if mf doom had the views of depressed tyler the creator

This reminds me of The Pharcyde or Souls of Mischief imo (They're both hip hop groups, just in case you're uncultured)

Xatokai.

lyrics:

take me take me
back  to the roof top 
jump
i got a lot
i got a lot
left to do

and maybe maybe
one day i’ll bump
when im walking down the street
into you

and i would regret not being there
cuz i was depressed and unaware

they dont wanna see me for my voice
wanna see me for my body parts
black lung in my chest why i hardly cough
black skin on the goddess kali ma!

if you got that one up then i'll probably cop one
if you got a blotter then i'll probably drop one
lately i been fiending for 
emotion for a feeling 
if you had two pills then i would pop one

bitch i been on go
like a green light
street signs telling me to stop
that dont seem right

street signs telling me slow down
i can feel my
heart pump blood
too the rest of my mind

take me take me
back  to the roof top 
jump 
i got a lot
i got a lot
left to do

and maybe maybe
one day i’ll bump
when im walking down the street
into you

and i would regret not being there
cuz i was depressed and unaware
that there was someone who cared
and that nothing is ever fair

this place is not for people anymore (prod. bmg)

I cant feel shit @xatokai PROD.sbc

i'll put it on all platforms in like a week or so. like the good old days

lyrics:
i don't dream anymore
trapped in what i see
i just want to sleep
i just want to sleep
drifting by
while awake
feeling great
the whole day i am hiding
i need reminding it's okay to be dying

sometimes it feels good to be crying
i'm okay
every bird in the world, flying
it feels so good to be dying with you
(it feels so good)
it feels so good to be dying with you
it feels so good to be alive

reminding (prod. brahman)

music is far too serious. people treat it like a pissing contest. who can use sounds to get the "farthest"? when i'm alone in my room i am reminded of why i started creating in the first place. a love of vibration and emotion. not of attention. i like making music in my room without you there until the sun tells me it's time to sleep

lyrics:
All day every day
When the sun goes away we play
Taking the first letter of my name to the face
Nobody knows where the fuck I am I’m like a ghost
I’m doing shows from coast to coast
That’s a boast 

I’m very high must be in a plane I suppose 
Or a private jet but I ain’t ride one yet
I’m very high but with every high comes lows
I don’t got no ice but I’m living nice steak froze

In my freezer
Traveling for leisure
Get the show shaking like it just had a seizure
Fuck what you think I am not a people pleaser

All day every day til the sun come up

All day every day til the sun come up
I been smoking on so much THC and eating 1UPS
I got no reason to feel negative cuz I’m winning I’m winning
I’m finna kill it since the beginning I been grinning while sinning 

I put the pen to the paper push it pulling lines 
I did it
I’m probably staying up until the sun rise I admit it
I got no time for the bullshit 
My mind got my pride up in it
If I’m gon die then imma be happy before my life is finished

sun come up (prod. 19akira x yvrikvn bxnd)

always tired. prod sbc

Lyrics:

You slackin, 

you steady hoppin on the wagon, like a white boy saggin, who said he only with it for the  fashion, you lackin compassion, when I’m riding through your neighborhood, I never have no competition, least I did they gone for good now, 

better be good now, You in ya place right as you should now, misunderstood me the first time when I said you good now, I put the bullet into places where  you shouldn’t look now, you getting cooked now, you fishy niggas suckin hooks, 

be wit the crooks and the killers what can I say I’m a villain, I made that boy ill , I think that he might need penicillin, I told him stop and he wouldn’t listen, I blasted him, known that boy since seventh grade, suprised I out lasted him, don’t talk to the 5-0 I think that I flabbergasted em, they thought I was kobe the way I was outgassing em,Harlem shake his body, my bullets is not passing em, put him in my blunt, every second I’m fucking ashing em 


ashy ashy, I might get to thrashing on yo bitch ass, she eat my laffy taffy, while you crying wit yo bitch ass, you close to dying got no one relying on yo bitch ass, how can you really call yourself a man without  the money, 

think you funny, but we’ll see what’s funny when ya face is bloody,nose is runny, from the bottom of my boot,made him a mummy, think we chummy, but I put the bullet inside of his tummy, cuz I heard him talkin bout me, should’ve thought I woulda upped it on him,  


till I die, im wondering why the people hating on me, I don’t got time for all the fighting and debating on me, don’t call me ya homie when you talkin shit and won’t come to my face, it’s you I picture when I hear disgrace, 

he got 2 faces, I feel like I’m jason, when I’m chasing him, screaming and shouting he know if I see him I’m erasing him, bullet casings on the ground when I’m around they embracing em, all my enemies be licking the very ground that I’m pacing on 

I’m never acting, I’m always about the action, never had a positive interaction wit any evil person,they know I see them lurkin, in the shadows always love the hurtin and the hating, why the fuck they be so agitating, 


plain white tee, wit plain Nikes, im getting higher than the stardom of the black eyed peas, come hold these please, by these I mean my nuts cuz you be on em often, if you don’t back away, I think I’ll throw you in a coffin, if you don’t listen just remember that I gave you caution, cuz when I’m at ya neck you know that I won’t fold too often, tell you my body hard, and you know that I’ll never soften, take every precaution,when I’m sliding through ya home town, I’m never finna slow down

Till I Die prod Skotskr

just a little bit longer (PROD. WENDIGO)

(Yo, put in on dow-)

Switchblade in the back of my pocket, 
you know I’m in for the profit, I always aim to get my money up Stupid niggas only be looking to get they funny up 
If I see em come around they know they getting muddied up, 
don’t give a fuck 
I’ll pop out on like any nigga, keep it tucked on waistline, you know I am not fucking wit the play time 
You can’t rhyme, you know I’m only riding wit the best, got the foo foo niggas stressed, I’m on the block and never need a vest

Introduce a nigga face into my timberland, 
I got my oppas shivering, they’ll never play wit me again 
Walk into the party and my diamonds glistening, he wasn’t listening when I told him I’m boutta up it on him 

Think about me so much that I’m prolly in ya dreams, rockin old supreme, while I’m takin a shot of Jim Beam, you switched teams So now I think it’s justified to make ya fuckin bitch cream, you know I’ll take ya life away on live stream  (Aye, aye, aye, aye)


Aye,
Bitch I hop out the Beam
Aye,
Bitch I walk out the Beam
Big steppa, and I'm Big Double D
Big steppa in my Louis V/Supreme

I can't walk, watch out, I might slip
From the 9-5-4, bitch we still on fuck shit
Gang gang, if you ain't gang you can't hang
You so broke, what you on for?
Noctvrnl Gang, its what ya bitch say
I'm sippin drank, put my whole three in a Lemonade
Bitch on my dick, aye
Because I'm cool, aye
Finna pop up on this pill like ooh, aye

I'm in the same damn shit that I been in, pussy
Imma pull up on yo bitch, she gon suck up on me, suck up on me
Gang
From the 9-5-4 to the N-Y-C 
Bitch it's Big Double D


Me and my boys in NYC, and we poppin shit
I walk into the Rick Owens store, cuz I'm coppin shit
Rick Owens shorts, big pockets, I be droppin shit
Take that nigga out of the photo, we be croppin shit

Big bands, big pile of money, with the opulence
Everytime I ride the subway, hop it, they ain't stop us once
Everytime I ride the subway, leave a sticker on the seat
Dark liquor, brown liquor, I like all my liquor sweet

I smoke grabba-leaf, not so swisher sweets
I'll take a Bacon Egg and Cheese, don't be cheap with the meat
It's 3AM, but a nigga starving and he gotta eat
I'm smoking so much weed that the stars are not that far to me
I'm sorry, bitch ass nigga, huh, pardon me
Didn't see ya there, I guess you're just hard to see
Lil Darkie, that's a tough act, hard to beat
I see them tryna spit, but this rappin shit's a part of me

HOBKNOCKER FEAT. XATOKAI, EDDISON, LIL DARKIE

liquid sweetheart prod killingfrancis

extraordinary ft. Chauncey666 prod. Lethal Needle

bee's knees prod sbc

this was a version of Big Bang my older brother wrote.. found it under my bed in a box.. he must've left it when he was visiting many years ago.. anyway he is no longer here to say the words he had to say.. so I'm saying them in his stead. RIP BIG BRO

Big Bang (Alt Version)

lyrics:
I took a second out my day to calm the fuck down
Now I got one less second to do something
What the fuck now my nigga

Uh, I figure it’s genetic man it suck how
The cards you got are permanent and shape the way you talk out loud 

Or take a walk down town
I should be thinking bout the way the trees are looking
Or the smell of pizza cooking 
Or the sound the breeze is workin into me
Instead I’m hurting

Avoiding the moment
I pull the curtain

Hide me!

cuz i dont know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small and minuscule i want to call

to anyone who’ll stop this drenching of my soul
i feel the wall and kick right through
i fought it

hot head
i wanna plant some flowers not the 
potted kind
i feel the power my 
retarded mind
has got inside it find it
hard to mind

my own business
my flow quick as a missile 
until it slow down
a glow stick and it click
oh what a cool sound 
i showed my momma 
my music and she was so proud
she told me future
i choose it that hit me profound 

i forget to breathe and
where i put my damn keys
that’s a problem 
frame freeze it

need it
or so it seems 
cuz every picture 
fade away when no one there to see 

people been living for forever wit no therapy
so why im different

it aint bout yo feelings
our society is slipping 
no support without a family
this paper got me thinking
if i gave him what i owe
then why the fuck i gotta tip him nigga

this money’s uncaring
and it aint no fun sharing
but you selfish if you don’t 
and if you do you must be happy right?
if higher numbers made you number wouldn’t that be nice?

i need to lay down
just lie dead
i wanna run away to somewhere i can 
rest my head 

the birds sound beautiful
the light bounce off
off my fingers and my cuticles
i bite down soft on em

my father point it out now im embarrassed 
i don’t know who i’d be without my parents

work with what you got 
they taught me 
to not blow up the spot
be healthy
and don’t talk down cops
whether wealthy or 
poor they got more glocks
than you ever will
you felt it before

that’s good advice
walking down the street
high then a kite
bright light flashing
ashing the blunt 
the neighborhood is nice

THEY STAY ADDICTED TO THE CASH FLOW
MMM AND IM JUST LAYING ON THE GRASS LIL MAMA
CAN YOU WATCH A NIGGA PASS THO?
MMM SEE HIM LEAVE YOU IN THE PAST 
AND AMASS THOSE COMMAS?

STUPID LIL BITCH HATING ON ME
CUZ I AINT SUCKIN NO DICK FOR NO APPROVAL
OR A RUBLE WHATCHU ON A,

HALF MADE PLAN 
“LEMME GET THAT IN ADVANCE
IM TOO SCARED TO TAKE A CHANGE
I JUST NEED A LOT OF DOLLAS IN MY PANTS”

DO YA DANCE
IMMA DO MINE
FINE WITH BEING BROKE
ALL MY FIGURES COME IN DUE TIME

YA HONOR
THEY TRYNA GET A NEW PIECE OF MINE
BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED AQUIRE
IS A NEW PEACE OF MIND

ANXIETY (PROD. CUBENSiS)

THE SANDS OF TIME - Lil Darkie

LYRICS:

IF YOU AINT FUCKING WITH MY VISION
THEN ACT LIKE I DON’T EXIST

IF YOU AINT RIDING WITH ME NIGGA 
GET ROCKING THAT’S WHAT HE KICKS

BECAUSE IM TIRED OF DISLOYALTY 
AND BITCH SHIT

I’M TIRED OF THE MISFITS
AND WHAT ELSE?
I’LL LIST IT

I HATE NIGGAS THAT DISSING BUT WONT 
MAKE THE DISS EXPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS SWITCHING
PLAYING SIDES YOU COMPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS DON’T KNOW SOMETHING
WRONG CUZ YOU AIN’T PISSED YET

CUZ YOU AIN’T SAID YOU HATE WHEN NIGGAS
QUIET LIKE SOME CRICKETS

INSECTS 

CRUSH EM UP AND EAT EM WITH SOME BUTTER
ON SOME BISCUITS 

MY FIST GETS

HARDER WHEN I GRIP TO

SIT THROUGH 

ANOTHER FUCKING DAY OF PLAYING SHIT COOL

FUCK THAT 

I HOPE THE FUCKING PLANET SUCK THE GUTS
OUT OF MY NUT SACK

I’LL BUSS BACK

AND YOU CAN FUCKING TRUST THAT 
I’LL HIT YOU 

RIGHT IN YO FUCKING NECK
’N LET YOU LAY INSIDE A PISS POOL 

CUZ THERE AINT NOTHING WORSE THAN
TREATED BADLY BY YOUR BROTHER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA SEE 
ANOTHER IN A GUTTER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME BLIND AND
MAKE ME THINK AN AWFUL THOUGHT

WAS NEVER TAUGHT HOW TO FORGIVE 
OR MAYBE I HAD JUST FORGOT

WHY THE PEOPLE THAT’S SUPPOSED TO 
HAVE YOU BACK IS TURNING OPPS
 
KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA MURDER
EVERY SINGLE COP

WITH A SHOTGUN

PULL UP AND I POP ONE
PULL UP AND I POP TWO

NOW THEY’VE FUCKING SHOT YOU

SO LET IT STAY A THOUGHT THEN
THE KINDA ONE THAT DROPPED IN
THE KINDA ONE I PUT INSIDE A SONG 
THAT I CAN BOP TEN TIMES

UNTIL I STOP CARING

ABOUT THE FACT THAT UNDERNEATH IT ALL
THERE’S NOTHING SOLID TO HOLD ON TO 
LIKE YOU WANT TO

AND WHEN IM DREAMING I FEEL BETTER
THEN I DO WHEN IM AWAKE

HOW IMMA DREAM SOME REALER PEOPLE
THAN THE ONES THAT LIVING WHEN THEY 
REALLY FAKE

LIKE ACTUALLY

I DO THIS RAPPING CASUALLY

DISTRACT ME FROM MY DYING 
AND TRYING TO FEEL MY INNOCENCE 
AGAIN AND IT’S IMPACTING ME POSITIVELY 
AND IN A SENSE I GUESS 
IT IS THE CAUSE OF ANXIETY 
WHEN PEOPLE GOT PAIRS OF CENTS
THEY WANNA GIVE TOO

DISTRIBUTE 
OPINIONS BOUT THE ART
BUT I AINT LIKE THE OTHER 
RAPPERS YOU LISTEN TO
THIS MUSIC IS A PAINTING 
WITH EMPHASIS ON THE PAIN
IT’S NOT TO ENTERTAIN 
IT’S THE NOISES INSIDE MY BRAIN

AND I PRAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND 
AND IM SORRY I’M SO AGGRESSIVE 
IF I HAD A HUNDRED BANDS I’D INVEST IT
INTO MY MESSAGE

THAT RACE IS FAKE 

AND PEOPLE EQUAL BUT DON’T WANNA BE
IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF GREED AND 
HOW WE STRUCTURE OUR ECONOMY

I’M SO DEPRESSED
I’VE HAD THIS LIQUOR IN MY CHEST LIKE EVERY DAY CUZ I AINT BEEN FEELING THE BEST

A MIXED RACE FAGGOT BOY THAT RAP AND 
AIN’T BLACK BUT HIS GODDESS IS
I PRAY THAT KALI MA DESCEND 
ON LA BRING APOCALYPSE

I cant feel shit @xatokai PROD.sbc

XatoKai

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