produced by heylog

lyrics:
the biggest thing i fear
the darkness in my heart
will never disappear
now i'm back to start 
but u gave me one night where i felt happy again
i smiled and waved goodbye
i think i made a friend

she said, "the night is young"
i got nothing to do
let's ride around town
windows open through the roof
i think this is special
it's never been us two
laughing in the meadows, while the flowers bloom
don't leave u needa stay
i don't wanna go home
i could stay here for days
maybe hang again
cause i'm okay with that
i don't wanna get my hopes up but hey,
i think i made a friend

i hear them calling on my name
i'm still log and i'm still the same
hold right here don't let go of me
i'll be here if u need anything
it's getting pretty late
i could talk to u for hours
i never say a thing, i never say a word
but when i speak with u
i leave my introvert
i leave it all behind, is it better is it worse

well is it better is it worse cause you've known me for a while
and the day really depends if i frown or if i smile
will depression come again
but as soon as u went home
depression came back
but i don't really care cause i think i made a friend

she said, "the night is young"
well i got nothing to do
let's ride around town
windows open through the roof
i think this is special
it's never been us two
laughing in the meadows while the flowers bloom
don't leave u needa stay
cause i don't wanna go home
i could stay here for days
so maybe hang again
cause i'm okay with that
i don't wanna get my hopes up but hey..
i think i made a friend

but i don't think i'm ready i cannot have a girl yet
i'm still getting over my last relationship
i'm slowly getting better but some nights i still feel numb
now people wanna hangout but the doors shut
u say that u miss me and i really doubt that
u say that ur proud of me, do u even mean it?
but i think ur tryna take advantage of me
cause no one around me is doing what i'm doing

I THINK I MADE A FRIEND
I THINK I MADE A FRIEND
I THINK I MADE A FRIEND

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i think i made a friend

synopsis

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i wait patient for karma
butterflies and larva
pain in my sternum
poking me in my heart oh
floating i've risen
fall apart, rebuild it
emptiness, refill it
but i'm out of liquid
i made it far
low on juice, recharge
going through some photos, i feel pain in my heart
(god)
love me or not, do something
don't tease or play w my feelings
wait here in the cold
anger, unfold

you
oh
you
oh
you
oh
oh
you
baby hold me
enough is not enough
i need something
when i fall out of love

listen here u need to know
come closer, this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love u and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
don't let go it's me i'll kill

can't stop coughing
bruising my chest
i make mistakes, keep losing my head
avoiding talk, don't wanna see friends
afraid of toxics i can feel it
you said u was my boy
but i hear the fake in your voice
(so fake)
"WHY DO I NEVER HEAR FROM YOU OR SEE YOU
WHY DO I NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU BEEN UP TO"
I DON'T FEEL LIKE CONVERSATING
I BOTTLE UP, GIVE IT TIME TILL I BREAK IT
DROWNING AND DROWNING MY SENSE
HOW AM I BLESSED WHEN YOU SAW WHAT I DID
LET OUT MY EMOTION UPSTAIRS IN MY CRIB
PROCRASTINATING AGAIN AND AGAIN

Comfort in you
I just wanted comfort in you
Whole time you watched me sleep
Think that I saw you in a dream
When I wake up why do I scream?
(When I wake up why do I scream?)

I'm used to it don't bother
I dunk my head underwater
Hope one day I'm forgotten
You left my body its rotten
I'm cold and sick from the weather
Know I been down could feel better
I stay high so fuckin often, feels like I'm chasing a coffin
Still not used to the pressure
Without you around its better
Wiping tears with my sweater
Don't think that I'll forget her

People always wanna tell me what I should or shouldn't do
I don't give a fuck what they say wanna wake up next to you
Fucking up my mental every day now I've been feeling screwed
Wake up wanting something different yeah I'm craving something new

Shut up, I don't wanna hear it at all anymore
Brain numb, I don't wanna feel it at all, I been sore
Good luck, when you wanna walk outside on your own
So dumb, how you wanna pretend you're all alone

I can't forget all the ways that I felt yeah
She look my way now I'm not feeling well yeah
Stabbed in the back with a metaphor something
Tells me I hate you but you say you love me

Why you piss me off
Sing a stupid song
Get your action shot
While my body rot
It's like 2 o clock
And I just can't sleep
I can't forget her
So I think I'll leave

I'm used to it don't bother
I dunk my head underwater
Hope one day I'm forgotten
You left my body its rotten
I'm cold and sick from the weather
Know I been down could feel better
Wiping tears with my sweater
Don't think that I'll forget her

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comfort w/ cmten (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

premonition (yungspoiler)

fall at the same time

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

invincible

meet me at the exit (siem spark x jean parker)

but its backwards fucked up how i cant trust anyone ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me
additional composition by @cbrtrsh @humanchiapet
https://twitter.com/cbrtrsh
https://www.instagram.com/humanchiapet/

lyrics:
but i wanted more 
and i dont see a problem with asking for
a little more compassion 
when you ignore me without no warning
post all morning your life's so boring

and id love to reconnect
talk about the things that we never said
and i hope you wanted more than just the sex
say the word and ill put this all to rest cause
its backwards thinking you dont need me
and your gonna leave me when im bleeding

said you dont wanna thing
then whyd you lead me on
take me back to the time you said i dont belong
but its backwards, fucked up 
how i cant trust anyone
the last words really stuck 
and i dont plan on moving on

meet me at the exit (siem spark x jean parker)

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