sleep deprived ★

bruises on my legs ★

★🩻･:*+.🦴

olta overdose??!!??!?!?

Chill stuff

I have never crashed my car for anyone dont worry!
Listen to the original sample by Linkin Park called "forgotten" off of their album "hybrid theory".

Lyric: because they're intangible at moments.

I crashed my car, right into a tree
I'd risk my life for a chance you'd come back to me.
You called 999, then left me to bleed, i know you'd ever cause an accident for me.
I'll count the stars tonight

so last Valentines, you spent it away.
to be with a girl you said you never saw that way.
It hurts now to smile, it hurts more to breathe
it makes me so angry all i do is grit my teeth. 

I still let this man take over me, but i know that i'm not one it should be
I should really take some time instead, to figure why this plays out again and again. 

I'll count the stars tonight

to hell with it

Last Valentines

recently deleted track by yabujin aka yabhiel
music vid : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPJdg54Cy3M&t=72s

YABUJIN - CHALICE OF MIND守卫大门的鲸鱼。

produced by heylog

lyrics:
laying in my arms u look so cute under the stars
your father comes outside and sees us laying in the yard
focus on the coral sky and threading both our hearts
n every time the sun sets i see u from afar
notice how i ask u things it shows i truly care
don't know what u feel i am completely unaware
well after loving you i realized no one can compare
you're the only thing i want but life's just never fair
but everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but all the things in life feel like they're falling
but i'll be fine, i'll make it through but when is it over
i spent a couple years with u and now i want no one

the evening carries little wind that travels through ur hair
u move it off ur face and put it back behind ur ear
and u caught my expression but i couldn't help but stare
the civil things like that well babe it makes it hard to bare
i'm praying for u, hoping all ur dreams come true
and i wish everything goes right for you
but i don't care if u want the same for me too
just know you're important to me, am i too?

well everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but why do all the things in life look like they're falling
but don't u worry, i'll be fine but when is it over
we spent a couple years together, now i want no one

spotify

everything's gonna be okay, i promise

Duster - Inside Out (speed up)

𝟎𝟔. HYDROXYCUT (TAKE IT ALL) ★.* ##𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔡

TRACK 01: NEVER LEFT (TRUE PERSPECTIVE PT. 2)

𝟎𝟏. ##GLUTGIRL66 ★.* ##𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔡

𝟎𝟖. MADAME LUCY ♱.* ##𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔡

Talk 2 Me

@xanaxprofessor
girl its confidential , why you all on my johnson 😐😐😐😐

WHEN I SAY IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF ON OCTOBER 31ST 1990 IM GONNA FUCKING DO IT AND NO GODDAMN BULLSHIT BOSTON NEWSPAPER IS GONNA FUCKING TELL ME THAT IM CRYING WOLF - GG ALLIN

i must b retarded #😐 w/ witchbox

𝟎𝟒. WEEP TODAY .*⛥† ##𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔡

shoutout @straycore

"scratchin at my wrists shawty my heart growin hollow
i cant feel shit but the mf sorrow
wanna die slow where i go only god knows
women waste time and thats why i play guitar bro
i be so alone well except for the voices
fuck conversations i regret my choices
i realized we talk way more in my head
i like my version of you more instead
i hate the fact that you still get to breathe
women should die if they decide to leave
i hate myself more and more every week
i'll kill your whole family while they sleep"

its easier to talk to uu in my head , i like that version of you more instead :/

Mosquito

on the count of three w/ skeleton

just ten toes can't avert my obsession
you are my one and only possession
fill the void in my chest that you left since
all i have is a hole in my heaven

living in ur shadow

Heaven knows

Ophelia

Nice to meet you (feat. Central Cee)

weird cover

lock the door i cut my wrist im a murder activist
im a bloodshed advocate im a killing champion
get the fuck away from me i should fucking stab you hun
you say that im crazy but thats only when i grab the gun

tear your body all apart i just wanna keep your heart
in a bottle or a jar turn you to a bathbomb
different pills inside my nose perc an oxy i suppose
vicodin or adderall drivin with my alcohol

murder champ #winning

follow @blurxy

i tried to have a good day 
but its not working
i saw you in my first period
you called me a burden
if its supposed to hurt
trust me its working
trust me its hurting

burden mesmerizing cover

walked into a mirror now im slipping on banana peels
everything is eye food i guess im gonna die soon
smoking by the ounce i wont be alive by june
ill be on the other side of a driveby soon
i hate my family and i know that they hate me too
im a winner in reality im just a loser too

blazing it to sleep

see you in the afterlife

https://discord.gg/YMFun494YP
Song So - Mandy


Make me feel so good, make me feel so alive
Make me feel so good, make me feel so alive
Make me feel so good, make me feel so alive
Like how coping should
Meant to be, or to die
All I need is to know
I need you to decide
And let everything go

So So

i dont wanna think about it ill have me a light again
i picked up my knife and promised that i wouldnt fight again
when i die spare my soul i dont wanna be alive again
blazing it behind the wheel if i dont crash ill drive again
swerving left and right sometimes im forgetting the final spot
im really not on earth a lot psychoactive astronaut
im bugged out in my car im crying in this empty parking lot

again

ghost girl (prod. lederrick)

lil jeep (prod. cian p)

Gustav Ahr's Album

walk away as the door slams w/ lil tracy (prod. yung cortex)

cobain w/ lil tracy (prod. smokeasac)

hellboy (prod smokeasac x yung cortex)

XXXTENTACION - Skin Instrumental

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

banana pie (prod. tsuyunoshi)

this is a DUD like I mean we can all clearly hear its a bit rough around the edges, I wish I could've made it longer but I had the worst writer's block hence the repetitive la la la thing going on 
I hope you like the verses though!!
Sample taken from a karaoke version of flowers - sweet female attitude

Pain

ringraveyard

give me time, I wanna be the greatest

So So

Rin