(hey, it’s me,)
(I know we haven’t spoken in a while and things have been weird.) 
(I hope you’re doing really good… call me sometime okay?)


You see me in the spotlight
Caught me at the wrong time
Sometimes I need to be a little more selfish
Cause I’m drained of all my energy and feel sick
So let me get the mood right
(Let me set the mood)
I might act a fool tonight
(Imma act a fool)
She gon buss it at the club
While we sippin’ on some bub
Got me thinking bout it when I’m by myself

When it feel like I’m stuck in a cage
I look at my bars
And reboot my consciousness 
Cause I love a girl by my side
And I cannot lie
But I don’t wanna talk about
And this feeling ain’t enough but it feel sumn different
I don’t like that drank inside my cup but really I’m still sipping
And I couldn’t tell you why
But I look at my life
My father an alcoholic
So I ponder my mind
I’m seeing the signs
all of What I discovered 
it Wasn’t myself but representation of what was around me 
I ponder again
Look where I’ve been
So lemme start moving forward

It’s all on the stage
Lemme show you what’s real
And say how I feel
To let go of this pain
(So what if I didn’t know)
I was told to have faith
Then go in the field
With no sword and shield
I went in and killed
Something I didn’t ask for

You see me in the spotlight
Caught me at the wrong time
Sometimes I need to be a little more selfish
Cause I’m drained of all my energy and feel sick
So let me get the mood right
(Let me set the mood)
I might act a fool tonight
(Imma act a fool)
She gon buss it at the club
While we sippin’ on some bub
Got me thinking bout it when I’m by myself


(but have you ever thought, what if this is all just a dream)

Selfish (prod. samx)

GingerManMaxx