Written by: MOG (Glasgow, Scotland)
Beat by: Onezington Diaz (Brooklyn, NYC)

LYRICS:

I'm a joker baby, been doin nothing much but smokin lately /
I must be really bad if someone with your soul can hate me /
I fell beneath a line I couldn't even see before /
Now I'm the worst me I could be, down to my evil core /
I hate the world and the people who inhabit it /
The only way to dull the pain is gettin mad with it /
Never done nothin right, including love or fight / 
Another clueless fool stumbling through his worthless life /
So play the pity song, I know it word for word / 
I've been cursed since I was covered in my mothers blood / 
An speakin of my parents, I was raised a waster / 
Became myself through trying no to turn into my father /
I longed for love so long, I never saw the consequence /
Got lost in fantasy an dreamed away my common sense /
I thought you could at least use me as a sturdy shoulder /
But I was wrong again, I'm still a fuckin joker /

Turns out I couldn't chew what I had bitten off /
Thought I could change who I was, 'ha', what a laugh /
I wish that I could steer my life down a different path /
But every time I try to switch lanes, I hit a ditch and crash /
I'm not a fan of faking, no exaggeration, the only thing that keeps me real is my imagination /
I take a swig and see your face in every star I'm gazing /
An although my passions fading, I still love my gallus nation / 
Crazy, crowed clubs and nights and lengthy lonely days /
I'm contemplating dojy things to do with rope and blades /
It's time to make the great escape but I don't know the way,
This life has made me old and grey, way before my day /
Still trying to find my footing on this shaky globe /
Some think that deaths the way to go, aye maybe so /
I'm sick of trying to prove I'm something cause they say I'm no /
Sometimes I think my whole existence is a scary joke /

I can buy new clothes and act accordingly /
Make out I've changed my ways and talk properly /
I can even pretend that it's reality but it'll never be real, it's just a fantasy /
I can say that don't when I so clearly do /
I can call it my home but I still feel a stray /
I can hide from the truth an try and play the game but at the end of the day, I still remain the same /
Wish I had the courage to cease unnecessary events /
But if I didn't lie, I might not have as many friends /
I'm scared they'll laugh at who I am, so I paint on a face /
I'm a joke, a disgrace, I don't know my place /
Honesty the hardest thing when your as scared as me /
Even although I'm pretty sure the truth will set me free /
Beneath the surface I'm a wreck although my face is poker /
Every days a contradiction when you play the joker /

The Joker

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The Joker

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