Lovejoy - Model Buses

Normalize

Normalize (Slowed Down)

‘Portrait of a Blank Slate’ by Lovejoy, filmed live at the Royal Oak Music Theatre in Detroit on the Across the Pond Tour 2023.

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Lovejoy - Portrait of a Blank Slate (Live from Detroit)

CREDITS:
Produced by Baad Beats Collective
Written by Diego Cantu
Additional Voices Provided by Jackie & Mr. Mushnik

LYRICS:
But now the barrier's cleared
Never thought i'd say this again, but look mom, i'm here
Making connections and holding them near
Cryin out my pores and dustin off my rash actions
The class actually perceived me,
The class actually, they need me.

It felt odd to have creativity
In a room full of rejects cus we all felt validated
Check box on ones and zeros like binary,
Our code, our motto, we read line by line

Improvement we move it see line five
We crushed it, the suspects
now we could be tried, guilty of being
A couple of losers in polos
But what the fuck is that to you (nothing.)
So now i’m running solo

its like the bastard group
nightmare drama troupe,
convoluted doctor seuss
Tied together like a fucking noose

Less jokes than before, Less chokes than before
I’m tryna lower the floor so the bar seems higher
I’m tryna raise myself up so the class turns climber
Try to reach my limits bitch cus now we aint minors

We fired, we find out that the world is bigger than inspired
I’m tired, so much work and dedication for liars
But yet in between the projects, i saw a group of people
I wouldn't mind to meet through, musicals and articles
paper spreads and monocles costumes and the technical,

I felt so intellectual when i turned up the dial,
Its vile, how many times i missed the sun go down
A child, missing out on his own home town
No use in complaining cus I'm out of there now
But nothing will ever take that back so i might as well bow

(CHORUS)
Downstage, Downstage
Downstage, Downstage

but it’s all up from here
Yall cryin fussy assholes thought the end was near
Think again motherfucker cus girl im here
Cryin out my pores and dustin off my rash actions
The class actually perceived me,
The class actually, they need me.

It felt odd to have creativity
In a room full of rejects cus we all felt validated
Check box on ones and zeros like binary,
Our code, our motto, we read line by line

DOWNSTAGE (prod. baadbeats)

CREDIT:
Produced by Yogic Beats
Written by Diego Cantu
Additional Vocals provided by Frida Cantu

LYRICS:
it was nice talking back with you girl, that girl,
hadn't talked in a while, i was choking on my smile
switched up like a light, forgot about our fight
Try to brush it off even though she led me on

Is it fine to be happy with you?
Is it fine to be talked to when i dont know it’s true?
Is it fine to do it now when i wouldn't in june?
Redefine our boundaries like chameleon do

Thought it would be awkward but it's kinda okay
I dont even know what the fuck you expect me to say
I’m still kind of petty over the things that you made
Me do and the things you said, blah blah blah

I guess i'm glad that you came to your senses
Any indication by tone of your sentences
I, feel like i’m seeing you through new lenses
But don’t make it a habit, cause that shit cost too expensive

Look what you made me do
Told friends and family shit that ain’t even true
I fucked up so much, cat dont land on its feet
A mistake so big, i started to fuck with gravity

I get off telling people the trauma i’ve been through
So much so i sorta started to spin truth
I'm sorry now, i don’t mean to intrude
But there's somebody new i gotta introduce

Me, entering a new era
Feelings get blown around like i got a bow and arrow
Feeling kinda shitty cus i treat you like a bidding
Then i left another minute despite.. your other feelings

I’m stuck, couldn't even give you a fuck
Pouring all our breakup feelings in a cup
When i vent, can’t you breathe fine?
There's a layer of irony betwine every line

I’m sorry, for putting up a front
I’ve been kinda shitty to ya’ll, i guess
But now i’m on a new frontier
hear the rest of this shit, baby be my guest

The bottom line is,
Whenever you find this
Be careful when you try defining   
What it means to be in a fuckin alliance
cus... I guess i was lying


(chorus)
Look what you made me do
that shit aint even true
I’m not the first you want
I’m not that guy anymore

I'm glad that you checked in on me
I'm not the guy I was
a couple months ago
I'm not that guy anymore

Look what you made me do
You made me rude
Played you a fool
I’m such a piece of shit
I’m not that guy anymore


Is it fine to be happy with you?
Is it fine to be talked to when i dont know it’s true?
Is it fine to do it now when i wouldnt in june?
Redefine our boundaries like chameleon do

It was nice checking up on our fences
Redefinin eachothers exterior defenses
We look at eachother, oklahoma and kansas
You’re down i’m up just like our expenses

NSO, plopped group six
freshman required orientation how sick
crossed the line and took a couple of pics
sent them to my girly and told her that she was missed

(then i) got a text from ya, ya thru messenger
tryna check in with me like a pedicure
pure professional, sent delusional
girl your only connection with me is electrical

moving out soon, i packed my bags
my clothes in boxes, my eyeballs sag
i’m glad we talked but now i’m sad
this world of foxes alone im sat

down, black sheep all alone
damn, this seat’s getting cold
shit, i’d pay anything to be back at household
But that’s too bold for me, cus all i can do for now is

wait, like i’m at a rest stop
between the past the present and the future i’m stuck
this is where i go when all my faith is gone
and where i’ll be til september, i don’t mean to get dark
 
got my sentimental framed
flame i threw all my friends in
not enough to explain why i never say goodbye
at the end of the summer, the end of my game
i’ll hit pause and realize that y’all aint even playing
fuck!

CHECK-IN (prod. yogicbeats)

Normal People Things

jus made this faye webtser inspired song for funsies today!
pic is nic aka @1800idekbro on IG:) love em

I know 
you said 
I know you said the weekend
I know
I know you said
I know you said the weekend

Leesss make some plans
I wanna hold yo hand
Am I in your space??
Well tell me where I should land
Yuh

(I don't want to
I don't want to wait
I don't want to
I don't want to wait)

I know 
you said 
I know you said the weekend
I know
I know you said
I know you said the weekend but

I don't to 
I don't want to wait

I don't wanna uh-
I don't wanna uh-
wai- ait

I don't want to
I don't want to wait

I don't wanna 
I dont wanna uh-
Wa- ait

DOWNSTAGE (prod. baadbeats)

GIGOE

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