Name: stray w/ solderis (zephyr + ghostsocial) by ghostsocial in Ｍｅｓｓｙｈｅａｒｔｓ
Duration: 2 min 30 s
Description: with @solderis prod @heyzeph. mutt county out sep 27th luv

Ｍｅｓｓｙｈｅａｒｔｓ

prod by xona & quannnic

@quannnic

-lyrics-

I’m done with you
I got scars all on my arm
and you know well, that they talk about me when I start to fail
god, I don’t feel myself no more
you’re the reason i came for
but I’m breaking what i swore 
I just want you to know…

that I feel so tired 
I don’t feel okay 
can we stay away?
cause I know you’ll be safe
I don’t care that much 
I don’t care that much 
and I wish you tried, I just-

don’t look back, I’ll crash 
I got too much in my past
and I won’t feel bad
I’ll crash
and end my life in a flash
you laugh, right back
these strings attached my back
you placed me through this ash
yet I feel my best out of that

black circles to my eyes like that
you don’t know, you don’t bother like that
scrolling through our photos, now I’m sad
I don’t mean anything, I’m last
“stop staring at nothing”
and I’ll kill myself 
and I’ll kill myself 

and I can’t find a source why-
fuck this, you bend all of these lies
no point to fight
(no point x3)
and I crash at points 
so it’s hard to make a choice
yeah I’m done with you
so done with you

that I feel so tired 
I don’t feel okay 
can we stay away?
cause I know you’ll be safe
I don’t care that much 
I don’t care that much 
and I wish you tried, tried, tried-

don’t look back, I’ll crash 
I got too much in my past
and I won’t feel bad
I’ll crash
and end my life in a flash
look back, I'll crash
i don't want us in the past
cause i always feel bad
i'll crash
and end my life in a flash

sincerely

spotify

+ @1wondir
prod @1spooz
inspired by @threedimensionsapart

@1spooz
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel dead

ur voice is all i hear
these places far but they feel near

im too scared to talk back
i cant sleep cuz we always come back again
and u hate when i say this
i just want this to be over im praying

@1wondir
n if ur scared ill run away
lights on til the sky turns gray
send injections to my face
its not my fault i rot away

n i saw it
every single word lay on my conscious
i’m lost n i’m fallin
got me sick to my stomach too often

p.s: this song took 3 months to finally finish lmao

11 +wondir

p slicky 
this is fucked!
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/fun-suckr

fun suckr (p slicky)

ko (feat. sweet max) (p slicky)

Lyrics:
I dream of a life
Where I see things twice
For how they are not
How they seem
I've lost my mind and
I don't know why
I can't think straight
Or believe these little means at a time
I was never one to hide behind
All of the blinking flashing lights
So I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

As the weather gets colder
It's harder to breathe in the air
Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough
We live like we're older but
Never take risk
That could ruin our life
We're still smarter than them
By a mile
Talk bout' it
For a while
We won't break off
Just take breaks here and there
But I'll wait up for you
Let you catch up and
Hope you still need me
And that you'd never see
I live in fear
I believe you'll let me down
I barely believe in the signs I see
But I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

And it's hard to believe
That you might never see
Where you went wrong
90 miles an hour
I've lost all my power
I sit on the sideline
I finally realized
Cause I think I know

Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind

all platforms

cross my mind

chlorine

numb

coverboy (grayskies)

99th Floor ft. kennedyxoxo (sailor x jolst)

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

mirrors

superstar (noahmadethiss+jolst)

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

stray w/ solderis (zephyr + ghostsocial)

ghostsocial

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