stabbed in the heart 24 times (feat.tdshook)

Hi You can call me Angel and my Discord is 1sleepylog. and my Birthday is April 4/20 I am 17 i will Be 18 my Oculus Quest does not work anymore I will get anyone soon nmy Instagram is sleeepylog and I'm not gay or a femboy and I'm not Emo or a E-Boy and I'm not a furry my PlayStation5 username is Femboy_Areo

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“Where do you see yourself in like… 5 years?” - graduating

“If you could have any career, no limits, what would you do?”-id work with mental people

“What’s one skill you’d love to learn in the future?”-who do i fall in love with
“What’s one country you’ve always wanted to visit?”*Japan

“If you could just pick up and move somewhere, where would it be?”-Germany

“Future road trip ideas?”-A grave
“Do you wanna live in the city or somewhere more chill?”-Mountains of a small town

“What’s your dream setup for your life? Big house, tiny apartment, somewhere cozy?”-small home with plants

“Kids or no kids kind of vibe?”-two kids. one boy one girl
“What’s a weird invention you hope exists in the next 10 years?”-idk

“Do you think humans will live on Mars someday?”-No, we will all die b4 we learn how to







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## **Step-by-Step Italy + Nursing School Plan**

### **NOW (8th Grade)**

**Goals:** Set up your Italy fund + start habits for A’s.

**Actions:**

* Open a separate savings account called **“Italy Fund”**. 💸
* Track grades carefully → every A = $100, A/B mix = $50.
* Save $50–$100 from this semester.
* Start researching **nursing programs in Italy**: check tuition, requirements, and international student info.

**Money Goal by End of 8th Grade:** $2,100

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### **9th Grade**

**Goals:** Keep saving + prep for nursing school.

**Actions:**

* Focus on **all A’s** → $400 potential from grades.
* Pick up a **small side hustle** (dog walking, tutoring, babysitting, reselling) → aim $100–$200/year.
* Start **learning Italian basics** (Duolingo, YouTube, podcasts). Nursing school and everyday life will be easier if you can speak Italian.
* Research **student visas**: what paperwork you’ll need, what financial proof they ask for.

**Money Goal by End of 9th Grade:** ~$2,600

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### **10th Grade**

**Goals:** Maximize savings + prepare for international move.

**Actions:**

* All A’s again → $400 potential.
* Side hustle → aim for $200–$300.
* Start looking into **health insurance costs** for non-EU students in Italy.
* Save at least $500–$700 total this year.
* Continue Italian practice → aim for conversational level.

**Money Goal by End of 10th Grade:** ~$3,100

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### **11th Grade**

**Goals:** Prepare for living + school logistics.

**Actions:**

* Keep getting A’s → $400 potential.
* Side hustle → aim $300–$400 (maybe small online work you can do anytime).
* Research **nursing program applications**: deadlines, required documents, tests, etc.
* Make a **rough budget for first semester**: tuition, insurance, food, transport.
* Start looking into **flight costs** → book early for cheaper tickets.

**Money Goal by End of 11th Grade:** ~$3,800

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### **12th Grade**

**Goals:** Finalize money + move prep.

**Actions:**

* Focus on grades → $400 potential.
* Ramp up side hustles if possible → $400.
* Finalize **visa application**.
* Prepare documents for **nursing school enrollment**: transcripts, recommendation letters, proof of funds.
* Start packing & planning your **first month living in Italy**.

**Money Goal by End of 12th Grade:** ~$4,500

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### **After High School (Age 18)**

**Goals:** Move to Italy + start nursing school.

**Actions:**

* Fly to Italy using your savings → aim to cover **flight + first month + initial fees**.
* Move in with your contact (saves rent).
* Pay tuition/registration + insurance.
* Start nursing school and part-time work if allowed to cover ongoing costs.
* Continue practicing Italian daily → essential for nursing and everyday life.

**Launch Money Needed:** ~$3–4k (covered if plan followed)

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💡 **Extra Tips to Crush It**

* Track every dollar saved → seeing it grow motivates you.
* Keep a **language log** → small daily goals beat cramming later.
* Research **scholarships or grants** for international students in Italy → could save $1,000+ on tuition.
* Try to **network online with other students in Italy** → they’ll give you tips on living cheap and adjusting quickly.

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"i need to be honest with you… i do like you. a lot. but i’m just not ready yet. not for something serious, not for everything that comes with it.

it’s not that you did anything wrong—you actually make me really happy. it’s just that my head and my heart aren’t in the same place right now, and i don’t wanna drag you into that.

you deserve someone who’s ready to give you everything, and i can’t do that right now. maybe one day i will be, but right now i need to figure myself out first.

just know it’s not a lack of feelings… it’s timing."- us

KIDZ. -> Tds.hook

 Got new things underway, will be there for you every now and then..🚷tds.hook

stabbed in the heart 24 times (feat.tdshook)

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