Ten women, ten stories, one truth: love isn't meant to last forever, and that's what makes it beautiful. From wine-soaked Tuesday afternoons to wedding dance floors, from exhausted surrender to empowered acceptance, these jazz-kissed pop confessions capture what women in their 30s and 40s really know about love's expiration dates.

Tired of trying

And I Drink My Coffee Slowly

The song title says it all, well almost all. The complete sentence is "Regrets serve no good if no lesson's understood." It's a dreamy dream pop tune but with a message many people could benefit from...not you of course.

Forget Regrets

Elemental Vol. 6 continues the journey begun in Vol. 1, returning to the meeting point of nature and circuitry where country becomes techno and techno becomes country. The project carries forward the Elemental idea — that music, like weather or landscape, isn’t a metaphor but a living force that moves through us.

The sound remains tactile and porous: guitars still breathe, synths still shimmer, but the pulse runs deeper now, steadier, like groundwater finding its course beneath open fields. The arrangements move between organic drift and machine precision — footstep and kick drum, heartbeat and bassline — tracing a quiet dialogue between wilderness and pattern. It’s not fusion so much as coexistence: a music that sounds both handmade and algorithmic, campfire and circuitry, soil and signal.


Shut Out the World

After the Last Goodbye

Echoes of the Fir Trees

[Verse]
The forest hums beneath the snow
Its whispers only moonlight knows
A thousand hearts in branches sleep
Their dreams in roots grow still and deep

[Chorus]
Echoes of the fir trees call
Through shadowed woods where shadows fall
A voice so soft yet wide and tall
The earth it stirs beneath it all

[Verse 2]
The frost paints ferns on every stone
A quiet art the cold has sown
Each brittle breath the night exhales
Carries secrets down hidden trails

[Chorus]
Echoes of the fir trees call
Through shadowed woods where shadows fall
A voice so soft yet wide and tall
The earth it stirs beneath it all

[Bridge]
In the stillness where no paths go
The stars write songs the streams will know
A symphony of ice and pine
A timeless hymn both yours and mine

[Chorus]
Echoes of the fir trees call
Through shadowed woods where shadows fall
A voice so soft yet wide and tall
The earth it stirs beneath it al

Echoes of the Fir Trees

128 BPM cinematic electronic-R&B soul track mixed with deep house titled “Feel Again (CTRLNOIR Edit), ”
Production: warm Prophet-5 pads, Moog sub-bass, and live-sounding brushed drums layered with subtle electronic percussion, Vocal: expressive male baritone in the Gospel-style range—raspy, emotional, dynamic; intimate verses, belted choruses,  Vibe: redemption, vulnerability, human rebirth, the moment feeling returns after numbness, Emotional but restrained; soul meets CTRLNOIR cinematic soundwaves.

Feel Again (CTRLNOIR Edit)

All the Good in Hello Again

This isn't a love song
I'm not waiting by your window
The tea went cold an hour ago
You're not coming, that's alright

This isn't a memoir
I don't keep your letters
I don't count the ways you said nothing
I don't care if you meant it

This isn't goodbye
Just a now without a tomorrow
Just a sky without a forecast
Just a name

I'm not saying
Saying soon

This isn't a love song
I'm not waiting by your window
The tea went cold an hour ago
You're not coming, that's alright

This isn't a memoir
I don't keep your letters
I don't count the ways you said nothing
I don't care if you meant it

This isn't goodbye
Just a now without a tomorrow
Just a sky without a forecast
Just a name

I'm not saying
Saying soon

(Not) a Love Song

some heartbreak doesn’t split you open —
it just leaves you watching someone else get the version of him you begged for.

“Good Side” is Elyse whispering the kind of truth you only admit to yourself in the backseat of a car:
that nothing hurts quite like realizing you were the rehearsal for the love he finally learned to give.

The Good Side

An alternative-rock piece blending lo-fi edges with a soft haze of feedback-kissed melancholy and that subtle shuffle-drive you only get from bands who mastered noisy sweetness. Mid-tempo drums and a warm, steady bassline keep everything grounded, while clean delay-guitars drift in and out like distant streetlights in fog. The vocals vary between calmly detached and energetic, letting the poetic and cryptic lyrics carry their own weight.


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Gilroy Noir: Composer & Songwriter

Welcome to the future of music with Gilroy Noir! As a composer and songwriter, I’m embracing the cutting-edge of technology to create innovative and captivating soundscapes. My music is a blend of artistry and technological prowess, pushing the boundaries of traditional songwriting.

Join me on this epic and sonic journey and discover the limitless possibilities of sound design. Be awesome and inspired too create your own music and sound! Experience song design at its best with Gilroy Noir.