Why’s there so many voices i can’t think

grungegaze

Into You

Blank

Heavenly

Bloom

Floating

Leaving Time

Stay

Into You / Void In Blue

Do Not Enter (2023 Remaster)

Hypnosis for Sleep

Old Man

Lyrics:
Passing through the neon lights
to see you glittering.
God is rich and you are nothing,
hands up in the school while you fade away

Keep your shame,
I won’t be so quiet.
it’s easy to forget,
will you get what you deserve?

Wasting truth, it’s just like you
your taste is lingering.
Curtains drawn and bombs wrapped up in
cloth you claim to love while the stars fall off.

Keep your shame,
I won’t be so quiet.
With so many ways to die,
where do you pray?
Keep your shame,
I won’t be so quiet.
it’s easy to forget,
will you get what you deserve?

Keep your shame,
I won’t be so quiet.
With so many ways to die,
where do you pray?
Keep your shame,
I won’t be so quiet.
it’s easy to forget,
will you get what you deserve?

Written by: Jordan Sigmund, Lyle Sallade
Produced and engineered by: Michael Fedczuk
Drums performed by: Ray Stevens
Mixed and mastered by: Charles Stevens

Shame

Lyrics:

Settle into your shame
Let it overflow and imbue you
I think you need to feel it a little more
And I am not what you need
You were only in love with my absence
And I would do it again for the feeling

But I can't escape you
And all I've got is a gut reaction
to something like your silhouette

We are on the mend
Slowly turning to ghosts in the corner
And I will do it again, I will bring you down
And I've forgotten to think
Mixed rational thought with emotion
And I will do it again, I will bring you down

But I can't escape you
And all I've got is a gut reaction
to something like your silhouette

And you can't
Take it away from me
I feel it close now
As you're leaving

I'll settle into my shame
Let it overflow and imbue me
I think I need to feel it a little more

But I can't escape you
And all I've got is a gut reaction
to something like your silhouette
And you can't
Take it away from me
I feel it close now
Got it from something like your silhouette

Music & Words by Jordan Sigmund
Music by Jake Brown & Lyle Sallade
Written & Performed by The Standby
Produced & Mixed by Gary Cioni at The Barbershop Studios

I Saw What You Did

Lyrics:

Crawling to your cross
Drawing out the hurt
You’ve got your high beams in my rearview
And you’re running me off the road

Hit me like you mean it
Softer than before
And it’s alright, it’s alright
I’m just getting in the way

Am I trying too hard?
When I don’t know what to think?
Soft endorphins, wash over me
And rinse the pain away

Hit me like you mean it
Softer than before
And it’s alright, it’s alright
I’m just getting in the way

Hit me like you mean it
Softer than before
And it’s alright, it’s alright
I’m just getting in the way

Music & Words by Jordan Sigmund
Music by Jake Brown & Lyle Sallade
Written & Performed by The Standby
Produced & Mixed by Gary Cioni at The Barbershop Studios

Drawing Out the Hurt

Lyrics:

I'm falling out of time
With my own mind
I'm getting really good
At Pushing you away
Does it feel like I'm missing
Does it feel like I died
I know that you blame yourself
Couldn't get me to stay

And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away

Peeking out of my bed frame
Just to pass the time
I'm getting really good at
Pushing you away
You all look like a stranger
In a bleeding line
Crying out for Jesus
to help you stay alive

And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away
And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away

"'cause I said so"
Don't fight it
You don't have to
It feels like I'm dying

And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away
And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away

Music & Words by Jordan Sigmund
Music by Jake Brown & Lyle Sallade
Written & Performed by The Standby
Produced & Mixed by Gary Cioni at The Barbershop Studios

Hemlock

Leave

Need

Lyrics:

Break me down
And slip into my skin
And I claim your crown
And fade into your sin
And it worked
And it worked

Break me down
And hang me on your wall
And I'll sleep it out
I might just sell my bones
And it worked
And it worked

I'm the same as you now
And you break into my
Break into my soul
And you're proud
And you break into my
Break into my soul

Break me down
And breath into my skin
And I feel your doubt
You're weakest when you win
And it works

I'm the same as you now
And you break into my
Break into my soul
And you're proud
And you break into my
Break into my soul

I'm the same as you now
And you break into my
Break into my soul
And you're proud
And you break into my
Break into my
Same as you now
And you break into my
Break into my soul
And you're proud
And you break into my
Break into my soul

written and performed by the standby
drums performed by ray stevens
engineered and produced by michael fedczuk
mixed and mastered by charles stevens

Same As You Now

The Bad Sleep Well is a project I've been working on for the larger part of my teen years and adulthood. It's an amalgamation of late nights, abandoned drafts and moments that I could never really put into words. Every track on this album is named after a feeling or idea that you can't really explain, the kind you can only understand when you're feeling them. My sound bounces between hard 808's , punchy trap drums and longing guitar riffs. Moving similarly to my mind when it's restless. My goal was to capture the feeling of sitting with your thoughts at 3AM , old memories resurfacing and a good night out with friends. It's perfectly imperfect. I do hope you enjoy.

Do Not Enter (2023 Remaster)

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