Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2shXwMVkuarIsLjigxyKtS?si=674a852900204a1c
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/stay/1566083025?i=1566083026
YouTube: https://youtu.be/95aim9tU9rk

[Verse 1]
I hate it sitting alone when my thoughts attack
‘Cos I lost my shield a while ago 
I'm really sorry if I put it on your back
There's not way I could know

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus]
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

[Verse 2]
I know what you're thinking 
He just really hates to be alone
But I promise you
That you're the one I love

I will admit when I'm wrong
Not always easy to see
But I'll give it my all
And then I know we can be 

It's always better with you
I haven't felt that in weeks
My tunnel's lighting up too
And I can finally breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus] x2
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

Stay

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could've been

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alt title: sadly ever after

lyrics:

(chorus)
ain’t it funny how the years go by, 
now i’m just another memory
and how you said you hate goodbyes, 
either way you were the first to leave

i guess it never meant a thing, 
all those promises u gave to me
ever after what’s the point of that
when i’ll never live it happily

now that you’re out of reach

(verse)
everyday feels like a nightmare, don't know how i
am getting by with all these people tryna feed me lies

and for a while, invested all i had in you and i
you ran away, stole my everything to watch me die

oh
waitin' on your phone call
thought you’d come back, what did i know

breathing but nothing’s alright now
cryin' it out until i choke

never felt so alone as i do tonight
guess you never had a heart, so u needed mine

(pre)
and i know why you waste your time
sitting all alone, in the bottom of your home
just tryna get away from the outside life
cus you could never love just right

(chorus)
ain’t it funny how the years go by, 
now i’m just another memory
and how you said you hate goodbyes, 
either way you were the first to leave

i guess it never meant a thing, 
all those promises u gave to me
ever after what’s the point of that
when i’ll never live it happily

now that you’re out of reach

thank u for listening <3 love u

stream

out of reach

Thank you so much for @sinxi & @Laelandd for making this song with me.
Their both really talented and deserve all good in the world! <3
give them some support

Lyrics:
(Sinxi) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Sinxi) (Verse)
Save me your heart
and save me the light
I don't feel very well
I just don't feel it at night
you say it's all in your head
so ill perceive it as fine
when I'm dead inside or living
not my days on the other side
on the mirror I don't feel alive
and say you travel on your own
to a better life
Save me the way
you want me to stay
right by your side
is my ideal of a perfect place

(Sinxi) (hook)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Laeland's verse)
i love and hate this shit at the same time
I never took you for a person
who could I at all
of their emotions
but I guess we live life
not knowing what goes on
I tried and tried to be the same in your eyes
but tough I changed for the worse
and then you tell me your tired
I'm just hope you'll love me
even when I am wrong
got put the one above you
baby you in my song

(Sinxi & Laeland) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

oc & Sinxi & Laeland - the way you make my heart believe

Buried Alive

coprod @tnvr555 

// hook (envy)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// verse (envy)
i can’t let this infection spread
i’ve been feeling down resurrect me from the dead
soft sounds all that’s left inside my head
try to hold my ground but she’s taking up my bed
i might drown but it’s only for the best
water fills my lungs feel it caving in my chest
eyes brown like the coffin that i rest
i keep getting chills when you’re not around
who would’ve guessed
and i wish that i could miss you
but the voice inside my head is telling me to push through
just tell me what i can do
cause your silhouette is haunting me inside my bedroom

// verse (i’m geist)
yeah, now it’s haunting me at night
took my heart out with the knife
said that you’re trying to find
why it’s so empty and light
and you pull its strings like the manic you are
it’ll only take a sec, for you to rip it apart

so stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
might break
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out
stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out

// hook (envy & i’m geist)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// bridge & outro
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no

stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

Spotify

infected w/ notenvy

Lyrics:

Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now it’s done will I ever find another one?
With a knife in my back I am holding on
And everything that we once were fighting for
Is burned up, all gone and I’m on the floor

We used to kick it in the summers at my pops place
You made me red velvet cake at my birthday
I still go down to our place and it still hurts
I wonder if you still got my Mayday Parade merch

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now I’ve moved all the way to the other side
I wake up in the morning, got me a life
And yeah, I try to be happy but I’m hella tired
Nowadays I’m just hoping I’mma be alright

You know I still run up to that hilltop
To see the view of the place where we grew up
It’s messed up cus they building like a city
On the fields where we used to kiss, pretty

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

thank u for listening <3

Locked Inside

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7e1qYAoYBNjLBOmX7MFflc
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/4u/1505420068
YouTube: https://youtu.be/dqi6MEUpCgU

[Verse 1]
Hey, how u doing, I hope ur doing fine
I just want you to know you’re always on my mind
It might take some time, but I know you’ll be alright
So smile bright like the sun outside


I know how you feel ‘cos I have felt the same
I’ve felt the same pain, wishing i would fade away
I was afraid and I felt a lot of shame
With good days comes bad days that‘s never gonna change

But I’m here for you x3

I know what it feels like to be falling
I'm sorry, I had to, I'm calling
My chest has been twisting
Can't see through your walls, and

I wish I could heal you
And everything could be the same
You're more than just see through
I'll try to help you change

[Chorus] x2
You are not alone
You are never on your own
Even if it feels like you're lost
On a long, lonely road

But I’m here for you
I’m here for you

[Verse 1]
Feeling distant, believe me, there's wounds to heal
But give it time It'll help from the pain you feel
There is more to the world than you make it seem
You've been stuck in your head, and how it makes you bleed

Just open your eyes
I am by your side
You are not alone
Like the stars in the sky

I’m here for you
I’m here for you

[Chorus] x2
You are not alone
You are never on your own
Even if it feels like you're lost
On a long, lonely road

But I’m here for you
I’m here for you

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lyrics -
you said 'don't fall in love again'
'it wouldn't be the same' you said
but i'll just move along i guess
'cos nothing really changed
you're still the reason that i left
oh i'd give up every ounce of my capacity
to see the world
with someone that i barely know
oh my fear of new beginnings yeah i've overgrown
and i wanna fucking love again
instead of this incompetence

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

and i'll wait
all this time wasted for another day
no blood left to bleed, but i'll find a way
bridge view, kim wilde, 1982
top down, el camino, i could be there soon
no heart for the faint
best believe it now
cloud 9 on the cards
i ain't coming down
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

moving too fast (feat. OHON)

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