Trying to convince myself i dont give a shit. This hits hard

Something I started earlier this year around april that I finally got around to finishing recently when I found the time. I hope you enjoy.
(FULL CREDIT TO @Dutche5 FOR COVER ART)

LYRICS:
[CHORUS]
Deaths coming soon yes it's right around the corner,
so you better call up the motherfuckin' coroner.
See my silhouette comin' creepin' up the corridor.
Put you on hold on the phone when I'm gone, yeah.
I don't really care anymore cause I'm so damn TIRED.
I'm going out of my mind, tryna leave it all behind.

[VERSE 1]
DEATHS COMING SOON AND I REALLY DO NOT GIVE A FUCK
ALL YOU FUCKING GOONS STUCK UP OUT HERE GETTING LIT AS FUCK.
I WAS DOWN BAD, GETTING KICKED WHEN I WAS GETTING UP.
NOW LOOK AT ME NOW, MOTHAFUCKA I JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
GIVE A FUCK, GIVE A FUCK, NO I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK.
ALL THESE PEOPLE WANNA SEE MY DOWNFALL AND ME GIVING UP.
AND THEY DIDN'T CARE WHEN MY HEAD WAS GETTING SICK AS FUCK.
I'M ABOUT TO KILL THEM ALL IT'S THEIR GRAVE I'LL BE DIGGING UP.

[BRIDGE]

Why? Why, oh why?
Out of all the shitty things you said it doesn't make no sense.
Why? My, oh my. 
Out of all the things we've been through I thought we were friends...

ay

[VERSE 2]

YOU TALK A LOTTA SMACK, AND I REALLY DO NOT GIVE A SHIT.
TRY TO MAKE SOME SENSE OUT OF NOTHING BUT SOME GIBBERISH, 
AND WITH ALL THE CONFUSION I DON'T REALLY WANNA SIT IN IT. 
IT'S DIFFERENT NOWADAYS WHEN EVERYBODY'S FUCKING DISTANCING.

I JUST WANNA GET AWAY.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE GHOSTFACE?
EVERYBODY AROUND ME HAS NO FAITH.
COUCH SURFING LIKE THEY FOUND A FUCKING STOWAWAY. AYE.

[CHORUS 2]

Deaths coming soon yes it's right around the corner,
so you better call up the motherfuckin' coroner.
See my silhouette comin' creepin' up the corridor.
Put you on hold on the phone when I'm gone, yeah.
I don't really care anymore cause I'm so damn TIRED.
I'm going out of my mind, tryna leave it all behind.

[OUTRO]

I don't really care anymore, I just gotta get away from the bullshit.
People so fake, yeah they all gotta pull shit.
I just wanna stay home alone on my loner shit. 

I don't really care anymore, I just gotta get away from the bullshit.
People so fake, yeah they all gotta pull shit.
I just wanna stay home alone on my loner shit. 

I, I DON'T BITE. WHY WOULD I TRY? I'M GOING OUTTA MY MIND.

THIS TIME, I'LL GET IT RIGHT, I'LL GET IT RIGHT...

I'M GOING OUTTA MY MIND.

GHOSTFACE [Prod. POPPA]

scrambled to drop this in time for y'all. So I  added an outro to make up for the wait.

[PRODUCED BY: TYDE]
Credit to @gagnoma for the cover art 
Beat fully produced by TYDE, mixed by HATTRICK
Lyrics written by Hattrick Raps/GONEGHOST

[CHORUS:]

LIKE AY, I JUST WANT GOLD CHAINS, GOLD TEETH,
SHOW PAID, SMOKE WEED, WITH MY WHOLE TEAM,

LIKE HEY, I FORGOT YO NAME, NO PEACE, 
NO SHAME, FOR ME, IT'S WHY I'M LOWKEY 

[VERSE:]

LIKE AY, I DO NOT KNOW WHY PEOPLE SO LOW, JUST FOCUS ON BRINGING YOU DOWN TO THEIR ZONE
JUST FOCUS ON BRINGING YOU DOWN TO THEIR ZONE, NOOOO

LIKE AY, I DO NOT KNOW WHY LIFE IS SO COLD, AND EVERY SINGLE PLACE THAT I SEEM TO GO, 
TROUBLES AWAITING ME CONSTANTLY SOOOO

I PRAY, THAT I GOT NO HATE, NO BEEF, 
NO GAMES, SO PLEASE, DON'T PLAY WITH ME,

OKAAAYYY?

SO ANYBODY WHO BEEN TALKING ABOUT ME CAN TALK ALL ABOUT ME
IT'S ALL JUST TO DOUBT ME CAUSE THEY WANNA OUT ME
NOBODY WOULD HELP ME I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU SAY 


[BRIDGE:]

AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR ALL THE ONES WHO DOUBTED ME,
TO COME CRAWLING BACK. WHEN THEY CALLED ME TRASH

TO SAY ALL THE THINGS YOU HATED MOST IN ME,
WHEN I WAS DOWN THEY GHOSTED ME, WANTED ME TO HAVE BROKEN DREAMS, NOOOOO

[CHORUS:]

LIKE AY, I JUST WANT GOLD CHAINS, GOLD TEETH,
SHOW PAID, SMOKE WEED, WITH MY WHOLE TEAM,

LIKE HEY, I FORGOT YO NAME, NO PEACE, 
NO SHAME, FOR ME, IT'S WHY I'M LOWKEY, LIKE AY


[OUTRO:]

LIKE AY, I JUST WANT GOLD CHAINS, GOLD TEETH, SHOWS PAID, SMOKE WEED WITH MY WHOLE TEAM, 

LIKE AY,

YO, I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME TO WASTE TODAY,
TO WASTE AWAY.

LIKE HEY,
I JUST WANT GOLD CHAINS,
I JUST WANT THIS FAME
I JUST WANT TO MAKE THAT BANK

LIKE AY,
I DON'T REALLY GOT TIME TO COMPLAIN
I DON'T REALLY CARE I'MA MAINTAIN
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO SPEAKS ON MY NAAAAAME.

HEY [PROD TYDE]

Engineered by @Tlibs! - https://www.instagram.com/mixedbytlibs/
Beat Prod. by @Lounatik Beats! - https://soundcloud.com/muziklife527
Cover Photo by @takesbytoph - https://www.instagram.com/takesbytoph/
Cover Art by @Varga$ - https://www.instagram.com/vargas_music_/
Featuring @J-Sin - https://www.instagram.com/j_sinmusic/
S/o @Azene for the recording space! - https://www.instagram.com/az3ne/
Another s/o to @XOMBOY for running Logic for the dogs! - https://www.instagram.com/xomboymusic/

OTG Ft. J-Sin

What are you doing? 
You're hanging around in shitty places, acting drunk and foolish
You need to evaluate all of your movements

Tell Me, Tell Me, Tell Me (DRUGSTA x Azene)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6bZwyCmczN0iJKaVbTtU8B?si=36c939d3ac834dcf

Fears feat. GONEGHOST (prod. zbeatz)

PIPE DOWN ft. Dutches

https://open.spotify.com/album/1nntMguYg5LSkxRrYOctth?si=Oz6vXpxNQKS2unJCJNWPWw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43oqdYCUv7c
Produced by Cian & Ayoleybeats

lyrics:

(Chorus) 
 RIDIN’ ROUND AN NOW I FEEL I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN
FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN 
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT 
IT NEVER ENDS NO
NO IT NEVER ENDS
NO IT NEVER ENDS

FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT
 IT NEVER ENDS

(47 STYX)
WAITING AND WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO CHANGE,
OFF OF A TAB I GOT NOTHING TO SAY
OUT OF MY HEAD 
AN IM OUTTA MY BRAIN
PEOPLE BE TESTING ME 
STAY IN YOUR LANE
FUCK THE COMMOTION
I STAY BY THE OCEAN
I STAY WHERE THE DOPE IS
YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY
PEOPLE GON HATE 
BUT I STAY ON MY WAY
I NEVER COULD LACK
AND IM NEVER GON CHANGE

THEY ALL GONNA FLOCK 
CAUSE I’M DOING THE MOST
HOP OUT THE CUT
AND THEY CALL ME A GHOST
WHIPPIN THE COUPE
ALWAYS STAY ON THE ROAD
THEY HATE 
AND CONGRATULATE ON THE LOW
WHO CAN I TRUST
I DONT EVEN KNOW
I DONT EVEN KNOW
NOT EVEN THE BROS
CAUSE EVERYONE FOLDS 
THEY ALL GONNA FLOCK 
CAUSE IM DOIN THE MOST
I HOPE OUT THE CUT AND 
THEY CALL ME A GHOST

I JUST SAID FUCK IT
I’LL GET TO MY BAG 
I CANNOT WORRY BOUT PEOPLE
WHO BLOCKING MY MO’ FUCKIN PATH
LOOK AT THE GAS IN THE STASH
CAN YOU JUST GET TO THE POINT
CAUSE I’M BLOWIN RIGHT PAST
HOPING THAT WE FUCKING LAST
IM FEELING BETTER
BOUT TAKING THIS SHIT TO THE MAX
I CANNOT SLEEP, IM GOING TO FAST,
GOING TO FAST

(CHORUS)
 RIDIN’ ROUND AN NOW I FEEL I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN
FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN 
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT 
IT NEVER ENDS NO
NO IT NEVER ENDS
NO IT NEVER ENDS

FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT
 IT NEVER ENDS

NO NO ITS NEVER GON CHANGE 
FEEL LIKE IM DRINKING MY PAIN AWAY
LIFT MY HEAD UP AND SMILE
I BEEN HERE A WHILE 
I STAY REALLY QUIET 
DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
FUCK ANYONE DOUBTING 
KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME
I FOUND MY HEAD FLOATING A MILE AWAY

SO USED TO SMOKING 
BUT NOW I BEEN CHOKING
ON PROCESSING ALL OF THESE THOUGHTS IN MY BRAIN

YEAH YEAH 
ALL OF THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD 

BEEN CAUSING ME PROBLEMS SO LONG
THAT I CANT EVEN FIND MYSELF 
SLEEPING IN BED

BEEN TALKING TO FRIENDS 
SOMETIMES IT FEELS KOSHER
BUT W/O NO CLOSURE 
ITS LIKE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I SAID

NO NO 
IT NEVER ENDS 
FEEL LIKE IM CRASHED TO A WALL AGAIN
FULL OF THESE EMOTIONS AND NO REGRET
MY PAST HAUNTS ME YEAH AND I CANT FORGET
TALKIN AND SWALLOWING MY FEAR OH YEAH 
 I WAS ALL ALONE THEY SAID I MADE NO SENSE
DONT START FOLLOWING ME NOW
LIKE I HAVE A CHANCE
CUZ HERE I GO TRAPPED IN MY HEAD AGAIN

YEAH NO NO 
IT NEVER STOPS
REMEMBER FEELING LIKE I WAS ON TOP 
YOU WAS JUST A BURDEN 
HELP ME FEEL UNCERTAIN
OF ANYTHING LESS THEN ME FEELING SO LOST 

IM STUCK IN MY HEAD AND NOW ITS ALL YOUR FAULT

FOUND ME SOME FRIENDS NOW IM NEVER GON STOP 

(CHROUS)
 RIDIN’ ROUND AN NOW I FEEL I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN
FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN 
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT 
IT NEVER ENDS NO
NO IT NEVER ENDS
NO IT NEVER ENDS

FEEL ALONE UP IN MY TOWN
I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS SHIT
 IT NEVER ENDS

Never Ends (feat 47 Styx)

EGO ~ Cowboy Zeenie

With or w/o feeling coming soon ❤︎

(CHORUS)

I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
I CANT SEE YOU ANYMORE!
I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
ILL BE BETTER OFF ALONEE
JUST WANT YOU TO SEE!
SEE! 
IM BETTER ON MY OWN!
YOU AIN’T WHAT I NEED!
NEED!
I DON’T WANT YOU ANYMORE!

(VERSE)

ITS PRETTY CRAZY HOW YOU RAN OFF TO THE NEXT GUY
SHOWS THE PAST, MEANS NOTHING 
I’VE BEEN WONDERING WHY I TRIED
THOUGHTS GO THROUGH MY HEAD 
24/7 ALL THE TIME 
YOU DON’T EVEN CARE THOUGH
YOU DONT EVEN KNOOW

IM SICK OF FEELING FINE 
AND THEN MY PAST KEEPS CREEPIN UP ON ME
IM OKAY WHEN IM WITH FRIENDS
SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE THEY GIVE UP ON ME
DON’T WANNA THINK THIS WAY 
  
YOU JUST WALKED RIGHT OUT MY LIFE
NOW THE ONE I THOUGHT WAS MEANT FOR ME 
MAKES ME FEEL DEAD INSIDE 

(CHORUS)

I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
I CANT SEE YOU ANYMORE!
I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE!
LEAVE!
ILL BE BETTER OFF ALONEE
JUST WANT YOU TO SEE!
SEE! 
IM BETTER ON MY OWN!
YOU AIN’T WHAT I NEED!
NEED!
I DON’T WANT YOU ANYMORE!

LEAVE! (prod. johnnyfriend x 80root)

Haven't posted in a while and I wanted to come back with something different, All I ask is that you listen to this and try to identify, It's hard to get things off my chest and this has been the only way lately. Please leave a like if you like this song and wanna show support <3 Ghost loves y'all

BEAT BY NEVERFOREVER
COVER ART BY DUTCHES

LYRICS:

i know I'm an asshole
and I know I'm a tease  
all these motherfuckin people, they don't even fuck with me, yeah they used to like me but they don't love me anymore
now ive been tryin and i've been tryin to make it right but its difficult every night
when i feel like i waste my life 
and i feel like i waste my time 
and i feel like all of these times that i tried it wasnt enough but was enough just another lie?
and is it sus that I'm living my life?
what the fuck did you want my advice?
never enough will something suffice, 
when i'm stuck in a rut and a vice. 
giving up when lucks hitting the line 
when i was young and dumb all the time 
my mentality crashed on a dime
right before i hit the finish line 

[CHORUS]
I KNOW I'M AN ASSHOLE, I KNOW I'M A TEASE
I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES I'M GONE WITH THE BREEZE,
AND I KNOW THAT SOME PEOPLE MIGHT NOT FUCK WITH ME
OH WELL, GO TO HELL. 


[BRIDGE]
And i might see you there and if i do i don't care, fuck you.
I said fuck you! Through all the times of despair i never felt like i was there it was so subtle,
it was so subtle..

[BREAKDOWN]

I'LL BE ALRIGHT.
I'LL BE ALRIGHT,
I'LL BE ALRIGHT.
I'M NOT GONNA PUT UP A FIGHT.
I'M LOSING MY MIND,
BUT I'LL BE ALRIGHT.

[CHORUS]
I KNOW I'M AN ASSHOLE, I KNOW I'M A TEASE
I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES I'M GONE WITH THE BREEZE,
AND I KNOW THAT SOME PEOPLE MIGHT NOT FUCK WITH ME
OH WELL, GO TO HELL. 

[OUTRO]
I KNOW I'M AN ASSHOLE, I KNOW I'M A TEASE
I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES I'M GONE WITH THE BREEZE,
WOAH, YOU KNOW THAT SOMETIMES I'M GONE WITH THE... GONE WITH THE BREEZE...

ASSHOLE

All credit to coverwork goes to Tyler Dwyer - (Dutches)
https://soundcloud.com/dutche5
Full credit to the producer of this beat, "The Masked Man"
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwSnb3h_Li9FWC7uUI7aOuQ
Please enjoy!! - Hattrick

BLISS [PROD. Masked Man]

You're either a real supporter listening to my music or you're here to stalk me. Either way it's cool.
Call me GONEGHOST or GHOST for short. 

I'm still here.
MAY 2024

GHOSTFACE [Prod. POPPA]

GONEGHOST

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