERY SINGLE ONE ]
and never get too attached 
to anything

don't stay up late
[ EIGHT HOURS IS MANDATORY ]
don't stare at the sun
[ NICE SHADES- OAKLEYS FOR ME ]
get your life in order
yeah-
that could be fun...

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

you made mistakes
it's plain to see by the wrinkles on your face
i only need:
a pack of smokes and some gasoline
to pump out that fire
burn one like before
finally feel more than just tired
let myself feel joy more...

don't bite your nails
[ SNIP, CLIP, THEN YOU FILE- SO CLEAN ]
don't pick your skin
[ LATHER, RINSE, AND REPEAT FOR A NICE SHEEN ]
reach out to a friend
and
let them in

show up on time
[ 15 MINUTES EARLY, OR YOU'RE LATE ]
every now and then read
[ OUR BRAINS ARE ROTTING FROM MEDIA MIND-RAPE ]
turn off your cellphone and tv
unplug from that screen

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

it's not all bad
appreciate the small things
take wins when you can
maybe you need
to shake up your life
and try doing some new thing
so get out of your home
no real goal in mind
no plan for where you roam
you might just like what you find

make sure you save
[ FAKE RABBIT: THE OTHER KIND OF PROTEIN ] 
watch what you eat
[ ONE-A-DAY VITAMINS, THE BEST FLAVOR: LIMA BEAN ]
no need for most medications 
hydration solves things

don't drink too much
[ KICKFLIP, THEN MARADONA, TO NUTMEG ]
help those in need
[ SELL SCENTED CANDLES OF SQUISH MITTEN TO GET PAID ]
laugh at yourself 
and love unconditionally 

when can i see you again?
got fantasies of you dialed-in...
the frequent coping mechanisms-
i submit...
why do i linger near-
the sad state that got me here?
the constant shit i bring upon myself...

i'm best when:
i'm depressed...

with you...
i'm seventeen again
LINES UP AND DOWN OUR SKIN
clove smoke
and i loved

when you...
would leave a small imprint
DRAW BLOOD FROM FANG-TO-NECK
i hope
that i choke

tonight...
your parents just stay downstairs
TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO YOUR CARE BEAR
i scream
for a tight squeeze

my throat...
was built to grip and overdose
GUESS A COUPLE OF TIMES I CAME CLOSE?

surprise!

i'm still alive...

proofread your suicide note for mistakes you made

Heroin Party - If I Cleaned Everything Would You Come Back

"a drone/ambient collection i wrote and recorded from november 2011 through late october 2012, originally released under the name 'heroin party' 
credits from the original bandcamp - 
thanks to hayden for the poem in 'adam4adam' 
thanks to iphi for lending her voice to 'monument' 
thanks to ryan for contributing chord organ to 'things fall out of my life and disappear' and his voice to 'if i cleaned everything' 
thanks to caroline for contributing viola and vocals to 'if i cleaned everything' 
thanks to abby for cello and vocals on 'if i cleaned everything' 
finally, thanks to bryce for the photos used for the cover. 
check out more of his photos here pyryte.tumblr.com"
download the album and support the artist here: https://rickyeatacid.bandcamp.com/album/summer-made-me-blue-summer-gave-me-sky

summer made me blue; summer gave me sky

if i cleaned everything would you come back_variations on a theme

Leni - GoodBooks

maybe it's enough.

Gently Weeps

Related tracks