Prod by oni https://www.instagram.com/prodbyoni_/
Cover art by Softcore Geometry https://twitter.com/softcoregmtry

Lyrics:
I wanna cry more, I wanna think less
I wanna breathe more, I wanna say less
Forget what you told me
I want a different story 

I wanna be more, I wanna try less
I wanna see more, I wanna lie less
Don’t want to depend on this
Don’t wanna end up with a miss

Terminally online, determined to be in the spotlight
(Speak up)
Don’t ask me cuz I’m just fine
Don’t ask me cuz I’m just fine
I’m just fine

I’m tongue tied
That bit wasn’t justified 
And there’s something else inside
trust fall in a mudslide 
but I shrug and sigh

No matter what you say and what you do
It’s not the same I’m looking through
You’re not to blame I did it too
I did it to you
Just that simple attitude adjustment too
It all fell through when I felt you
It all fell through when I felt

I wanna cry more, I wanna think less
I wanna breathe more, I wanna say less
Forget what you told me
I want a different story 

I wanna be more, I wanna try less
I wanna see more, I wanna lie less
Don’t want to depend on this
Don’t wanna end up with a miss

Breathe in
Breathe in
Breathe
Breathe

metamorphosis

prod @carrocker
written by @chilliamusic
[lyrics]

She loves you, she loves you not.
Is that really what you thought?
Did you think you stood a chance?

Does it matter the petal you pick?
You won't acknowledge it.
Nothings best at first glance.

Lily of the Valley,
poisonous touch but that shit looks astounding.
Did you really think that beauty was grounding?
Or was it just that your heart was pounding?

Rose tinted glasses,
ignoring the signs and the words from the masses.
You'd rather be hurt, to get your hands on her assets.
I can tell, this isn't your best.

Don't go picking flowers.

You've been going at it for hours.

Outer appearence isn't what it seems,
Don't go touching what you can't see.
Too many people fall for that Lily.

Lily of the Valley,
poisonous touch but that shit looks astounding.
Did you really think that beauty was grounding?
Or was it just that your heart was pounding?

Rose tinted glasses,
ignoring the signs and the words from the masses.
You'd rather be hurt, to get your hands on her assets.
I can tell, this isn't your best.

chilliam - lily of the valley (carrocker)

prod, vocals, and cover art by me
notes// first vocal drop I am very proud of it, shoutout pedro and alfie for giving me tons of feedback with this
inspired by shye, the regrettes, and acloudyskye
hope u guys like it

sink

quickly venting might delete later im jus impulsively posting
prod some rando yt guy idk

im awful##

like2bemore

(@6kx did mixing and i did the rest. thank you friends for being awesome and helping me do this stuff.)

'-'

talk to me lyrics:
do you even care about me really?
did you mean what you said sincerely?
i've been stuck on the walls, on the ceiling.
your texts dry but i need some healing.

talk to me, i'm sorry!
i think i just miss the atmosphere.
and, i'm long gone, i'm long gone.
why care for a party when there's nothing here?

there's nothing here!
there's nothing here.
no one to fear.

i've done enough.
(many ppl know you)
am i that happy?
(they all got to choose you)
i've done enough.
(is there something to lose?)
when will they leave?
(who will you amuse)

pls don't, don't go!
(don't go anywhere, i won't go anywhere)
hold on, for sure!
(when i see u next i think i'll buy you everything)
these things, they change.
feelings get rearranged.
it's hard to see where the story goes.
who even cares; who even knows?

talk to me

and again +leyton

10/8
PRESAVE: https://ffm.to/dtre
repair me into someone else
i dont wanna bother
to ask you for help
(i dont wanna be a bother)

(re)pair

link: https://dramatrial.gumroad.com/l/dtlpdeluxe

adore u:
i adore you
can't ignore you
though i'll try 
(it never seem to end it never seem to end)

garden:
what started in the garden?
i couldn't help but notice all the tulips that have wilted
branches scripted
torn apart
i feel the pressure on my skin
lord forgive me for my sins
cause the world is at my fingertips

DRAMA TRIAL LOOP PACK 1 (LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

The official EP 'I Found Love In A Dark Place'  By Demonxlish

talk to me

glarch