GARGE @STEP JENGLE

Download the full track on the Pj Bridger Bandcamp
https://pjbridger.bandcamp.com/album/pj-bridger-pj-dubs-02

Julio Bashmore - Battle For Middle You (Pj Bridger Refix)

Air Terra 2001

I Go

NEW ERA

https://camoufly.me

@alexanderjlewis

Art by Matheus Santa Cruz and camoufly
Drawing by Matheus Santa Cruz
Photography by Rob Fracisco

Lyrics:  
Me and you
Me and you
Me and you
Me and you

All I want
Is something to love from you, baby
Been so long
Why you keeping me waiting?
Oh, all I want
Is something to love from you, baby
Been so long
Why you keeping me waiting?

Me and you

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Kaleidoscope (Me&U) [feat. Alexander Lewis]

THANK U FOR THE LOVE ON KALEIDOSCOPE
HERE'S A GIFT 💖💖💖

https://camoufly.me

free download 🇧🇷

Baianá (camoufly Edit)

stoked to release this one as my debut under the HALISKI alias, thanks for the support, luv, and inspiration!

this three track collection chronicles the shift from house to garage & breaks over the last few years for me, all the while drawing on big influences from SSX 3 & SEGA soundtracks to say the least. here we gooo

Radio BiG

Metro Showdown

THIS ONES OUT ON STREAMING SERVICES GO LISTEN
https://open.spotify.com/album/77Y7tg7W7v1qrEbJ3rlked?si=Tbiu2e8-SdKRfVu36iRtjA

Collab with @real_redhead

Go give him a follow, and enjoy the song hahah!

Mx5, REDHEAD - We Should Stay

please don't change!

https://mannfred.bandcamp.com/

Who You Are

luv me

01 hypnoglitch

Still

Free Download

maybe another time!

Original masters of the percussionary arts, reimagined in a UK flip.

Safri Duo - Fallin' High (UKG FLIP) - Free download

Living with unspecified bipolar disorder often feels like trying to navigate a storm without a map. Unlike bipolar I or II, where the patterns of mania and depression are more clearly defined, unspecified bipolar disorder doesn’t fit neatly into any category. This vagueness makes it harder for people to understand their own experiences, harder for professionals to diagnose accurately, and harder to find treatment that truly feels right. The struggles aren’t just about the symptoms themselves, but also about the uncertainty that comes with them.

One of the core challenges is unpredictability. Someone with unspecified bipolar disorder may experience mood swings that are intense but don’t meet the full criteria of mania or hypomania. They may deal with depressive episodes that don’t last “long enough” to fit the textbook definition. The result is a constant sense of instability—feeling emotionally scattered, yet never entirely sure if what they’re going through “counts” as a disorder. This can lead to self-doubt: Am I really sick, or am I just failing at life? That question eats away at self-confidence.

The medical side adds another layer of frustration. Because the condition doesn’t fit into a specific category, many people face delays in getting diagnosed. They may bounce between professionals, each with a different opinion—major depressive disorder, borderline personality disorder, cyclothymia—before someone finally acknowledges the bipolar spectrum. This lack of clarity can leave people feeling invisible, as though their suffering doesn’t register because it doesn’t have a neat label. Even once diagnosed, the treatment plan can feel like trial and error. Mood stabilizers might help, but sometimes the response isn’t strong enough to justify the side effects. Therapy can be grounding, but therapists may not fully understand the irregular patterns of the condition.

The personal toll is heavy. Relationships often strain under the weight of mood shifts that seem random. Friends and family may dismiss struggles as “moodiness” or assume the person is overreacting. The stigma around mental illness in general makes speaking up difficult, but the ambiguity of unspecified bipolar disorder makes it even harder. How do you explain to someone that you have a serious condition when you can’t even define it yourself?

Daily functioning is another battlefield. Work, school, and basic routines suffer when energy levels and emotions swing unpredictably. One week might bring bursts of productivity, followed by sudden exhaustion or hopelessness that wipes out all progress. The inconsistency can make long-term goals feel impossible to reach. Over time, this cycle chips away at motivation, creating a sense of being stuck in place while life moves forward for everyone else.

Perhaps the most painful struggle is internal. Living with unspecified bipolar disorder often means living with doubt. There’s doubt about the diagnosis, doubt about whether treatment will ever fully help, and doubt about one’s own ability to manage life. That uncertainty feeds isolation and shame. Yet within this struggle, resilience often grows. People learn to track their moods, create routines that ground them, and build small systems of support. It isn’t easy, and it isn’t straightforward, but survival itself becomes a quiet act of strength.



You Hurt My Feelings

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https://interplanetarycriminal.bandcamp.com/album/trance-tools-that-make-you-think-of-her

Take Me Away (Interplanetary Criminal's Speedy G Remix)

drum & bass tone & space
music seeking to express something deeper
something more reflective of our shared reality

I Go

Glimji

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