Mute My Mind

sorry I am so pathetic

2022 sounds from the western seafront, USA.

Fuel 2 (Sample)

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Waves Cannot Be Cushed Into (part 1)

yeah i might have had the mic too close to my guitar and not close enough to my mouth ... oops ... this is a song i wrote about some regrets i had, but what is done is done and maybe it was all for the best? who knows....

Lyrics:

how do i tell you i'm sorry
you'll never hear this song but
i just wanted you to know
how selfish i was 
how i'd take it all back
if i could you know i would

apologies can never fix what's already done
it's best to move on
knowing no one will compare
with so much left to share
it's obvious that i still care
for you

i was too focused on my own pain
i forgot that you were hurting too
i wish i sang my songs for you
like you always asked me to do 
but i guess it's too late 
for any of that

apologies can never fix what's already done
it's best to move on
knowing no one will compare
with so much left to share
it's obvious that i still care
for you

apologies 
apologies
apologies
apologies
apologies can never fix what's already done

apologies

cassette

Cassette

He’s got cone vision now
Daren’t risk dreaming
He’s got cone vision now
Am I still hearing
Those quiet questions?

He’s got cone vision now
Daren’t risk dreaming
The moon is the sky from the
Bottom of a well

Would you freeze those moments
Like mondegreen arrays
Or ascend resplendent
Through those black and white yesterdays
Are you here?
To keep it where you once
Said I won’t fear

What did you mean by all of those different words?
What did you mean by all of those different words?
What did you mean by all of those other words?
Clearly I watch in reverse

Cone Vision!

yay I'm so happy I finally have new music!! I've been writing quite a bit but nothing so far has been good enough to post but i recorded this today and I like it a lot <3 

lyrics:

sunburn on my shoulder
a pillow for your head
are you really sleeping
or must we both pretend 

roads are flying past us
clouds do not look real
I'm trying not to wake you
despite how I may feel

you're the only one I want to love, if you'd let me
you're the only one I'm frightened that'll forget me
and I hope you don't, it would leave me so blue
cos how could I ever forget you?

so, my mind unwinds
trapped in the tension, caught between time
you won't make the first move, neither will I
but I like to imagine what would happen if I'd tried

you're the only one I want to love, if you'd let me
you're the only one im frightened that'll forget me
and I hope you don't, it would leave me so blue
cos how could I ever forget you?

you're the only one I want to love,
you're the only one I want to love,

how could I ever forget you?

<3

you're the only one i want to love

When Kevin and I started dating he used to pick me up in his car that had a big dent in the side where he'd driven it into his parents garden wall 🙂 This song is called Green Toyota and it comes out October 7th.

Green Toyota

They told you I should leave / but by then we were thick as thieves / we will always be the stars of our show / They told us we should stay / but by then we were miles away / we will always know the time to hit the road

Waves Cannot Be Cushed Into (part 1)

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