Name: Green Light Go (Prod. CapsCtrl) by ghostbxy
Duration: 1 min 26 s
Description: once wished upon a falling star for hope. then I got u.

Hey, could we could get the lyrics to this song?

once wished upon a falling star for hope. then I got u.

Green Light Go (Prod. CapsCtrl)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS.
(Lyrics)

I’m sitting in silence
I’m trying to fight this
Feeling inside me
It’s so uninviting
I’m hiding behind this
Beautiful Angel
Behold the gold halo 

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I lay awake in my bed almost every night
Counting all my flaws like stars that decay my pointless life
I’m not okay
I’m not alright
I probably never will be fine
So I go and grab a knife and mark a few more lines 
But the thought of loving you is too strong
It fans all the fumes that I’m running on
So I gotta let you go
I won’t pick up the phone
I’ll let all the blood flow
You won’t see me anymore

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me
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My biggest drop yet, I hope you guys love it as much as I did creating it. This is Dead Diary.

Dear Diary (Prod. CapsCtrl)

FALLEN ANGELS feat. Mictainn (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Lyrics
(GhostBxy)No more trying anymore
I lay crying on the floor
Please come help me
I'm begging please
I'm here yelling
I'm screaming these words
Why me?

There’s highs and the lows
But I’m always down below
Sub zero temperature and I am here without a coat
I say I wanna kill myself but I know that I won’t
Got too much to live for
Depths I gotta explore 

In my state of mind it’s a battle of the metaphors
I’m way too problematic
Get ecstatic when I hear a door
I know I’m just a ghost so I’m meant to be lonely
I’ll float all alone, forevermore the crows told
me

(lessthanfriends)
wait up
don't leave me here
I wish that we could get out of this place
the feel of your kiss on my lips makes me go insane
don't leave me here to die alone
lately I been feeling like I'm own
and this house feels nothing like a home
and this house feels nothing like my home

(GhostBxy)
No more trying anymore
I lay crying on the floor
Please come help me
I'm begging please
I'm here yelling
I'm screaming these words
Why me?

luvsick w/ lessthanfriends (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

(Lyrics)
You know, growing up as a kid I've always been a sad individual
Even to this day, I even shower with the lights off so I don't have to see myself in the mirror

What is wrong with me?
I cannot sleep
Cause all of my dream
Are haunting memories

I'm way too fucking ugly
Not close to being funny
My cheeks are way to chubby
Forehead is a bit to bumpy
I've been trying everyday
To cope with these
Insecurities
How could anybody love me?

I'm losing track of time
Heavy bags under my eyes
I wont sleep, I'd rather die
Sad music controls my life
I've been trying everyday
To cope with these
Insecurities
How could anybody love me?

I love it when they say that they will stay but then they go
Oh, far away from me and honestly i  should've known
At the end of the darkened day, I'm damned without a home
I feel the bitter cold plague my body to the bone

Plague my body to the bone
There is no antidote 
I been coughing blood im sick
Flip the switch just like a boat
I think its time that i call it quits

(You know, I think Imma pack it up and just head out, goodnight)

We all got insecurities
You gotta learn to love yourself
I know that it's so hard but you don't gotta do it by yourself
Just know that if you're still here, you're blessed as fuck
Cause there's some people that don't make it this far

And if you ever need 'some just hit me on the gram
I'll do the best I can just to lend a helping hand
If you ever think about giving up on yourself
You can turn it around
Just reach out for some help

(GhostBxy)
What is wrong with me?

mirror mirror w/ lessthanfriends (prod. svetlost)

(GhostBxy)
You don't love her anymore
No no no
Feelings walking out the door

I wished on stars
The sky was dark
We fell apart

Only text me when you're bored
Feelings you ignored
The moment things go south
Your ass be heading north
My throat is feeling sore
Exhausted to the core
Resuscitate my heart just to break it a bit more

Just to break it a bit more
Like the ice inside my chest
I light a match and try to find a reason to move on
The flags are bleeding red
But I contradict everything everyone has said to me
And I believed that we could be
Something that was beautiful

You don't love her anymore
No no no
Feelings walking out the door

(astrayalxo)
Oh no you don't love me anymore
You were being a burden so i walked out the door
I think about you all the time now
Leaving my heart so fucking sore
I wanna talk again
My feelings can't ignore
You know you used to be my whole world

She don't love me anymore

You Don’t Love Her Anymore w/ astrayalxo

if took my life then nobody would know
the thought of suicide a parasite my mind is home
to the great catastrophe
i dream of ink and try to leave
the trees all fade from green resembling
the way i see everything

sunny days are grey for me
i sit and wait so patiently
the thunder rains as i just rust combust
my luck is usually
nothing but the scraps in mud
there's blood that's flooding through the gates
there's no escape
there is no other place

yeah I'm sick in the head
and I wanna be dead
but my family and friends make it complicated
so I'm sobbing in bed 
with a knife in my hand
in a bad position
cause I can't comprehend 
what the devil had said to me
the night I gave my soul away
so I can feel safe
but I made a damn mistake
I'm so fucking tired
I'm trapped inside a nightmare
my skin burns in the fire
while i scream and pull off my hair
i don't wanna fucking die here
but the devil is a liar
promised me everything and happiness if i just let go

liàn yú (prod. CapsCtrl)

i      o p e n e d      m y      e y e s      a g a i n

lyrics:

I opened my eyes again
And realize that i have been
Borderline suicidal
Fear that I'll go
Grab a fucking bottle
And chug it down
Down, down, down
They help me sleep 
But they can't help me rest in peace

Yeah i met this girl
And i fell in love
I tried to get up
But i felt so stuck

At the end of the day she chose another one
Now I'm left in the mud all alone as i rust

So tired of loving
My heart continues drumming
While i just strum these old strings


Lights flashing
Ready camera action
Oh my dear you're really good at acting
When you said you loved me 
I felt a little passion
Wrapped in sadness
Hatching all the madness
That you created
Love turned to hatred
I really truly loved you but i guess i was mistaken
Trapped in my tank 
That just sank
God i hate

I don't fuck with love no more
It's just hurting my health
Losing my mind but there's nobody that i can tell
Kind of gave on hoping that i just might get well
If this may be my final song then i give you farewell's

old love, old strings

old love, old strings (prod. hero)

(yungcray)

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

In a few years swerving in a Bentley Truck
I came a long way, now they can't fucking hate
They try to talk to me like every motherfucking day
See me winning, see me grinning, now they wanna stay
Yeah, you're not fucking funny
Please stay away


GhostBxy

Only 18 but I'm far gone
Only alive to write another song

Honestly
I tend to weep
Upon my knees
I breathe in and scream

Yeah what the fuck is wrong with me?
This game of life ain't fun to me
I'm losing friends from left and right
They leave or die, I'm crumbling
Down to the deep end
I'm fucking up the sequence
I got to many reasons to kill myself but that's treason

Yeah I might not see tomorrow
There's no more time to borrow
Wasted mine on crying nights 
Drowning in my own sorrow
Blowing up one day and then I'm falling off the next
Blowing up my phone and now nobody ever texts me


(GhostBxy and yungcray)

You had your chances but you left and let it fade to grey
Seems like I'm doing good but my mind's a hurricane
I've been feeling disconnected from the shit you say
Smoking on this pack, let my problems fade away

You had your chances but you left and let it fade to grey
Seems like I'm doing good but my mind's a hurricane
I've been feeling disconnected from the shit you say
Smoking on this pack, let my problems fade away

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

In a few years swerving in a Bentley Truck
I came a long way, now they can't fucking hate
They try to talk to me like every motherfucking day
See me winning, see me grinning, now they wanna stay
Yeah, you're not fucking funny
Please stay away

fade to grey

fade to grey w/ yungcray (prod. silent kidd)

(GhostBxy)

Lyrics

3 am lost in my head
Questioning my existence
What is my purpose
Am i even worth it

Tell me baby what do you see
When you stare directly at me
Do you see a soul
Within the hopeless ghost
Nothing but a ghost


Your hands are a bit numb
I'm sorry my hands are so cold
You ask what ive become
Well haven't figured it out because
I'm lying to you and myself all the time
I've been trying to find the cure to my sick mind
But rewind to days when it was you and i
But decay in my brain came in waves and i died

Hold me close and dont let go

It's so fucking cold
I'm out here all alone

I'm out here all alone
Crows eat my flesh and my bones
Broken sticks and crumbled stones
Could you truly love a ghost

(yungcray)
And i dont know how I feel
Can you please tell me if this feelings even real
Dropped dead again from popping all these plls
you're a ghost in the night
you're a ghost with no light
Can you please appear
Yeah we speeding down the highway
I don't really care
Lights in the distance
No I won't stop
Don't tell me to slow down cause I will not listen
Yeah we speeding down the highway
I don't really care
Lights in the distance
No I won't stop
Don't tell me to slow down cause I will not listen

(GhostBxy and yungcray)
Hold me close and don't let go

in love with a ghost

in love with a ghost w/ yungcray (prod. p4ra)

Lyrics:

im just a sad demon
trying my best to find reason 
plagued by a blight so they all leave me
so what right do i have to believe
that things will get better when i sit alone
here in the snow unbothered by the cold
why am i so hopeless i do not know
how to cope when im out here all alone

hair snow white
my eye glows red
warmth is gone
heart is frozen
drink coffee
to help cope with
my soul that is so broken

i see myself staring back at me inside a broken mirror
distorted image yet i somehow can still see so clear

i realize i am awful 
a road with a big pothole
a story with a plot hole
a rightfully earned title

sleeping beauty's scared of me
im a horrid site to see
i scared her right back to sleep
ghouls are far from lovely

im just a sad demon
trying my best to find reason 
plagued by a blight so they all leave me
so what right do i have to believe
that things will get better when i sit alone
here in the snow unbothered by the cold
why am i so hopeless i do not know
how to cope when im out here all alone

Green Light Go (Prod. CapsCtrl)

ghostbxy

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