Sometimes as we go through life, we can feel invisible and unseen.

See Me (Radio Edit) Country

Lonely feat. lullabyboy // prod. Discent

Tightrope (prod. Naive & Michael Jared)

produced by @caspr and @user-182805726
these dudes are so talented pls go support them

cover art by evan carr (@e.j.carr on ig)
this song will be on all platforms in a lil bit

lyrics:
it feels like sunday
when you'd call me up again
we could do whatever
never have to play pretend
because on monday
everybody knows it then
you're a vacant body
and you act like im nobody
now the weeks fly past
and i don't think about u
but one more ask
and you're back in my head tonight

(its that look in your eyes make my heart melt)
(and i'll tell u it all it is heartfelt)
its that look in your eyes, make my heart melt
and i'll tell u it all, it is heartfelt
i got nothin to spare leave it all on the table
know when to fold, hit me up when you're stable

sunday (p. caspr x saint tomorrow)

sunday [caves x saint tomorrow]

Sixth and final song on the album! "Just a **** up"
This song was written as the final song for the album, because even after everything, even after trying to say goodbye, im still calling her and don't understand what i did wrong
The amazing feature is lullabyboy
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

Thank you for all the support on my music and album!
mixed by lullabyboy
produced by irby (Purchased lease for beat)

Stream on Spotify!

I've Been Calling (feat. lullabyboy) [prod. Irby]

i wrote my part of this song in september  when some rough shit was happening to me and my family, appreciate any support you show <3

follow us! 💜✨

whywewish!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
sc: @whywewish

✰88STRAIT✰!
instagram: www.instagram.com/88strait/
sc: @88strait

~lyrics~

intro (88strait & wish)
do you even know how i feel? i cant see  the lies 
visions gettin blurry, might jus be the glossy eyes
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised 
makin music just to cope, but life has been a fight
and you put yourself before me when it all went wrong
i been chillin by myself, its been way too long now 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

bridge (wish)
sayin' eveeythings fine, thats my worst lie 
late night, cant sleep cause im stuck inside my mind
i been lettin way too much shit fly 
stayin on my own til  the day i die 

verse 1 (wish) 
18 wit big dreams, had to drop a couple ppl from the home team
cant be chillin wit no fake homies, goin up even if im goin slowly
i aint ever listen to the hate that they told me 
prayin that the team makes it, shit, i aint even holy
prayin that the whole team makes it 
ion give a fuck bout bein famous 
want some racks? mum here, take this
why this whole industry so damn faceless? 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

verse 2 (88strait)
do you even know how i feel?
i can’t see the lies 
visions getting blurry might just be the glossy eyes 
and all i ever do is sit alone in my room and write songs about the past 
and what we had back then
you don’t wanna talk and now i’m choking up
please don’t go cause i need you here now
it’s like everytime i fall in love i end up so alone 
even when i’m held up in your arms i’m better on my own 
and you put yourself before me when it all went went wrong
i been chillin by myself it’s been way too long now 
it’s been way too long, switchblades fucked up i can’t a feel a thing
it’s been way too long
oh, oh, oh 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own
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thank you for any love you show!! <3

glossy eyed w/ ☆88STRAIT☆ (p. andyr & layz)

Me and Beetyl's first collab track released! This one's talking about losing control of your feelings and feeling useless.  Hope y'all enjoy and can't wait to make more songs with Beetyl down the line!

Useless (Young Heartbreak and Beetyl Collab)

Idfktbh i just cried on a freestyle

mix and master: @ifeelnum

lyrics:
Back to my old ways
feeling so empty
writing all these songs about how i feel
i dont know if any of this is real

i want to be new
im so sick of writing songs about you
i just wanna be with you
i might just let this go

writing all these new songs about the way you made me feel
writing these songs on these scars theyll never heal
i just wanna feel alive
control my mind
i dont wanna die tonight
i dont wanna let this die
maybe ill just cry
one more time

sorry for the things i said
sorry that i never left
sorry that my minds a mess

idfktbh

idfktbh (prod. Chronyc)

mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Lyrics: 
Never really knew how it felt to feel so alone
Till the day I had to let you go 
And I mean it when I say the pain cuts deep
Its like your words were a blade perfectly made for me 
Don’t have scars that show 
But look in my eyes the window to my soul 
You’ll see the fire that’s been killing me 
Burning me alive from the inside out 
But its like im mute tryna scream and shout
Never really knew how it felt to feel so alone 
Till im crying on my couch 
Wishing I would melt away like snow 
And unlike the seasons my feelings have changed 
I see the world with a constant cloud of gray

wistful (prod 19hearts)

a song written, composed, and recorded within 24 hours about a broken promise and a shattered heart


lyrics;

writing this song at 10:00 pm
i got nothin else to say cept how it hurts
cause it fuckn hurts 

i’m waiting forever for something 
i can’t say exactly what but i know it’s not this
it’s definitely not this

you lied and you broke me and for what
all for yourself and thought of how you felt 
just how you felt 

tired of being treated like i’m disposable 
like i’m something you throw away
cause you’ve thrown me away 
again and again 


are you done yet 
are you done playing with me now
repeating myself is all i know 
broken record scratches show

are you done yet
are you done playing with me now
you promised me twice 
and you knew the price
you’d have to pay
you did it anyway 


writing this song it’s 11:00 now
inspired by an eighties movie i wish i was in
i wish i was in

happy endings seem nice for a few
glad someone can have what i never can
cause i never can


are you done yet 
are you done playing with me now
repeating myself is all i know 
broken record scratches show

are you done yet
are you done playing with me now
you promised me twice 
and you knew the price
you’d have to pay
you did it anyway 


it’s a reminder not to trust
a reminder not to believe 
i could have it


are you done yet 
are you done playing with me now
repeating myself is all i know 
broken record scratches show

are you done yet
are you done playing with me now
you promised me twice 
and you knew the price
you’d have to pay
you did it anyway

broken record

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/cypression

Lyrics:

Hazenova:

i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 
i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 

u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 
u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
and all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 


i wanna get to know her
but she pushes me away
i wanna get to know her
but i dont know what to say


Cypression:

 wanna get know him but he pushes me away
 wanna get to know him but I don’t what to say
 think about him every night and everyday  
 look up at the clouds i swear see his face 
 focused on the pain but I’m tryna be okay 
 never feel comfortable my life it’s so dull 
 close my eyes i fantasize 
 about whats on the other side
 i dont know how much more i can take
 i dont really wanna stay awake 
 look up at the sky see the stars
 they remind me of his eyes 
 it’s so hard to separate all the lies 
 look up at the sky 
 see the stars 
 they remind me of his eyes

broken record

lemony