Pretty Girl At The Airport - 6 October 2014

pardoner’s tale - forrister

lyrics:
oh, i wish i could write you 
but i'm a shit friend 
plus, i lost all my pens
i think i bled them dry
or i left them at the library
i'm lying through my teeth but
have some pity on me, pretty please, oh

i don't need forgiveness
only understanding 
lately i've been living 
on another planet
and i can't hear you all the way from earth
your messages i'm declining 
'cause i can't stand my climate
yeah, i can't hear you all the way from earth
there's too many rules to follow
too many pills to swallow

i'm inconvenient as i'm imploding, input noted
i'm inconvenient as i'm imploding, input noted
you call the professionals and i'll call myself a...
i'm inconvenient as i'm imploding
as my whole system is overloading, input noted
you call the professionals and i'll call myself a poet

they told me to love myself and i think i do
but i'm not sure if i like her and i wonder if i even want to 
but now i'm just rambling
i don't need forgiveness 
i don't need forgiveness

oh, i wish i could write you 
but i'm a shit friend 
yeah, i'm such a shit friend
prisoner of my own mind and the guards don't take well to fighters
so i sit and spread wider
prisoner of my own mind, what crime we're guilty of
i'm none the wiser
try to find out and you're a lifer

thy kingdom come, thy will be done
they say god absolves all of his sons
but i'm not too demanding
i don't need forgiveness
only understanding

only understanding

Lyrics:

drive til you can't see the lights
fly til you've opened your mind
up to the sky
where there's no one in sight
you're lost in the clouds
& your life is a lie.

oh i've been so lost in myself
i can't remember
why i said that shit
i take back my whole life

hide from your lonely heart
cry, i know it's hard
but you gotta get through
i know you'll get through
relief is coming
coming soon...
you're waiting for something but it's taking it's time
you're losing your patience, you're losing your mind.

oh i've been so lost in myself
i can't remember
why i said that shit
i take back my whole life

Written, recorded, produced, & performed by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer) & Cristian Moreno (KOKIO/Tokyo Thrift) in June 2017.

lost in myself (demo)

YNAAYT

Second Letter from St. Julien (Rearranged 2018)

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only understanding

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