happy faces, stars and light
cupcake baking feels alright 
your like a savior
just a regular neighbor
all according to context
we just live on a complex

im a fake
and im a fraud  what i’ve done
is very wrong 
i cant take back
what i’ve said
i dont exist
its in my head
 at least i have my reasons 
its how its all perceived
ive lied for seasons 
and they all believed
and now i feel really bad
i kinda feel really sad
i cant just give it rest
  i ruined all my friends 
and they dont know it yet

im never taken seriously
when im gone they laugh at me
they think im clueless but i know
i know so much i fucking loathe
 i hate everything that this fucking world is
i hate everything that a fucking girl is
i hate my life, so i make it right
i hate my life, so i fucking lie   

so i lie
 all the time
it becomes second nature
will you be my savior
 do you see my danger
and like that im a stranger 
will you be my savior 
for my bad behaviour  
so i lie all the time
it becomes second nature
will you be my savior

Spider Vinegar

lyrics:

am i over you
are you over me?
 and no matter what
will we ever be?
  i want to sound like i should
but what does that mean to you
what does it mean to should
is it for my own good

but your closing
closing off for business 
i think its suspicious 
so much morning sickness
sleeping next to lies
not caring when i cry

what difference does it make
why are you laughing at me this time
do you know something i dont
are you begging me to try 
won’t you do something
 i won’t just admit that you’re alone
 im taking out the trash
we’re taking you home

back in limbo
out the window
 just relax
you always tip toe not the past
its just an intro
just sit back
and watch me here so
 write you back
 that we’re just cracked
 i’ve got to get this off my back
cant fight that feeling deep inside no more

cant fight back
you fucking cackle like a jackal 
got to get a bitch 
that doesn’t like me back though
 ccv  your just a quarter of a loan
 i gotta get this shit
off my motherfucking back though 
you forced my face into a smile
so i left my love in a single file 
i looked all over for someone to meet
 but i left right off back at your feet no

distance  made me numb and vicious
accepting your forgiveness
 made you narcissistic
And I Cant find that feeling  anymore I never knew you burned into my core

am i over you
are you over me?
 and no matter what
will we ever be?
  i want to sound like i should
but what does that mean to you
what does it mean to should
is it for my own good

Caramel Kidney

dont make it hard
dont make it last
when im not with you
time doesnt pass

all that serenity
its just an amenity
now i feel so old 
all covered in mold

i have nothing left and no one to hold onto
i love you 
but you're not worth 
all this pain
 call me up if you ever want to try again
even though it would never work out in the end  
you told me to hold onto you forever
 but since you left
better late then never

its all just a silly game
its really dumb, its really lame
everyone and everything
i wish i cared
but i just swing

where no one can bother me
and treat me improperly
i stay at the playground
where everything spins around

the closer the death
the closer to god
and everyone knows
the system flawed

so look into a worm
and tell him what you heard
its quite absurd
 even for a nerd

theres nothing better then that sweet release 
when its kicking in 
theres nothing better then the hard concrete
its bittersweet 
where no one can bother me
and treat me improperly
i stay at the playground
where everything spins around
i feel like a kid again 
without having any friends
lost everyone close to me
everything lost at sea

lets take a walk to somewhere else
how does someone so cold 
make someone else melt
where we shared our first kiss 
wood chips on your lips
i see your best side
when you go down the slide

Wood Chips

waking up on eastern front
to sounds of bugs and sounds of love
never knew the way to where 
its the trash and matted hair
 i dont wanna try
 I dont wanna lie anymore 
i dont wanna cry
i dont wanna bake you a pie

  cause i feel useless and i feel used
i lost the right to be confused
 i lost the fight cause i refused
 so every night i play to lose

i dont wanna write
i dont wanna spite you anymore
 and to your best delight
lucky you i’ll walk out the door
i dont wanna spy
and see you looking back in my eyes
so lucky you i stare
but this time you’ll be scared
cause i’ll be there
and i wont care

and all those times i made you laugh
so you dumped my heart right in the trash
why ever make me wait for you
 i just wanted you to want me too
  i dont wanna hate
 i just wanna bake you a cake
i dont wanna wait 
you would never stay 
and i dont care anyway

i dont understand
why you held my hand
if you just turn to sand

i dont want to try
if you’re just gonna lie 
and tell me that you wont say goodbye

Grilled Tease

i drink from the sink
i let you think
i let you wink
woke him up
we’ve got to go
as he cries from his elbows

and cause i let you think about it
now you cant live without it

you’ve seen how you can sweat
and what you’ll never get

you don’t
really want me
cause now that you got me
it could have been anyone you want
so i’ll act all nonchalant
and i’ll let you be around it
and you can say you found it
first!
now wasnt that the worst?

i cant help but wonder if this will last
or will end up in my past
the only reason i dont know
is because we have to go
our seperate ways
fuck that fucking phrase

now that you’ve had your fun
you go off telling everyone
you shouldn't be allowed
to run your little mouth
cause all you talk is shit
and its so fucking loud

soon i’ll die in hell
i'm under some forsaken spell
least i don't kiss and tell
not when i'm doing well

Sour Patch Kid

no one takes the dog out
no one takes the dog outside to play
  
hes not gonna wag his tail, no
hes not gonna wag his tail at all today
 
and oh i’ll miss you
and i forgive you
for saying things you swore you’d never say
so i believed you
when i retrieved you as a stray
 
no one takes the dog out
no one takes the dog outside to run
no one pets the dog, oh
no one wants to show him any love

and you know well now
what you do comes back around
at the end we get what we deserve
sometimes it brings you down
and sometimes it hurts
and i used to care
oh, but it didn’t seem that fair
you know i was always there for you
but when i needed you, you said we’re through
a loosened noose
i used to stare
but now i glare

whats wrong with my love
its stinking up all this other stuff
but i just cant get it
i just cant get enough

your words really don’t have meaning
i only hear you when your screaming
cause i just don’t give a, i just don’t give a fuck

i know you better then that
whatcha doing with a girl like that?
you didn’t have to be so rash
you didn’t have to stab my back

do you remember when you dated her
and you told us how she makes you hurt
do you remember when you hated her
i just wanna know what makes me worse

whats wrong with my love?
it doesn’t need to be this fucking rough
cause when i can’t see you
along goes any lust

i hate the way i break you
i try hard not to but i hate you
if you taught me one thing
never have any trust

everyones the fucking same
i’m glad that i was born insane
everyones so fucking lame
wish i could play another game

do you remember when your lips met mine
and you left me in the middle of the night
do you remember when we shared a bed
now all i want is for your life to end
(i’m gonna fucking shoot you dead)

whats wrong with my love
is it because i’m always fucking up?
is it because i’m dumb?
is it because i’m not enough?
you cant promise me
oh honestly
i think about you constantly
cause you changed your mind
and ruined mine with lies

whats wrong with my love?
(whats wrong with my love)
whats wrong with my love?
(whats wrong with my love)
whats wrong with my love?
(whats wrong with my love)
whats wrong with my love.
whats wrong with my love.
whats wrong with my love.
whats wrong with my love.

wwwml?

track was taken down by gez.
lyrics:
(Rock paper scissors, shoot)
(Rock paper scissors, shoot)
(Rock paper scissors, shoot)
(Rock paper scissors, shoot)

(Rock paper scissors, shoot)
(Rock paper scissors, shoot)
(Rock paper scissors, shoot)
(Rock paper scissors, shoot)

Rock paper scissors, me and you
Rock paper scissors
Rock paper shoot

Up all night long
The streets light go on
The TV we watch
And play hopscotch

We can make believe
We’re cops and thieves
We’re so young and so naive

We can play jumprope and hop and skip
Pretend to be a sailor on a sinking ship

You ask me truth or dare
(you ask me truth or dare)
And we play musical chairs
(and we play musical chairs)

Tic tac toe I love you so
(Tic tac I love you so)
Domino why don't you know
(Domino why dont you know)

We travel along
The soccer field
And we go back home
To eat a proper meal

Roll over red rover
And stay the night
And we end it all off
With a pillow fight

We can run all day
Playing probably tag
We spend all day
Playing capture the flag

Rock paper scissors, you and me
We tie a hundred times
Then hide and seek

I can't find you
Looked all week
(It's time to go
It's time to speak)

Checked the house
And by the creek
(I never thought
You'd lie to me)

Tic tac toe I love you so
(Tic tac toe I love you so)
Domino, why don’t you know
(we work so well together tho)
You don’t have to go
Please don’t tell me no

Rock paper scissors, me and you
Rock paper scissors
Rock paper shoot

You’ll be the ball
I’ll be the racket
If it gets too cold
I’ll give you my jacket

Now you’re gone
Just like a pawn
It's the break of dawn
And you won't respawn

I see a shooting star
And make a wish
But we’re just kids
That play go fish

GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY + GREENS ON TOAST - Rock Paper Scissors

Thunder! Prod By 1sickboi

christmas special song

Lyrics:

I spent a long time finding you things 
Things to give
Things to gift

I spent a long time wrapping
A long time packing
A long time bagging 

But you didn’t give me a chance
Not even letting me know in advance

Fuck this Christmas shit 
If I had the chance
To give you anything
You wouldn’t like my gift
I know you wouldn’t even open it
 Fuck this Christmas shit
I’d give your door a thousands knocks
Even if you just got me socks
In cute little red green box
Fuck this Christmas shit
(oooo)

I’ll buy you what you like
Your wants are mine I'm your guy
 I’ll buy you places to cry
I’ll buy you a really good life

I can't take it you use me
Up like im a toy
But im alive like its a story
I don't have any more
To give you little girl
i’ve already bought you the whole world
I let you do this
I let this happen

Fuck this Christmas shit
You could call me a grinch
Because you were a bitch
You caused conflict
All this hatred emits
Fuck this Christmas shit
Soon as time rolls around
You’ll have a big old Christmas frown
You made me look like unfunny clown
 Fuck you Christmas bitch

I spent a long time finding you things 
Things to give
Things to gift
(Fuck you christmas bitch)
I spent a long time wrapping
A long time packing
A long time bagging 
(Fuck you christmas bitch)

Christmas Shit

lyric:
life is like a game
every level feels the same every time you play 
you lose another day
  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

you can't make sense of wheres on earths the crown
can't afford it 
your dream is laying right on there on ground
just run toward it
use time cause its always going down
can't restore it
if its fleeting don't ignore it
if its breathing then abort it   

you put your life in a single place
 it came back out and punched your face
devoted blood and all
but you hit your biggest wall 
they told you dress the job
you invested just to sob 
you sacrifice and fail
you lose, you go to jail

you can't make sense of wheres on earths the crown
can't afford it 
your dream is laying right on there on ground
just run toward it
use time cause its always going down
can't restore it
if its fleeting don't ignore it
if its breathing then abort it   

Life is like a game
(life is like a game)

every level feels the same 
(every level feels the same.. )

every time you play 
(every time you play )

you lose another day
(you lose another day!)

  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?