ft. @b07gem @820
prod. @45avast

lyrics:

(gl0)
i will never trust you, fuck im feeling anxious
never go outside all i ever feel is sadness
rot and decay filling up my fucking brain
the fuck do u want, idk what to say
i guess ill just play dead i guess ill just shut up
the fuck u say to me plz just shut up
thats all i ask of u, thats all i ask of u...
im not even there, what u trynna say to me
no one even cares, i guess ill stay this way

(b07)
i cant live without it
cant stop ive always got it
i do it cuz they hate me
i do it cuz they hate it
know theyre hating
2mgs im ok
and i just fucked my brain because of bars
and i keep my mouth shut
my eyes are bloodshot
blood in the sink
i must have done something right
imma need some flualp
for my intrusive thoughts
i just cleared my mind up so i can't think about it
o no another excuse
im really a recluse
crush dilauded
oxy 80 blue pill

(nosg)
play this game for so long
i got nothing show 4
i just popped like 2 much
makes me fucking anxious
i think i'm going crazy
you said i'm obnoxious
you don't see i try my hardest
why you so reluctant
evil in the darkness
days not getting brighter
said im fine guess i lied then

rot + b07gem x nosgov (avast)

ft. @aecape
prod. @sshinju @puppy_girl_alice

make me your past
my trust has been played with
you don't give a fuck
i ran ot of reasons
i ran out of luck
turn your back on me, you do this so fast
i tried to reason but that was our path
tell me your secrets, you keep these a lot

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down

i guess it's my fault that i'm kept alive
you waste your time again
i'd rather take pills
than keep up with your bullshit
cause it's something in my heart
that's so heavy you can't imagine

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down
break my fucking heart i dont even care
suffocation i cant breath the fucking air
you dont have to like me ill get out ur way
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say

as i tried to fix it, each time is a failure
you look down upon me, you take me for granted
you put all this pressure on me i can't let it
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..

i'd rather take pills + æcape (shinju x puppygirlalice)

(prod. irby)

lyrics:
you were all i had, it was always u. 
everybody left.
i held onto you, through it all.

coming down, let me out.

get out of my head.
i hate that i like it at all, fuck.
thinking about more, u got in my head and u lied.
never enough. 
you raped my hope, take all i had, take it and run.
i will like it. 
youve already won, you already have it all.
cut off any feelings that i had at all.
today we start to breathe.

i dont feel high at all.
i dont feel high at all.
cant feel high at all.

in my arm, you always have your way.
not what i wanted, you were what i wanted.
why?
tell me why i wake up, im not even high at all.

in a needle i found truth

(prod. til nord)

u said that im always in tune  
u said that im rotten like u 
 and i dont want  u to breath  we killed the sun  ease up on me

open my head and take my air  
feel sick in the gut when ur not there  
i wanna feel u under my skin  i wanna taste u on my tongue

and i dont want u to breath  i killed the sun ease up on me  x2
u said that im always in tune  u said that im rotten like u  
and i dont want  u to breath i killed the sun  ease up on me open my head and take my air feel sick in the gut when ur not there
and i dont want u to breath  i killed the sun ease up on me  x2

last night the sky swallowed me & showed me what god looks like

ft. @daybat
prod. @prodmichael x @puppy_girl_alice

breath by breath ft. spiral

prod. @will0wx & @puppy_girl_alice

i see u fade
 pull my stomach like a ribbon  i'm dizzy and sinking  my breath cuts short  
it was never an option i sink to nothing  i'm dizzy and sinking  my breath cuts short

pull my stomach like a ribbon (x4)

i sink to nothing

i will kiss u again on the days i'm not sick

hate every word i said to you, 
couldnt laugh. 
i fucking hate it, i cant mesh up. 
need someone to talk thru this, baby im shy too. 
maybe ill be late and make it obvious.
this songs for u, i couldnt talk now im loud and my insides blue.
 i need inside of you, i eat memories of you, and ill burn right thru.

does it kill you? when u leave me.
 its not like i ever get to close my eyes.
 should i take it? 
this songs for u. 
and everything i ever did, i just did it around u.

dont talk to me, im just wondering  
i want u and me, yea say that shit now ill wait .
and these drugs keep showing us, that u cant leave the house, i couldnt stay 
im tired and i want some, but its coming out all wrong 
now im fucking dizzy, and the drugs are hitting me 
i hope i dont wake up tonight, all i wanna hear is ur voice
i feel like im toxic. 
cuz i wanna be next to u.
 i wanna fill my arms with dope.
 just so i could be close to you.
 close to you. 
close to you.
im carried away. 
i want you to stay.

nov. 13

prod. @sprigtek

I wanna feel ur tongue
Save me its hard to watch
come back it hurts to say
How badly it hurts to stay

so bad that it hurts to watch
come back let it hurt I won’t touch
come here it hurts to say
so badly I dont even know what

i wanna feel ur tongue
save me its hard to watch
come back it hurts to say
how badly it hurts to stay

fall away
leaving in dirt decay
and I fall 
and u call

i wanna feel ur tongue
save me its hard to watch
come back it hurts to say
how badly it hurts to stay

so bad that it hurts to watch
come back let it hurt I won’t touch
come here it hurts to say
so badly I dont even know what

I wanna feel ur tongue
Save me its hard to watch
come back it hurts to say
how badly it hurts to stay

fall away
leaving in dirt decay
and I fall 
and u call

u don't see me any more

i said that I know, I’m giving up
to say what I felt was giving too much
If I give up to you would u live and breath it
cause I want what dies here, give me a reason

If u want I could die for u
If u want I could try to show u
I’ll give in cuz I want you
I want to but I can’t force u

stop can u listen, I cut the wings off of reason
u got ur way can u listen, i know ur truth its what im missing
know ur worth more than talking, know ur worth when ur hiding
u didn’t see what I did there, u didn’t see what I did there,
u didnt see what i got there,
got u on the taste, now I’m wilting.
Yes I know, that is all
waste ur phase now and I’ll kick it off.
please don’t go.
know ur worth and im asking u
I talk to much can you shut me up, I know ur gone and im giving up
face the wounds, face the truth, I don’t know what im asking u.

If u want I could die for u.
a sweet dream I could light for u.
I want to be the light for u.
so honest and scared for u.
Ill give u what u can’t feel so well.
so honest and scared its over for good.
I keep giving away it gets taken.
Im here, all in time.
u don’t care.

i don't know what i'm asking u; anything

I see u
the car
we drive
I dont, I dont feel alive
but I was fine
sitting by ur side
sitting by ur side
driving……
driving……….

every word u said to me
never became a memory
I got sick I ate ur light
It hurts to look u in the eyes
one day I will say it all
the things I love as u watch me fall
waited for nothing cause I hate myself
I keep the words inside my mouth

I see u
the car
we drive
I dont, I dont feel alive
but I was fine
sitting by ur side
sitting by ur side

every word u said to me
never became a memory
I got sick I ate ur light
It hurts to look u in the eyes
one day I will say it all
the things I love as u watch me fall
waited for nothing cause I hate myself
I keep the words inside my mouth
I see birds when I hear ur name
can’t get worse cuz im to blame
u dont care that hurts to watch
Im not there that must hurt to watch

I see u
the car
we drive
I dont, I dont feel alive
but I was fine
sitting by ur side
sitting by ur side
driving……
driving………

breath by breath ft. spiral

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