i have a bad history with this song. I decided to put it back up for the history of this account. Just know this was like a lil "tribute" to the album frailty. I won't be making anything like this in the future.

i might impulsively private later

-lyrics-
its been a while now
i didn't know that you were gone
maybe i lie and break myself down for a song

i try to remember the last day
but its all a blur to me anyway
i know i know, i haven't been the same (i know im to blame)
i should've thrown it away - im tired of playing this game

too long to realize 
i was living in all of those lies
suffer a fraction of time
(no) its the life you left behind (2x)

wasting my time just stuck in my bed
whats wrong with the world yeah its all in your head
one walk in the forest - step by step
brand new start no regret

if i lose interest why is everything so sad?
i spent all of my time in there, i lost what i had

too long to realize 
i was living in all of those lies
suffer a fraction of time
(no) its the life you left behind (2x)
im wasting all my time (wasting all my time) (my time)

last cartridge

Contortion dream (silly version)

Produced, and Mixed by wisp
Written, and Performed by wisp and thatcherblackwood

vexatious

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vexatious w/ thatcherblackwood

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https://genius.com/Elxnce-18-lyrics

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gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

prod. me 

lyrics:
do you even recall my name - my name
do you even feel the breath of air you speak
was it really worth all the pain - the pain
did you ever know me? break my brain
hold my hand
but all i can see is the shadow beside you and
it calls for me
we can't go back yet you still stand at the edge of the world
parlay with your life until
the light behind us starts to fall
eventide holds on to you
it won't let go until we're done here
bequeath all you own
it won't stay your home
hold close to let go
become echoes
the world you once had
watch it fade to black
you're still all I have but I can't grab you
recollect my thoughts from all your shattered words
splinter in my brain all I say just hurts
take a picture before you forget it all
it takes pain to heal again

gash upon my skin
let the shadows inside
of where i live where I still feel safe
hole in my feelings
can you feel it there?
it's all your fault now
I can't feel can you
it still hurts me too
does it hurt you
do you love me do you feel pain 

was I nothing

you told me to not forget
I'll stand watch as the world ends
everything you said was wrong
but you knew that all along
"you love me, do you trust me?"
do you love do you trust do you feel me here
everyone just hurts sometimes but
I think pain can still break a heart
scales sway as you play with my love
feel it's beat go out and in and
do you even care anymore
cause you have no place in this world
did you
did you 
did you feel did you

the world ends with you

produced by me + instrumental mix/master 
vocal mix/master by @ryptage + me
art by me
original track by @ecco2k_year0001

lyrics:

Think I fell for someone, oh, what's going on?
I'm still covered in Dry g'LOSS and I can't take it off
Oh, and it's just me and myself, just the two of us
Spend some time alone with you now, you're my only one
I've got a thing for you, a thing for you?
I think of you, am I going crazy?
A thing for you, a thing for you
A thing (Don't take me back again, don't take me back again)
It's so hard to hide but so easy to find
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Silver lights, I let it oxidize (Oxidize)
I've been rolling oxen bone
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Baby, kiss me through the phone
Ecco2k, I lost all hope
Smoking on dope, I feel so cold
Smoking on dope, I feel so cold
Live on islands made of stone
Rob that person for his coat
Twenty-five thousand on Silk Road
Shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, that glow
Obviously silver, not no gold
Tried to keep up and he went broke
Steaming hot, they don't want no smoke
2g K, went to the hole
And my heart is fine, I star and cross my eyes
Can never let you cross my mind
Oh, I try, it happens all the time (I'm not afraid of anything)
And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes
Can never let you cross my mind
Oh, I try, it happens all the time
Oh, I'm unraveling, and I'm panicking
Feel like I'm paper-thin, and now I'm tearing
Help me please, give me calcium, I think I'm fracturing
I need bandaging, don't take me back again
I feel like Marilyn, but I'm not acting again
This might be the end, I think it might be
I'm seeing evil men, am I imagining them?
I think I might be
It's so hard to hide but so easy to find
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Silver lights, I let it oxidize (Oxidize)
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
Double K crystals kiss my nose
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice
(Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes)
Silver lights, I let it oxidize (Oxidize)
(it oxidize)
(it oxidize)

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calcium

thaw

6 of 9
~
the train, I made it just for you
one year later, I still don't think that I can do it

turn the light out in the hall
it's been 3 weeks but I'm not sure if I can catch my breath
I think that it's been long enough
only waiting for the woods to stab me in the chest
but how do I walk thru the world without shame
but how do I walk thru the world without shame

I think I hate you
you don't expect me to let go of you
you wanted too much
guess I never wanted anything from you

if you really loved me, you'd want me dead
you wouldn't miss me, you thought I said
I love you too much to do all that
but I'm not the person you think I am
don't think I want a sudden death
but i'd never show you who I am
if you really knew me, put it to rest
if you really knew me, you'd want me dead

Sudden death

pull me closer
and tell me you love me
those words will never get old
that much i know

and you cant see my face
cuz its against your chest
but if you could
youd see the biggest smile in the world

ooooh
and i never want this to end
no i never want it to

i know theres not much 
to say that
i havent
already said
but as long as u don't mind
ill say it again and again

grab me tighter
and tell me you feel safe
cuz in a million years
theres nothing id rather hear

and you cant see your face
through my eyws
but if you could
youd see the prettiest girl in the world

ooooh
and i never want this to end
no i never want it to

and i know theres not much
to say that
you havent
already heard
but i hope you know
i meant every word

capture

written and performed by @blissom and @chriad
guitar by @blissom and @d4niboi
drop drums and bass by @chriad
mixed by @blissom and @chriad
mastered by @ryptage
photography by aznlemon

go ahead
get comfortable
youre safe now
youre safe here
i promise
whatll it take
to get your mask off
to get you to show your face
i know you want to
and itll end the same
putrid and moldy
the decomposing meat
all you can smell for days
so take the makeup off
you cant fool me
i wanna see that pretty
rotting face of yours

(like it always does
ties torn apart
thrown into the mud
and it'll end the same)

can you stomach
a glance in the mirror
or have the bugs
made their way to your eyes
fade to black
no remorse
no regrets
no respect
is it done
is there more
left to do
left to end
left to kill

i fucking told you
i knew it would end like this
another page i shouldve left untouched
another reason to trust my gut
is nothing sacred
is nothing built to last
ive seen your faces
now i want nothing more than to leave them all in the past

what did you think youd get away with?
like did you really think that i wouldnt figure you out?
lay your cards down on the table
and try to act like i dont know that theres still some in your mouth
what did you think youd get away with?
you know its not easy to hide with the mess you leave
a reputation reduced to ashes
another cracked and broken memory

glass facade +chriad +daniboi

like ginseng but also like ginkgo but also like gin but also like sewn

capture

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