HOSTAGE REMIX FT. BOON

new low

I see you in my dreams, 

but when I wake up you're not there

Not there

Save me now

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

Dilworth

Limerence

POWER

nikko & Control Freak - POWER

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

lyrics

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

drugs pick me up
lately i been getting fat and crying too much
i gotta get up off my ass and make a song
remember we was driving by them big houses and im thinking to myself "i want this for us"
ill make a song with my friends
i still got that blindfold on im jumping off the fence
i cant wait to pour up
said i cant wait until we fucking blow up
but you still bump my songs thats why i love you so much
so i know that its all in my head
i know that youre all in my head
i know that its all in my head

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

i think ur one of the few (p. ryan kelly x jolst)

I DONT NEED NO REDO
MY FEELINGS ARE REDUCED 
BABY CAN I STARE AT YOU
DOZING OFF I SEE TWO
WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
I CAN’T TELL IF I’M FEELING YOU
I SAID IF THERE’S A PROBLEM BABYGIRL I WANNA SEE IT THROUGH
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I’M SO NAUSEOUS 
BRO JUST CRASHED THE WHIP HE DONE LOST IT
BEEN ASLEEP ALL DAY I’M EXHAUSTED
GIRL I SET A LINE AND YOU CROSSED IT
YA YOU CROSSED IT
WHERE’S MY HEART YOU LOST IT
I’M NOT CRYING I’M YAWNING I’M TIRED OF YOUR SHIT
BABY THIS IS NOT IT
HOW YOU NOT KNOWING ME HOW YOU NOT HIP
HOW YOU TRYNA READ MY MIND LIKE YOU READ MY LIPS
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I TALK TO THE WALL
I NEED ONE GOOD THING JUST TO BREAK MY FALL
ALWAYS GETTING INTO THINGS WHEN I’M NOT INVOLVED 
THEY WANT 2020 BLXTY BUT I DONE EVOLVED
YA I DONE EVOLVED
MAYBE I’M NOT THE BAD GUY
WAIT-
IF I SAID THAT THAT’S A FAT LIE
I JUST WANT A REDO OF MY LAST LIFE
I JUST WANT TO REPLAY LIFE FROM LAST NIGHT
I DON’T NEED NO REDO
POCKETS FAT THEY DON’T REDUCE
IF I’M REAL I THINK I NEED YOU
I WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS

redo (exo)

if u know what i know, it's ok
i hold on way too long, way too late
i try not to talk back but i hate
everything in this path that i made
if u know what i know, it's ok
i hold on way too long, way too late
i try not to talk back but i hate
everything in this path that i made

i can stop when i want i'm ok
i don't like when you talk, i can't wait
please shut up get the fuck out my face
i slit you, you slit me, then we wait
ARP, got smith and wesson
keltec my trunk, please don't test it            
ARP, got smith and wesson
keltec my trunk, please don't test it

if u know what i know

Even if I can't fix it
18
Producer/Musician

Not there

Faoilain

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