* empty empathy *

what do you when you pop like a balloon
someone else can show you
someone else can blow you

what do you when the party's meant for two
and no one's really showin up
no one gives a fuck about you

maybe you would see if you came back for me
that i would sneak you through your low and lonely lows

baby i can see with your back turned to me
 that you would leave if i couldn’t do things on my own

need to tie a knot can anybody say how
im waiting for you it'll happen any day now
or one day oh, one day
your memory will fade
can i touch you i really wanna touch you
can i fuck you i really wanna fuck you
or one day oh, one day
i hope you'll feel the same

baby i can see
 with your hands all over me
 that you’ve been holding in a love  for someone else
maybe you would be
the perfect guy for me
but i just cant compete  even though i’ve killed myself

but why should i believe you
every breath you breathe and everything you do
is alerting and im squirming on the floor
so when can i see you
everyday im waiting just for something new
its so sad but true
(its so sad but true, its so sad but true)

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Balloon

how do you seem so laid back
yet act like your on crack
you might ignore my love
but i swear you’re from above

your hot and fun and tall and cute 
(youve never had a girlfriend too?)
your smart and nice and really cool
(there must be something wrong with you)
you’re too good to be true
its not like you never knew
that you’ve got more then a few
screws loose
i can rescrew you
i can subdue you
just so i can pursue you
and i can fix him
maybe i can convince him
to go to a restauraunt
i swear i’m gonna kiss him
when he responds

why are you doing this. you got me a hotel? you're flying me across to another country?- thats called a vacation hahaha

you might ignore me now
but one day i’ll make you proud
i’m lost, with you i’m found
someday you’ll come around

your hot and fun and tall and cute 
youve never had a girlfriend too?)
your smart and nice and really cool
there must be something wrong with you)
you’re too good to be true
its not like you never knew
that you’ve got more then a few
screws loose
i can rescrew you
i can subdue you
just so i can pursue you
and i can fix him
maybe i can convince him
to go to a restauraunt
i swear i’m gonna kiss him
but he’s already gone
for another girl
farewell so long
this happens every time
and all i can do is cry
but i can fix him!!
i can fix him
i can fix him 
i can fix him
i can fix him
i can fix him 
i can fix him
I CAN FIX HIM
I CAN FIX HIM
I CAN FIX HIM
I CAN FIX HIM
I CAN FIX HIM
I CAN FIX HIM

oh i just made it worse

I Can Fix Him

your standing there
your hand in my hair
it bleeds where it blows
from your blood leaking nose

scratch your back
and scream while you laugh
oh this is what you
wanted for so long and very bad

I leave my heart open
so it doesn’t get broken
some stay and some go out
my hearts an open house

i let you in
i let you see
i let you do too much to me
but why would you ever do that stuff
if you never even wanted to go get lunch

your tickled pink
after a couple drinks
its a shame we didnt last
cause i’ve never seen someone come that fast

you ditch me without saying a goodbye
you kick me to the side
i let you do to much too me and i cried
cause i let you all the time
i let you in
i let you see
i let you do too much with me
but why would you ever do that stuff
you could have just said
if you wanted to fuck

I leave my heart open
so it doesn’t get broken
some stay and most goes out
my hearts an open house

dont leave me lover baby please
your the holes in my swiss cheese
i cant afford another big loss
the criss cross to my apple sauce

Open

song made when gez said she was a dude

the og name of song was called snailbody

Gezebelle Gaburgably   I  hate my body! I want to be a girl! (og name snailbody

(rejected song from happy smile)

i laughed when i saw what you left me for
the same blonde cunt that you called a whore 
i guess shes hot, and pretty cool too
i guess im not, really over you

you hurt every girl
in your life
your match is a man
and was never a wife
she looks so good
by your side
i’ll kill us all
triple homicide

so like you said
you used her up
you just like to smoke
her weed and fuck

im sure she feels
really good about that
your ego is huge
like a childish brat

i didnt cheat
i didnt lie
i didnt talk
to any other guys
and out of rage
you got engaged
let her suck your dick
while i’m on stage

you love yourself more
then i ever could
i knew when you swore
that you never would
could tell by your crossed fingers
just wanted to linger
while no one understood

so please, when you leave
dont smile at me
you’ll never get what you want
cause shes not what you need
and you taught me to be
a little less fun
cause you lied to me
and said that i was the one
no one is here
to listen to you
god im so glad
that we never screwed
no one really cares
about what you say
no one really cares
but your fiance

you know what you need
you need some dick
seeing you on your knees
yeah that would be sick

so like you said
she gaslights you
im suprised she went back to you
cause you make her sad
you make everybody mad
and the songs you wrote about me 
were really fucking bad

cause you said you loved me
like you love your ma
glad i wont see
what she must’ve saw
and everyone wants loving
i thought we were something
the things you used to draw

i had a dream
that soon i would be
with the right one
and a lot less lonely
if you want some pain
go with the grain
and have everything your way

Triple Homicide

Wwwml (demo)

Original by the lovely miss amanda palmer !

The Dresden Dolls - Lonesome Organist rapes Page Turner

"[Superchat] I Don't Think This Parasocial Relationship Is Working Out", a song about healthy relationships with online content creators! After finishing a song a month last year, I wanted to put more time into the things I release, and this is the start of that!
Art by DegoDraws
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVpo-_0Xok4

[Superchat] I Don't Think This Parasocial Relatioship Is Working Out

A dark-disco slow burn (110 BPM): vocoder whispers, Moog arps and a chorus that shouts into the void of screen-aged love . Fits between Depeche Mode and Chvrches on goth-pop playlists.

Heart in the Machine

gezebelle took this track down and i liked it so i am uploading it so i can listen to it

I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! - GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY (reupload)

Assholes

Weird Girl

Hey have you guys heard about snail man 
He was just right over there man
I see him everywhere And  im not a schizophrenic
 
Cause once you’re fucking snail pilled
It can never be cancelled
You’ll see him every where and
When you scream he will stand still

Snail man just shot the Home Depot
Snail man just bombed a casino
Snail man doesn’t have a big ego
Because there’s not many people
 half man 
half snail 
6 feet to scale
Snail mans not frail
He's been to jail

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Made a law appeal

Snail man  doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail man doesn’t care about us 
snail man doesn’t have a job
Snail man doesn’t have a knife
Snail man doesn’t have a life

but they say Im crazy,  they don’t believe me  I know I saw it
I know I called him
 He spawned 
He crawled  
he’s the so called
Mr salt bald
Mr slime fraud
He’s loved and awed
He’s been appalled
He’s been abroad
And he’s been real all along

(everyone thinks im fucking crazy! la la la la bark bark bark)
Never touch him
 never speak foul 
he’ll say gotcha , see you in hell 
Any offer
Anyone in sight
Once I caught him
It was late at night
 so I called his name
And he went away
And since that day
I tried spread his ways

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Made a law appeal
Snail man  Doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Made a law appeal
Snail man  Doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail Man

warmest thanks to @gezebellegaburgably for the beautiful vocals

lyrics:
i’m waking up to stars
the gypsies came and we travelled far
we danced and sang and spun until we bled

with my fingers numb,
count my heart beats to the beat of the drum
no one’s gonna save you when things get glum

i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this

blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are

we got lost in the creek
no one around, all fickle and weak
i wanted meaning, i want answers soon

he got shot in the head
i’ve wandered along, but i’m already dead
i’m already dead

i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this

blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are

(gezebelle)
i can't do this anymore, i can't fuck these stupid whores
you don't think you've made mistakes but it's time you've known your place
everything you do is fake, you lie just to exaggerate, manipulate without mistake and put yourself in other's pain
you always go on and on, always leading me on, going against yourself self-loathing carousel, constantly measuring, always remembering, breaking and entering, leave you surrendering

(the stars don’t care about you at all
i don’t wanna answer when you call
my morning star is going, i can’t find my hope its showing
everybody says we can live another day
if we just drink our lives away
i don’t know what you’re thinking, why isn’t anybody speaking)

morning star w/ gezebelle gaburgably

little hornets in my mouth and crawling out my eyes
take me back to winter, i can’t stand to see you cry
she said “i don’t want to leave you but this hornet’s gotta fly,
i don’t love you anymore, i don’t want to die”


break my heart into 6 pieces and throw them to the wind
let me be reborn an angel, let me start again
stab at me with stingers, wrap my arms and legs in scars
if that’s what it takes i’ll let you rip my limbs apart

little hornets crawling in my skin and in my head
leave my body here, i swear you’ll love me when i’m dead
wrap me up in linen, bury me with my guitar
now that god’s abandoned me return me to the stars

little hornets

lyric:
she sticks to her plan
she licks like a businessman
through tough times and clammy hands
fuck she’s wearing a wire
i’ve been caught by a liar

i could’ve been so much higher
maybe if i was lighter
now she’s coughing out fire
fuck She’s wearing a wire
i've been caught by a liar

you used to never try
that’s all it took to get by
that feeling never sat quite right
now I’ve met your many other sides 
that’s how strong a drug can be
it took the trust from your family
it took your chance at a free degree
you’ll never get the same look from me  not again 

look for a job when you’re dead
don't bother me for a pen 
just go get high off of lead
just don't call me a friend
I know you heard what I said

i feel my eyes got a little worse
cause its not an addiction
its more like a curse
i wish that I could still go to church
 but it gets tough when you’re eating this much dirt  
for a while it's so much better
but there’s no rush like regret forever
and I stopped
just to watch
just so I could know
if you’d really go


half and half 
you love your coffee
remember the days i told you get off me
down that road i stole a glance
now i’d fucking kill you given the chance

half and half
you hurt your chances
i invited you to all the clubs and dances
no one ever told me that you died
at least you died knowing that i tried

i could have been so much higher
(look for a job when you're dead)
maybe if i was lighter
(don't bother me for a pen)
now she's coughing out fire
fuck she's wearing a wire
i've been caught by a liar

i could have been so much higher
maybe if i was lighter
now she's coughing out fire
fuck she's wearing a wire
i've been caught by a liar

I Can Fix Him

GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY

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