RubyRose Lyrics

Is she going to feel again?
Will she start singing again?
I hope so!

She was a sight 
For awakened eyes 
With that rebel flair 
Without compromise 
On any topic 
She spoke her mind 
Dismantled your view 
While she smiled

She was as anti social 
As they come 
The misfit with a sharp
Razor tongue 
Yet charming and fun
For a loaded gun

(RubyRose)
Was chasing perfection 
For her protection 
(RubyRose)
This woman was special 
At driving you mental 
She sure was - (RubyRose)

I asked her 
If she would join me 
For a little while 
She checked the time 
Then nodded with 
The sweetest of sighs 
She had hope in her eyes 
I may help her feel alive

But she was as anti social 
As they come 
The misfit with a sharp
Razor tongue 
Yet charming and fun
For a loaded gun

(RubyRose)
Was chasing perfection 
For her protection 
(RubyRose) 
This woman was special 
But also drove herself mental 
She sure did - (RubyRose)

An intellect like that
With some twisted rules
Showed the surface misfit 
Playing the obedient fool 
Carrying the weight
Of everyone’s views
Fighting for a cause
She thought she knew

Not so anti social 
After all 
Chasing that approval 
Was her final straw 
She was ready 
For so much more

RubyRose was finally
Ditching her perfection 
The overdue rebellion 
(RubyRose) 
This woman was special 
For the first time, gentle 
(RubyRose)

Trashing her worth 
Was where she 
Drew the line
Friend zoning herself 
Was a shocking find 
Her softness emerged 
To finally be kind 
(To RubyRose)

Not so anti social 
After all 
Self approval 
Was her final call 
‘Cause she was ready 
For so much more

Ditching perfection 
Was her final rebellion 
That’s the cause (RubyRose) 
This woman’s growing 
Roaring and soaring 
Feeling it all (RubyRose)
(RubyRose)

RubyRose (RubyRose) 
Ditching perfection  
Was her final rebellion  
That’s the cause (RubyRose) 
This woman is growing 
This woman is soaring 
Feeling it all (RubyRose)
(RubyRose)

RubyRose

Some epic ambient metal for motivation and focus. Some more tracks to hum along to while the ashes fall. 

Buy me a coffee

Lighting the forge

Beautiful you

I broke the rules and broke some more - and this song popped into my top 3 of all time - I can learn a lot from just letting it flow with less concern about structure. 

Love You More Lyrics 

Mmm… I am about to lose all my cool? Like - all of it!
Yeah Ow! That’s me, right now because of you!
If I say too much, forgive me, cause I feel I am gonna start rambling
But damn, can you blame me? I mean, look at you girl it! Hot damn! 

Oh, so you looking that good
And you got the charm to match?
Get out of here, you ain’t real
You can’t be
Are you on a mission from God?
To teach me what to love?
‘Cause this must be what it is!
Somebody help me
I am falling, falling
God damn it - it’s too late!

But why am I here if loving you was not the reason?
So can you love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more
Love me some, while I love you more
We have to start somewhere — for goodness sake
Somewhere where love between us vibrates

Who’s keeping score?
If I could have poured any more love into you
I swear, I swear, I surely would drown you
If I was a soldier, I would love-bomb you into heaven
If I was a toddler, I would tantrum at the world
Until they saw what I see, felt what I feel, for you, baby
But I ain’t anything but the fool
That would fall in and out of love a thousand times
Heart break after heart break, whatever it takes
To finally reach the love - with you

They call me mad, they say you’re bad
But all I see is the destiny I’m all in for
Please don’t be afraid
I know I’m coming on too strong, too quick
But I’ve never been sure of anyone or anything in my entire life

But why am I here if loving you was not the reason?
So can you love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
We have to start somewhere — for goodness sake
Somewhere where love between us vibrates

I see the type of men you have had before
Not one must have a brain to let you go
Your only flaw is not seeing what we can be
If only you could know, what I know, what I know

Oh, you wanna know my age?
Never mind about that for now
Let’s play a record and watch the sunset
Will you do that for me, baby?
Let’s get timeless just like what our love is meant to be
(Oooooh weeeeh!)

But why am I here if loving you was not the reason?
So can you love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
Love me some, while I love you more?
I promise, I promise - I ain’t keeping score
I don’t care anymore - I just love

Is it that hard to love me
When I love you beyond existence and back?
Is it that hard to love me
When I would find infinity and plus-one it — for you!
Is it that hard?
Ahhhhh — my heart is exploding
And yet I still can’t give up
Because without loving you
I’ve lost reasons to exist — so I persist

I see something happening, you do deny
I know what I saw — your interest in disguise
Happening between us — it’s not? You’re not?
Well explain why you hang around
Attached to my embarrassing obsession
With your own obsessive devotion
Haha - Gotcha! 
No-no?? - Don't let your pride make love hide 
That just ain’t cool, my beautiful queen of cool

Please love me just one time
See how it feels, maybe it’ll stay awhile
Please love me just one time
See how it feels, maybe it’ll stay awhile
But it’s okay if it don’t

Love me, love just one time
Just the one
It doesn’t have to be long
It doesn’t have to last
If I blink and you become my ex
I’ll still be grateful I got to get your love
For a glimpse, frozen in soul time
Into forever (Ahhhhh)

When I die, I ask for just one thing
On my tombstone I want deeply engraved
Exactly what I feel and think
Before my soul is taken away -
This man loved a woman
Greater than existence itself
And was willing to love
And take that love into the afterlife
For his lady that loved him
For about a glimpse
As witnessed by his grateful heart
Now and forever
Amen

Love You More

Dysphoria

I don't wanna, wanna


Flouro under the neon's yellow glare
Clock strikes three but nobody's there
The vending machine hums its sad little prayer

Feeding time for the vampires
The Procession of men that just don't care
They feed in silence in mela-mine booths
But the lady at the Wimpy's is always there

Steel-toed boots on a concrete floor
The coffee tastes like regret and war
Dust settles on the ghosts at the door

Feeding time for the vampires
The Procession of men checked out 
Like the procession that came before,
But the lady at the Wimpy's just stares,

Soothing hums of the machines
Drifting out of space and time as well,
Wake to the hiss of fire sprinklers, 
In the engine room in hell,

Casual slavery for their crimes,
Scrutinise every nickel, every dime,
They'll get to each one in it's time,

Feeding time for the vampires
The Procession of men in a carnal line,
The last cigarette's ashed out,
But the lady at the Wimpy's has a spare,

Feeding time for the vampires
The Procession of men locked inside a state of mind,
Subscribers to an old paradigm,
They feed in silence in melamine booths
But the lady at the Wimpy's isn't there

Feeding Time for the Vampires

Don't Feed the Trolls (alt)

Facta Non Verba

It is so hard after great success not to get complacent - and when we do - it's categorically - a bitch! 

Complacency (Is A Bitch) Lyrics 

Captured, trapped 
In a web of complexity 
Locked tight - held back 
Where’s my ability?
When the miles take their toll 
With too much to take
After falling in a hole
Only then do I wake

With open eyes 
I’m still blind 
It’s hard to accept 
I missed the mark
At my best 
I landed last 
That brain too slow 
While life got fast 

Complacency (Is a bitch)
Crashing me (In a ditch)
Complacency (Is a bitch)
Crashing me (In a ditch) 
Complacency (Is a bitch)
Crashing me (In a ditch)
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da 

Puzzle - get solved 
Bring back my candy 
I’m sick - too pained
To hold back profanity 
Enough is enough 
(Is enough is enough)
Enough is enough 
(Is enough)
Is enough is enough 

With open eyes  
They still lie
It’s hard to accept 
I lost the fight
A chess piece move
Went all wrong 
That brain messed up
But for how long?

Complacency (Is a bitch)
Crashing me (In a ditch)
Complacency (Is a bitch)
Crashing me (In a ditch) 
Complacency (Is a bitch)
Crashing me (In a ditch)
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da 

I hate the sound 
Of hitting the ground 
Spinning bald wheels 
(Blowing ‘em up) 
Can I turn it around now? 
(Turn it around)
Turn it around now 
(Turn it around) 

With open mind  
Even shut eyes
I sense the target
I hit the mark
With a new best 
I will make last 
That brain does work
I can change fast 

Complacency (Is a bitch)
It ain’t for me 
Complacency (Is a bitch)
Must change what I be
 Complacency (Is a bitch)
It ain’t for me 
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da 

I turn it around now 
(Turn it around)
(Turn it around)
I turn it around now 
(Turn it around)
I turn it around now 
(Turn it around)
(Turn it around)
I turn it around now 
(Turn it around)

Complacency (Is a bitch)
It ain’t for me 
Complacency (Is a bitch)
Must change what I be 
Complacency (Is a bitch)
I’m outta here 
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da

Complacency (Is A Bitch)

When that finger points - there are 3 fingers pointing back - and when you appreciate those 3 fingers are pointing at a power house that can change the situation, then you can get on with creating a different reality by thinking and doing things differently. 

Differently Lyrics 

All this time 
I could have played it so differently 
Too afraid to face the causes 
That were mine, not yours 
An index finger on your game
My lack of change, collapsed the frame 

I tried and tried  
With all my might 
To change you 
And the more I tried 
The more I failed 
To see the obvious sign
Of the three finger key
Pointing at me 

It was all on me 
That personal agency 
Three fingers pointing 
Back at me 

I saw the wrong  
I learned to name 
What had to change 
For me (For me) 
But with reasons stacked 
I couldn’t guarantee 
You would change  
For me (For me) 

All this time (All this time)
I could have played it 
(Played it, played it, played it) 
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
All this time (All this time)
I could have owned it 
(Owned it, owned it, owned it) 
Played it differently 
(Differently, very-differently)

It took awhile 
Before I called it quits  
Where the absurd 
Had to be blown to bits 
With a line in the sand 
Sealed with a kiss 
From that day
I would end the drift 

My personal agency 
Ignited insight 
As three fingers conducted 
The power line

Now this time (Now this time)
I played it (Played it, played it, played it) 
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
Now this time (Now this time)
I owned it (Owned it, owned it, owned it) 
Played it differently 
(Differently, very-differently)

How did reality 
Change so fast? 
The operating manual 
Changed the cast 
Decoding signals 
My high fidelity task  
Directing plays 
So obstacles blast 

My personal agency 
Ignited insight 
As three fingers conducted 
The power line 

Now this time (Now this time)
I played it (Played it, played it, played it) 
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
Now this time (Now this time)
I owned it (Owned it, owned it, owned it) 
Played it differently 
(Differently, very-differently)

 Three fingers conducting 
Three fingers conducting 
Three fingers conducting 
The power line  

(Three fingers conducting 
Three fingers conducting 
Three fingers conducting 
The power line)  [Chorus]

Now this time (Now this time)
I played it (Played it, played it, played it) 
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
So differently  (Differently, very differently)
Now this time (Now this time)
I owned it (Owned it, owned it, owned it) 
Played it differently 
(Differently, very-differently)

Three fingers conducting 
Three fingers conducting 
Three fingers conducting 
The power line


Differently

I create music as a hobby and as a therapy and provide workshops for others to do that too, using AI to help produce tracks. I also create empowerment systems to help people at scale increase their confidence and resilience by engaging their adaptive nature and work towards living a purposeful life. While all my song lyrics are written by me, and some tracks come from my personal compositions including instrumentals that I add lyrics to, I use AI to merge these with songs I share with you here. It really makes you realise how important your own words are in a song. And if you had not noticed from many of my tracks, my favourite Artist is Prince - I was fortunate enough to have spend time with him on stage in 2003 singing Get Wild, while he stood beside me.

Differently

George V Musing