I woke up yesterday morning just fed up with my nihilistic attitude. I felt like I was sinking to depths.. mental uncharted territory that I feared I wouldn’t be able to get out of. I literally felt like I was drowning.  Usually when I get this way I shut down, absolving all responsibility for my state of being… chalking it up to the unrealistic exceptions people have of neurodivergent niggas existing within capitalism…. Of course it’s true.. but for me, not maintaining a locus of control, not allowing myself to see how I am the master of my own fate, depletes my will to live much much faster. The truth of my reality is that I’m the one that shapes it. So that morning I asked myself.. what tf was I gonna do today as step 1? How to move through the chronic fatigue I’ve developed over the years? How to rewire my brain to resist the coping mechanisms that allowed me to survive up to this point but absolutely do not serve me anymore? I haven’t figured out everything yet b/c I had this revelation yesterday lmao but as a symbol of new beginnings, I made this mix. Represents me beating depression’s ass by finding my strength in the sound (: Although I made it for me, I’m sharing it because I just feel like being vulnerable today clearly and it’s pretty good

Finding strength in the sound

Los Angeles-based DJ and producer, 88, is back with a new monthly residency on Dublab called Club Paradise. Airing every 2nd Friday night of the month, from 10pm-midnight, Club Paradise centers Baltimore,Jersey and Philly Club Music and its relationship with Hip Hop, Ballroom, House and Techno, while tying in Caribbean, Latin & African based Dancehall, Dembow and GQOM which influenced him after traveling abroad. Look forward to energetic, genre blending DJ sets, exclusive music and special guest sets. Club Paradise aims to highlight and blend urban music in all high energy electronic form.

Episode 011 features a guest mix from Portland Producer and DJ, @davequam

Club Paradise 011 - 88. w/ Special Guest: DAVE QUAM

https://soundcloud.com/nguzunguzu

Tracklist:
Kelela- The High (MikeQ & Divoli remix)
Teedra Moses- All I Ever Wanted
Killer Mike- Ready Set Go Instrumental
Arcangel ft. De La Ghetto- Estamo Aqui
151 Feva Gang- Kush Groove
Stardust- Music Sounds Better With You
Ciara- You Can Get It
Bok Bok- Melba's Call Instrumental
Jhene Aiko- The Worst (IamDjGetem YoungKid Jersey Club Remix)
Nguzunguzu- Rotations
Jon E Cash- Cash Combo
Donae'o- Niggas in Paris remix
Kingdom/Aaliyah- One OG in a Million (Joey LaBeija edit)
Jeremih/ Cashmere Cat- Party Girls
Teyana Taylor ft. Yo Gotti & Pusha T- Maybe

MIXED By Nguzunguzu

Kingdom b2b MA NGUZU aka #July10th 
+ Guest host Dawn Richard 
Fade to Mind on Rinse FM 1.8.15

Tune in to Fade to Mind on Rinse FM 
Every second Thursday at 3pm PST / 6pm EST / 11pm BST 
Listen at rinse.fm/player or on 106.8 FM in London

Kingdom b2b MA NGUZU aka #July10th + Guest host Dawn Richard - Fade to Mind on Rinse FM 1.8.15

GYPSY SPORT FALL 2017 MIX by Anthony Dicap featuring:

ANNA MORGAN - GRACE (HABIBIBOI REMIX)
LIL CRACK - NUMERO 10
SPICE - INNA MI POCKET (DUBBEL DUTCH RMX)
DINAMARCA - RELIGION
YNFYNYT SCROLL - AMOR GALORE (SZA)
????? - BREAK IT UP
BAD GYAL - JACARANDA
CUBAN DOLL - EXPOSYA
MECHATOK - DAY LITE
RÉELE - SELFISH FOR YOU
KELELA - LMK (MOUNTAIN REMIX)
TOMMY KID - RAPTOR (NADUS REMIX)
HALEY SMALLS - BAEWATCH
SHYQA - BLEEDING (WULFFLUW XCIV REMIX)
SOPHIE - ITS OKAY TO CRY

ANTHONY DICAP x Gypsy Sport Fall 2017 Mix

Asmara and Manara team up for our last Rinse show of the year.

Tune in.

Fade to Mind on RinseFM ft Asmara + Manara (12/14/17)

Kiss FM Fresh Mix August '18

Girl Unit mix for World Wide FM August '18

@NightSlugs producer @GirlUnit celebrates his debut album Song Feel with a romantic Dazed Mix drawing on rap, R&B, and club music.

Read more: https://dazd.co/2Ulvi4r

Dazed Mix

Dazed Mix: Girl Unit

hindsight, moving on, looking forward, optimism - enjoy

https://www.instagram.com/p/CHYKl4gpLVC/

Tracklist:
01. Ricky Razu - Cycles
02. 박혜진 Park Hye Jin - ABC
03. Logic1000 - Perfume
04. Jump Source - Empathy Mix
05. Joey LaBeija - Move On
06. Lawrence Rothman - Skindeepskyhighheartwide (Asmara Remix)
07. Facta - 4C Loop
08. Facta - Rose Red
09. Rosa Terenzi - That Track (Rewired Mix)
10. Mathis Ruffing - Dolomit
11. DJ Swisha - Crypto
12. IKONIKA - Your Body
(CLIP) Men Have Nothing to Offer You So Move On With Your Life (DivineDarling on YouTube)
13. SHE Spells Doom - Icy
14. Leonce - Tesseract
15. Nobel & Lorenzo - Legacy
16. MoMa Ready - SHADE
17. Laksa - It Feels Like I’ve Been Here Before
18. NA DJ - Come Along
19. Archangel x Sanji - Chochiloco (ft. Marvelito)
20. YS - 2 Strong 2 Long
21. TAH - All I Ever Wanted
22. Kllo - Still Here
23. Braga Circuit - Affection (Edit)

Bright Side

Boiler Room Los Angeles 023/ Fade to Mind feat. Kelela, Kingdom, Nguzunguzu, Total Freedom, & Prince William

[Broadcast on Wednesday May 22nd 2013]

Tracklist & video at boilerroom.tv

Kiss FM Fresh Mix August '18

GIRLUNIT

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