Kill Me today

Acoustic version: https://soundcloud.com/benedict-francis/fantasy-acoustic

Fantasy

BPD·BPD

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Woke up a stranger in my skin
Chasing shadows I let in
Every mirror bends the frame
And I can't remember if I'm still the same

Hold me close, then let me fall
I'm not sure I'm here at all

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay
I'm all glass edges, I can't choose
Every win feels like a bruise

A thousand colors in a breath
I taste forever, then regret
Every heartbeat splits in two
And every truth feels like it isn't true

Touch my hand, it disappears
Whisper loud inside my ears

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay
I'm all glass edges, I can't choose
Every win feels like a bruise

I'm a fire in the flood
A rose that blooms in blood
And I don't know who I'll be
When you turn the key

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay

[Verse 1]
Your core has spoiled
And my desire for you has soiled
What a fucking waste
Oh, how I miss your taste

[Verse 2]
The juice was worth the squeeze
The lies were worth the tease
Such a toxic trait
Such a way to seal my fate

[Pre-Chorus]
Your love,
your essence
How I miss
your fucking presence

[Chorus]
Your shitty cherry blossom scent
I always knew what that meant
When you'd wear it, you left
me alone, by the phone
wondering if you'd ever come back home.

[Verse 3]
I could beg
and I could damn well plead,
but that love doesn't matter
so there's no fuckin' need

[Pre-Chorus]
Your love,
your essence
How I miss
your fucking presence

[Chorus]
Your shitty cherry blossom scent
I always knew what that meant
When you'd wear it, you left
me alone, by the phone
wondering if you'd ever come back home.




Cherry Blossom

Call me Back

This isn’t anger.
This isn’t apology.
This is hurt without a filter.

the realization that hurts more than anger ever could:
the person you loved didn’t love you —
they loved the version of you they created in their mind.
This track is heartbreak without disguise,
the moment you admit: “You didn’t want me. You wanted easier.”

You Wanted Someone Else

Where Did You Go, Where Did You Stay
© 2025 Geoff French

The streets are neon but the colors don’t talk
I’m chasing shadows of a voice I once caught
A labyrinth of sound I can’t unmake
Every step forward feels like a mistake

Where did you go where did you stay
Did you leave your name or throw it away
I’m shouting at the void with nothing to say
Where did you go where did you stay

I painted our story on a broken screen
The pixels scattered like a distant dream
The silence howls like a midnight train
Every song I write echoes your name

But the notes fall out of tune
And I’m lost in a spinning room

Where did you go where did you stay
Did you leave your name or throw it away
I’m shouting at the void with nothing to say
Where did you go where did you stay

Tides pull me under the static hum
A kaleidoscope breaks but the colors run
I can’t find the frame can’t rewind the scene
It’s a carousel trapped in a looping machine

Where Did You Go, Where Did You Stay




We walked in shadows, hand in hand,
Two trembling hearts we didn’t understand.
Your voice was soft, the world was cold
We tried to bloom, but grief took hold.

Oh, tragic love, La di da, da da, oh girl,
A quiet room where echoes ache.
Tragic love
Two brittle hearts too prone to break.

You spoke of futures wrapped in grey,
I felt them slipping day by day.
A final glance, a turning door
Now I’m the ghost you don’t wait for.

Oh, tragic love, La di da, da da, oh girl,
A quiet room where echoes ache.
Tragic love
Two brittle hearts too prone to break.

And in the night, I feel you near
A fading trace of what was dear.
Tragic love
I carry you like sorrow’s souvenir.


Oh, tragic love, La di da, da da, oh girl,
A quiet room where echoes ache.
Tragic love
Two brittle hearts too prone to break.


Oh, tragic love, La di da, da da, oh girl,
A quiet room where echoes ache.
Tragic love
Two brittle hearts too prone to break.


TRAGIC LOVE

“The Wrong Enemy” is a song about the painful realization that the battles we fight on the outside often come from wounds on the inside.
It explores how easily we misinterpret tones, gestures, or words — not because others meant harm, but because something unresolved within us reacts first.

The narrator reflects on years of blaming the world around him: other people, their voices, their intentions.
But every time the noise faded, the same familiar ache returned — proof that the real source was internal.

The song reveals a powerful shift:
the enemy wasn’t the other person.
It was the leftover echo of old beliefs, early defenses, and emotional patterns built long before adulthood.
Patterns designed to protect —
but now standing in the way.

The chorus opens wide with emotional clarity, admitting that the true conflict isn’t between him and the outside world, but between him and his own inherited reflexes.

The bridge speaks quietly but sharply:
he has slammed doors where no walls existed, fought battles that never belonged to him, reacted to ghosts from the past rather than to the present moment.

By the final chorus, the insight becomes resolve:
the pattern can be broken,
the fight can be faced consciously,
and the blame no longer needs to be placed outward.

“The Wrong Enemy” is a moment of honesty —
a song about turning inward, owning the truth, and releasing the weight of misdirected battles.

The Wrong Enemy

Can an air tight heavenly relationship get torpedoed mid voyage without warning and survive sinking to  the bottom of the ocean...

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“Firetongue Cathedral” is a blazing fusion of retro British rock swagger and psychedelic arena power. Thunderous drums, molten guitars, and spectral choirs collide in a cathedral-sized soundscape. Iron Wake delivers a cinematic rock anthem filled with fire, shadows, and rising energy — a song about burning away the dark and finding your voice in the flames.

Where Did You Go, Where Did You Stay

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