never thought i'd be able to relate to something so personal

sorry im just here to say fuck anthony fantano

wow i sooo camt live like fhis anymore all my favourite things i feel so much and i justAvoid

Why Bother?

(rejected song from happy smile)

i laughed when i saw what you left me for
the same blonde cunt that you called a whore 
i guess shes hot, and pretty cool too
i guess im not, really over you

you hurt every girl
in your life
your match is a man
and was never a wife
she looks so good
by your side
i’ll kill us all
triple homicide

so like you said
you used her up
you just like to smoke
her weed and fuck

im sure she feels
really good about that
your ego is huge
like a childish brat

i didnt cheat
i didnt lie
i didnt talk
to any other guys
and out of rage
you got engaged
let her suck your dick
while i’m on stage

you love yourself more
then i ever could
i knew when you swore
that you never would
could tell by your crossed fingers
just wanted to linger
while no one understood

so please, when you leave
dont smile at me
you’ll never get what you want
cause shes not what you need
and you taught me to be
a little less fun
cause you lied to me
and said that i was the one
no one is here
to listen to you
god im so glad
that we never screwed
no one really cares
about what you say
no one really cares
but your fiance

you know what you need
you need some dick
seeing you on your knees
yeah that would be sick

so like you said
she gaslights you
im suprised she went back to you
cause you make her sad
you make everybody mad
and the songs you wrote about me 
were really fucking bad

cause you said you loved me
like you love your ma
glad i wont see
what she must’ve saw
and everyone wants loving
i thought we were something
the things you used to draw

i had a dream
that soon i would be
with the right one
and a lot less lonely
if you want some pain
go with the grain
and have everything your way

Triple Homicide

How'd you make me feel so much
Was any of it real? Oh well
It doesn't matter nothing can be done
Serves me right for trusting anyone
When you were alone with me
You said you felt at home and free
I see now that I'm sinking that you changed
What the hell was i even thinking, anyways

(Oooo)

Birdbath
Don't you know it hurt bad
You lied about what we had
If you want what you can't have
Don't just turn your back
You smile when you're singing my way
I guess you want a blonde girl that obeys
Waking up and thinking you're still here
But you left me in a heartbeat, oh dear
You said that I haunt you
Didn't think that you'd get caught, dude
But if you think I still want you
You're out of your mind, too

(Oooo)

Birdbath
Don't you know it hurt bad
You lied about what we had
I've already learned that I wont forget your laugh
We could have split sensibly
I'll perform your necropsy
You lost them, you lost me
Fuck your friends, and Zoe
You tried to turn them on me
You're reeking of jealousy
You'll see, They'll all see, Everybody
I loved overzealously
Gave you my heart selflessly
You'll see legacy, I don't need chemistry
I should have known he would cheat
Only kissed me in in discreet
Went back to her on one knee
"Sorry babe, marry me?"

Birdbath
Don't you know it hurt bad
One day you'll have to learn that
If you want what we once had
Don't come crawling back

Is that why they call you that
Flying and smiling back
Cause once you've taken me back
You can't just leave me like that
And I just wanted to say
That almost every day
I feel you've taken away
My innocence, thats okay

I've spent a long time on you
Figuring out why you do
The things you still used to do
Why do you think that I'm so stupid

I know you told your friends to text me
Do you just expect me to get really scared?
You know that shit doesn't affect me, I just think its weird
Couldn't hurt more then when you left me
And then reappeared

Don't hate me cause the truth came out
You should hate your own damn mouth
Thats the only thing thats foul
Hope you learned your lesson now
Everything comes back around
Everything you hid was found
Why am I so stupid
Why am I so stupid

Birdbath

I sent you love letters today
Why don't you open them
And read what they say
I know you said stop sending me letters
(Stop sending me letters)
I'll stop as I forget to remember

I don't know why Im not allowed
I cant do anything when you're not around
You said "I have to walk my fish"
I thought you said the other day that it drowned bitch

You caused me such unfathomable pain
And you never even told me your real name
And tried to completely ruin mine
By accusing me of crime
Boy all you do is lie

I guess I cant keep it together
Because you promised me you'd be here forever
Now that I know thats what they all say (all say)
I really think that you should open my letter

Its just so hard to start all over (so fucking over)
The highest high and then you're forced to be sober
Why did you try to fuck me over (it's never over)
Instead of reaching out and getting some closure

You caused me such unfathomable pain
And you never even told me your real name
And tried to completely ruin mine
By accusing me of crime
Boy all you do is lie

It's sad, what you do
After everything we've been through
Good thing I had proof
Haha, Idiot

You caused me such unfathomable pain
And you never even told me your real name
And tried to completely ruin mine
By accusing me of crime
Boy all you do is lie

Unfathomable Pain

She walks with his lock
I came late with a broken clock
Shoes wet and undead
A fire on the right side of my head
From too much thinking
I hate nights when I'm not drinking
It's too late to be cool
Im dumb, and you're cruel

My eyes grow even wider
While I watch you inside her
But I am just a reminder
That you are my provider

So I'm sitting legs swinging
Legs  hanging on the dock
And the feds come by
They just wanna have a talk
What is thistle on the rug
What is dandy on the desk
What I want a little love
Does it make me wanna check
Right behind that wall
Does it matter at all
When I'm lying in the middle of an empty hall
So I'm like you said
Shoulda' stayed in bed
Should have locked you in
Should've made you sin

But I am just a reminder
You think of while inside her
When I do everything to find her
She's hiding in plain sight
And she's right next to my lighter

I can't find my wedding ring
You don't notice anything
When you send a note
It goes right through the fuzzy hills
And reaps my will
It reads, It knows that it will
It will
It will
It will
It will
(Aaaa)
(Just a reminder you think of while inside her)
(I do everything to find her)
(Right next to my lighter)

Inside Her

(A-a-a)

I loved you
Longer then you knew my name
It's such predictable shame
I should've known
That I cannot bestow
But how could anybody know
That they would see their fate
The time and place and exact date
I tried to warn you
But it was far too late, besides
How could anybody wait that long
A thousand songs I wrote to free myself
Oh god
It feels so wrong
To admit that you are long gone

And how could you
Thought I knew you
Must have misunderstood you
I stand up, been fed up
And hit my head on the way up
Are you sorry?
Just say it , are we?
Cause I'll kill myself at your party
We could of made up
But I stayed up
Until the sun was up so I could tell you
I loved you
Longer then you knew my name
It's such predictable shame
I should've known
That I cannot bestow.
But how could anybody know
That they would see their fate
The time and place and exact date
I tried to warn you but it was far too late, besides
How could anybody wait that long
A thousand songs I wrote to free myself
Oh god
It feels so wrong
To admit we don't belong

We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong

But I loved you
Longer then you knew my name
It's such predictable shame
I should've known
That I cannot bestow
But how could anybody know
That they would see their fate
The time and place and exact date
I tried to warn you
But it was far too late, besides
How could anybody wait that long
A thousand songs I wrote to free myself
Oh god
It feels so wrong
To admit we don't belong

Predictable Shame

old project i had for while so i finished it

hurt you

stole my moms '89 honda prelude https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably called shotgun.

SPEAK UP I CANT HEAR YOU SJDHJKLSAHDJKLSAHD!!!!!

Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag

Brought into the office
Talk to the counselor
She tells me to be honest
I tell I’m just tardy, I’m going to the army
But, I just wanna party!
I’m so f*cking sorry, party f*cking hardy
Nobody can stop me, Bacardi is on me!
Tikking-Tokking time bomb,
take my f*cking c*ck out,
what the f*ck is going on?!
F*ck class started just now!

Skipping class, to eat your ass!
I got 3 pills inside my bag
kipping class, to eat your ass!
I got 3 pills inside my bag

Are you taking me to office?
Am I going to talk to the counselors?
they get me to talk honestly
F*CK IT
im slipping through the back door!
and going to parking lot
And there's a party even if i..
get caught red handed, i know what im doing aint
i know it ain’t right

(solo)
(la la la)x69

im getting kicked out of school
for breaking too many rules
they say I’m a delinquent
i Been one since an infant

F*cking up my life and grades!
Im drinking underage
They got a special building
For special boys and children

Skipping class, to eat your ass!
(Kicked out of school)
I got 3 pills inside my bag
(TOO MANY RULES!!)


Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag
Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag

HOOKY HOOKEY HOOKIE (SODABOY64 X GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY)

warmest thanks to @gezebellegaburgably for the beautiful vocals

lyrics:
i’m waking up to stars
the gypsies came and we travelled far
we danced and sang and spun until we bled

with my fingers numb,
count my heart beats to the beat of the drum
no one’s gonna save you when things get glum

i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this

blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are

we got lost in the creek
no one around, all fickle and weak
i wanted meaning, i want answers soon

he got shot in the head
i’ve wandered along, but i’m already dead
i’m already dead

i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this

blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are

(gezebelle)
i can't do this anymore, i can't fuck these stupid whores
you don't think you've made mistakes but it's time you've known your place
everything you do is fake, you lie just to exaggerate, manipulate without mistake and put yourself in other's pain
you always go on and on, always leading me on, going against yourself self-loathing carousel, constantly measuring, always remembering, breaking and entering, leave you surrendering

(the stars don’t care about you at all
i don’t wanna answer when you call
my morning star is going, i can’t find my hope its showing
everybody says we can live another day
if we just drink our lives away
i don’t know what you’re thinking, why isn’t anybody speaking)

morning star w/ gezebelle gaburgably

little hornets in my mouth and crawling out my eyes
take me back to winter, i can’t stand to see you cry
she said “i don’t want to leave you but this hornet’s gotta fly,
i don’t love you anymore, i don’t want to die”


break my heart into 6 pieces and throw them to the wind
let me be reborn an angel, let me start again
stab at me with stingers, wrap my arms and legs in scars
if that’s what it takes i’ll let you rip my limbs apart

little hornets crawling in my skin and in my head
leave my body here, i swear you’ll love me when i’m dead
wrap me up in linen, bury me with my guitar
now that god’s abandoned me return me to the stars

little hornets

VERSE 1
i believe
in the monsters which lay beneath
my bed, i cradle sheets
all the time

i believe
reptiles run society
i make money from fallen teeth
all the time

and i believe
the moon is made of cheese
that i'm a celebrity
in due time

but i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention

CHORUS
please shut your mouth
you've never said a word
that someone's really heard

yeah, shut your mouth
everyone around
just wants you to pipe down

VERSE 2
you think that it's all okay
to say the things that are on your brain
well i think not

i dont care about your day
yet every day you need to explain
how it was

and i believe
the moon is made of cheese
that i'm a celebrity
in due time

but i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention
so shut your mouth

BRIDGE
i know it must seem
like im being really mean
but trust me when i say
i'm doing this for you

so that maybe
one day we'll finally 
agree on what you say
i'm doing this for you

cuz i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention

CHORUS
please shut your mouth
you've never said a word
that someone's really heard

yeah, shut your mouth
everyone around
just wants you to pipe down

so shut your mouth

Birdbath

GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY

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