KILL

@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

Dominator

IDLEGLANCE x IVOXYGEN

IVOXYGEN: @ivoxxxygen

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wolu0cHP_Q

LYRICS:

YOU LEFT ME ON THIS EARTH
HOW CAN I LIVE
ON THIS PLANET OCEAN
BLOCK EMOTION
YOU LEFT ME HERE
I DON'T WANNA BE ALL SAD
BUT HOW DO I FUNCTION

THEY FOOLED ME TWICE
THEY USED MY LIFE
IT'S MONEY THEY LIKE
IT'S SU*C*DE I FIGHT

FOOL ME TWICE
ON YOU MY LIFE
I BURST AND I CRY
CAUSE IT'S YOU I NEED IN MY LIFE

WIRES
THEY'RE IN MY BODY
I'M HAPPY FOR EVERYBODY

IGNORE MY MESSAGES
BUT I WANT TO KNOW
WHY THE HELL IN THIS WORLD WOULD YOU DO THIS

YEAH

WIRES
YOU'RE SO COOL
CONTROL MY MOOD
CAUSE YOU'RE THE KILLER
I WAS LEFT IN THIS OCEAN
ARE WE ALL SINNERS
LOOKING IN THE MIRROR

IT WILL BE ALRIGHT

THEY FOOLED ME TWICE
THEY USED MY LIFE
IT'S MONEY THEY LIKE
IT'S SU*C*DE I FIGHT

FOOL ME TWICE
ON YOU MY LIFE
I BURST AND I CRY
CAUSE IT'S YOU I NEED IN MY LIFE

WIRES
THEY'RE IN MY BODY
I'M HAPPY FOR EVERYBODY
MY LOVE HAS LEFT ME AND HERE I AM
WISHING YOU WERE HERE YEAH

IVOXYGEN - FOOL ME TWICE

Dying To Love

'EAT YOUR FRIENDZ' available now:
https://createmusic.fm/EATYOURFRIENDZ

stream on youtube: https://youtu.be/9DyQdeB8zP8

TRACKLIST:
'EAT YOUR FRIENDZ' Escape Intro (Mr. Crowley Edit)
Control Freak - HAUNTED HOUSE (with Ghosts N Stuff)
Skrillex - Kill EVERYBODY
Lizdek - THUMP
Knife Party - Internet Friends
Martin Garrix, Afrojack - Turn Up The Speakers (‘EAT YOUR FRIENDZ’ EDIT)
Control Freak - EYES ON ME (with Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger)
Control Freak, Nikko - POWER (with Bass Down Low)
ISOKNOCK - Trouble
SPACE LACES - Droid
Control Freak - ZILLA (DJ Snake ‘Birthday Song’ Edit)
Control Freak - SHUT UP N DANCE!!!
Skrillex - WEEKENDS!!! (Control Freak Edit)
Knock2 - Jade (Control Freak Remix)
Control Freak - SAINT (with I DONT LIKE U)
ID - ID
Skrillex - Scary Bolly Dub
Major Lazer, Flux Pavilion - Jah No Partial
MUST DIE! - Fan Service (with Ken Carson - Overseas)
Control Freak - GHOST (unreleased*)
Central Cee, Lil Baby - BAND4BAND (Control Freak Edit)
Doctor P - The Champagne Böp
Control Freak - DANCEWITHME (with Osamason - Ref)
Valentino Khan - Make Some Noise
Wiwek - Crash The Party (‘Fine Day Anthem’ Edit)
Control Freak - LUV ME (Tucker Kreway Remix)
Control Freak - LUV ME
Control Freak - SOMETHING WRONG (unreleased*)
SPACES LACES, Control Freak - ID
G Jones, RL Grime - In Your Head (Control Freak Edit)
Tucker Kreway - ID
charli XCX - MEAN GIRLS (Control Freak Remix)
Control Freak - THROW YA HANDZ UP
Control Freak - WE RUN THIS
Control Freak - CANDYLAND (unreleased*)
Control Freak - nothing like me
Control Freak - OMG ANTHEM
Control Freak - SKITZO
Control Freak, Nyptane - BFF (with Scary Monsters & Nice Sprites)

Control Freak "EAT YOUR FRIENDZ" Set (Live at Escape Halloween)

Past Won't Leave My Bed

i don't feel the same, i can't process
anything you say so i'm cautious
ever since that day; think i lost it
when i see your face i get nauseous

i get nauseous
think i saw you in a dream
ever since wouldn't go back asleep
- it's on me
lil shawty on my phone callin me
i can't ever tell you how i feel it's like im paranoid
i've been trying all the time but no i can't avoid
all the thoughts that i feel, yeah i can't avoid
but i'm lost in a trap, tryna fill a void

i knew
everything changed when i lost you
i don't feel the same when i caught you?
i don't feel the same ??

i don't feel the same, i can't process
anything you say so i'm cautious
ever since that day; think i lost it
when i see your face i get nauseous
[x2]

thinkin of your face cause you're flawless
i would die for you regardless
yeah, i haven't been the same since i saw
would you even pick up i call you?
put my love and everything, i adore you
yeah, it's way to hard for me to ignore you
i've been stackin all this money just for you
if you wanna stay, you can, i'll never force you
i'll never force you

i don't feel okay, i know
i won't let me go?

i don't feel the same, i can't process
anything you say so i'm cautious
ever since that day; think i lost it
when i see your face i get nauseous (i get nauseous)
[x2]

cautious /xobroken

i watched you change
everything that you once loved now you hate
i can't complain
i knew that love came with pain

idk why you would say that
tell another lie, you can save that
i don't got time to entertain that
idk why you would say that
[2]

callin me an addict
i don't know why you'd say that
i pop these pills and lay back
i know that you hate that
wish she'd gone like way back
all this fuckin xanax
suicidal maybach
i can't believe i made that

why you say that w/xobroken

FUCK THE SPEAKERZ UP

Black and White

Am I still in your dreams? 
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Producer/Musician

Black and White

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