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Einár - 20 (feat. Thrife) [Bonus]

Pls father hold my hand, pls father hold my hand
And dont let go
Im Lost inside my mind, im Lost inside my mind
Ive lost control 
They told me that im ill, they told me that im ill
They Told me so
Im tryna wait for you, i dont know what to do
Im sure you know
Im barely gettin by, its hard to stay alive
Its hard to grow
I always have to hide, how i do feel inside
Im super low
Im tired of this life, Its like it isnt mine
Im stuck in woe
It seems i didnt die, To take my life i tried
I failed it though
Depression got its grip on me
I just want it to let me go
The sadness and despair it kills
You feel emotions overflow
The aching feeling floods your heart
And fills your body to the bone
Ive given up on everything 
Im isolated and alone
Then mania starts kicking in
Its like ive lost all my control
I Want to let it take me over
I cant let nobody know
Might try to put me on my meds
And take away my golden glow
Never understand my struggle 
always acting like they know
Punishing myself is the most healthy way that i can cope
They mad because i cut myself be thankful i aint grab the rope
Im tired of trying to please these people they cant see im truly broke
It crossed my mind a thousand times that maybe i should overdose
Can i be normal just like everybody else
This isnt fair
Seems everyday i grow more hatred towards myself
And im aware
That im the only one concerned about my health
Till they get scared
Then come and tell me all the ways i shouldve felt 
They never cared
Cause if they did i wouldn’t have to beg for love
It’d come to me
Its so conditional I always get it rough
They love aint free
If i had someone care to show me im enough
Where would i be
Since i was little to express myself was tough 
This pain run deep
Depression got its grip on me
I just want it to let me go
The sadness and despair it kills
You feel emotions overflow
The aching feeling floods your heart
And fills your body to the bone
Ive given up on everything 
Im isolated and alone
Then mania starts kicking in
Its like ive lost all my control
I Want to let it take me over
I cant let nobody know
Might try to put me on my meds
And take away my golden glow
Never understand my struggle 
always acting like they know

Bipolar (Prod. Ifeel)

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