lyric:
your mind is limping to the side
 if you could try one  would you try it
 would you buy it
  now say it without
 sticking your tongue out 
you're disappointed 
could have been avoided
could be poison

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but you’re still not feeling right
not feeling right

bark 
never bite 
even if you change your mind
 you cant even see the sky

no one wants to be my friend
too many things to comprehend
i think too much when i press send
 i least i like to play pretend

but it gets tiring
 it feels like im manipulating everyone
 but there’s no prize to be won 
and its not that fun 
no its not that fun(its not that fun)

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

and who are you
to tell me what to do
you just dont have a clue
you got nothing to lose
you got nothing to lose

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

Nothing Ever Feels Right

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HARD CHRIST - STOP TALKING

Pick your head up from rest and fly fly away into
the sky, and take down what's in your way.
Don't surrender, in the war inside your mind,
an angel and demon, fighting for your time.
Victory is guaranteed but with a catch, 
no turning back, even through the darkest of the path.

When it seems everything you hear,
is meant to keep you down in fear,
remember all that you hold dear,
hold it tightly, and hold on through the storm. 
x2

Pick Your Head Up

MERCH

i’m broken hearted
and i’m retarded
i’m thrown away into the trash
and disregarded

hard drugs aren’t hard enough
and all my friends say that i get high too much
so, 
i am sorry
i am  sorry
my brain is fried like extra crispy calamari
when i liked you,
you were high too
this is goodbye to everyone who ever tried to
love me please
i’m so used to everybody hating me

heartache, heartbreak, im fake, im late, im a bitch
unresponsible piece of fucking shit
i lie, i whine, i cry, over guys, that come and go by
bye bye bye bye
 
one day you’ll get used to bugs
crawling on your skin
then eating them for lunch
one day, you’ll care too much
and fall really hard
and completely out of touch
dont touch me please
im just used to everyone betraying me

we spoke, i hope, you dont, we joke, just as, much as, we smoke
oh no
i hope , you dont, i wont, just dont, please dont, we broke, oh no no no

its no wonder im alone
i dont deserve a person that we both can call our own
i dont really leave my home
but you were something different
and you throw yourself a bone
just crush me please
i just want to die a loser knowing i tried everything

Broken Hearted

(rejected song from happy smile)

i laughed when i saw what you left me for
the same blonde cunt that you called a whore 
i guess shes hot, and pretty cool too
i guess im not, really over you

you hurt every girl
in your life
your match is a man
and was never a wife
she looks so good
by your side
i’ll kill us all
triple homicide

so like you said
you used her up
you just like to smoke
her weed and fuck

im sure she feels
really good about that
your ego is huge
like a childish brat

i didnt cheat
i didnt lie
i didnt talk
to any other guys
and out of rage
you got engaged
let her suck your dick
while i’m on stage

you love yourself more
then i ever could
i knew when you swore
that you never would
could tell by your crossed fingers
just wanted to linger
while no one understood

so please, when you leave
dont smile at me
you’ll never get what you want
cause shes not what you need
and you taught me to be
a little less fun
cause you lied to me
and said that i was the one
no one is here
to listen to you
god im so glad
that we never screwed
no one really cares
about what you say
no one really cares
but your fiance

you know what you need
you need some dick
seeing you on your knees
yeah that would be sick

so like you said
she gaslights you
im suprised she went back to you
cause you make her sad
you make everybody mad
and the songs you wrote about me 
were really fucking bad

cause you said you loved me
like you love your ma
glad i wont see
what she must’ve saw
and everyone wants loving
i thought we were something
the things you used to draw

i had a dream
that soon i would be
with the right one
and a lot less lonely
if you want some pain
go with the grain
and have everything your way

Triple Homicide

Lyrics:

Oh no, oh my, you've wasted your entire life
Degeneracy is the way that you chose, it comes and it goes
Drug-addled fuck, well, I think that you already know
Your time is past and there is nothing left for you

Ohhhhhhh
You thought that it would be so easy
Yeahhhhhh
It's not what it seems

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

Lala lala lala

And whores like you, run out of things to do
Eventually all that you'll havе is yourself
So drink to your health, until you forget what you arе
It's pretty scary when you realise

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

It's so easy to waste your life away
No hope and no future, only yesterday
And I know that it's never your fault
I know and I know that it's never your fault

It meant nothing
Nothing

Demo

In the End it Meant Nothing

Wwwml (demo)

Life Could Be 💜 (remastered)

LOW-T

i need to take them!!!



lyric:
i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
some days i take twice my daily fill
they're the only thing keeping me chill

life is unremarkable until
my script is done and i need a refill
i know my doctors acting with good will
except the fucking consultation bill

when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because I'm mentally ill

i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
i don't care if i lose all free will
no brain left at all is better still


when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill        

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because i'm mentally ill

My pills

(All you do for mom is all this honey poo shit, honey poo honey poo)

teach me how to speak
Teach me how to share
 Teach me where to go
do you even care

generations of weak
 bipsycho sexual freak
 I really want to leave 
Please stop following me

Richard McBeef 
You’re raping me 
Richard McBeef  gave me cold feet
 Honey-poo why don’t you agree
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef

Thanks to you, I die, like that of Jesus Christ 
thanks to you I live like there’s no tonight
 Thanks to you now I’m straight out of luck
 My brothers and sisters and children that you fuck
(fuck)

Richard McBeef 
You’re raping me 
Richard McBeef  gave me cold feet
 Honey-poo why don’t you agree
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef

Richard McBeef

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