prod @least_favorite

dont forget me
i played my part
eyes wide open
nails are scarred
broken rottwn
stupid art
follow gently
through the heart 

and i know that you
like to see me
as an artist 
drowned in meaning
plastered all over
the tv
fake the message
and the feeling

look what i made
is it pretty
is it honest
can you see me
would you put it
on your tv
do you think it
has a meaning

stupid art (leastfavorite!)

Prod by oni https://www.instagram.com/prodbyoni_/
Cover art by Softcore Geometry https://twitter.com/softcoregmtry

Lyrics:
I wanna cry more, I wanna think less
I wanna breathe more, I wanna say less
Forget what you told me
I want a different story 

I wanna be more, I wanna try less
I wanna see more, I wanna lie less
Don’t want to depend on this
Don’t wanna end up with a miss

Terminally online, determined to be in the spotlight
(Speak up)
Don’t ask me cuz I’m just fine
Don’t ask me cuz I’m just fine
I’m just fine

I’m tongue tied
That bit wasn’t justified 
And there’s something else inside
trust fall in a mudslide 
but I shrug and sigh

No matter what you say and what you do
It’s not the same I’m looking through
You’re not to blame I did it too
I did it to you
Just that simple attitude adjustment too
It all fell through when I felt you
It all fell through when I felt

I wanna cry more, I wanna think less
I wanna breathe more, I wanna say less
Forget what you told me
I want a different story 

I wanna be more, I wanna try less
I wanna see more, I wanna lie less
Don’t want to depend on this
Don’t wanna end up with a miss

Breathe in
Breathe in
Breathe
Breathe

metamorphosis

prod @carrocker
written by @chilliamusic
[lyrics]

She loves you, she loves you not.
Is that really what you thought?
Did you think you stood a chance?

Does it matter the petal you pick?
You won't acknowledge it.
Nothings best at first glance.

Lily of the Valley,
poisonous touch but that shit looks astounding.
Did you really think that beauty was grounding?
Or was it just that your heart was pounding?

Rose tinted glasses,
ignoring the signs and the words from the masses.
You'd rather be hurt, to get your hands on her assets.
I can tell, this isn't your best.

Don't go picking flowers.

You've been going at it for hours.

Outer appearence isn't what it seems,
Don't go touching what you can't see.
Too many people fall for that Lily.

Lily of the Valley,
poisonous touch but that shit looks astounding.
Did you really think that beauty was grounding?
Or was it just that your heart was pounding?

Rose tinted glasses,
ignoring the signs and the words from the masses.
You'd rather be hurt, to get your hands on her assets.
I can tell, this isn't your best.

chilliam - lily of the valley (carrocker)

Tigerstar - Hyperhero

guitars by @starsbeforesunrise prod & vox by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/4vu1sYxSOQAafW983kamTS?si=b56e2ad5e7074120
music video: https://youtu.be/A6tXMQGkm_w

im breathing smoke but i dont mind it
it doesnt bother me
the ashes blowing through the wind 
and touching everything i see
your breathing slows before you kiss it
a distant memory
your singing permeates the air and fills
the oxygen i breathe

late night talkin at the bus stop
crushin rocks
way too far
from any place we know by heart
spend time laying on the black top
looking up
fingers crossed
hoping we
share a single thought 

youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone
youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone
youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone
youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone

my breathing changes when im around you

like2bemore

(@6kx did mixing and i did the rest. thank you friends for being awesome and helping me do this stuff.)

'-'

talk to me lyrics:
do you even care about me really?
did you mean what you said sincerely?
i've been stuck on the walls, on the ceiling.
your texts dry but i need some healing.

talk to me, i'm sorry!
i think i just miss the atmosphere.
and, i'm long gone, i'm long gone.
why care for a party when there's nothing here?

there's nothing here!
there's nothing here.
no one to fear.

i've done enough.
(many ppl know you)
am i that happy?
(they all got to choose you)
i've done enough.
(is there something to lose?)
when will they leave?
(who will you amuse)

pls don't, don't go!
(don't go anywhere, i won't go anywhere)
hold on, for sure!
(when i see u next i think i'll buy you everything)
these things, they change.
feelings get rearranged.
it's hard to see where the story goes.
who even cares; who even knows?

talk to me

and again +leyton

if i was on the end of caffeine by brakence

guitar vox prod me

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new

the wind is whipping past and i can barely stand
as if it wasnt hard enough to stick to plan
youll never see the light of what you make
cuz youre too busy being concerned of whats at stake
is this all
that youre known for
back and forth torn
is it all
just to say it
that you made it
and if i never see the light of day thats fine
cuz im too busy laying wide awake at night

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new
let me go
let me choose
let me fall
let me lose

talk to me

glarch