This is a song about not forgiving someone ..The title 'It's not usually in my nature' keeps repeating like a little hook and will get under your brine for sure...about being a really very lovely person who has been tested to  the limit by someone so unecessarily cruel...a nice bit of 'sing along' therapy..as its a little bit funny too...not tooo serious..Lyrics belowits not usually in my nature . I wrote and recorded it on one of those ridiculously hot over 30 degree day summer 2024..when I was not at my most relaxed...its probably still a demo..but hey there is really no such thing 

to hate someone as much as I hate you

Its not usually in my nature 

to  want to  hurt  somebody back the way I do   


It's not usually in my nature

to feel so ready for a fight to  revel in the idea of punching  out your lights 

It's not usually in my nature

 but your dancing card is marked  cos you've  almost crushed  my sweet forgiving heart 


its not usually in my nature 

but you have been   so blood sucking  cruel

Its not usually in my nature 

but I'm fantacising  about engaging in a duel


It's not usually in my nature

to feel so ready for a fight to  revel in the idea of punching  out your lights 

It's not usually in my nature

but your dancing card is marked  cos you've  almost crushed  my sweet forgiving heart


 And I cant forgive you ( thought its usually in my nature)

no I can forgive (all you show me is  a selfish  hater)

And I cant forgive you ( thought its usually in my nature) nature  

It's Not Usually in My Nature

I am working on tidy playlists..there is one for all my song-a-week and then other tidy playlists will follow ..it like a thrift shop of my songs..you gonna have to have a good rummage ..a great place for a demo  ( there is no such thing as a demo) is what I say. One day I will orgnise into tidy playlists. good luck - I will put the kettle one

It's Not Usually in My Nature

gitika partington