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ElysianSoul {Nightcore}

plz do not listen if ur in recovery!!⚠️ TW  PRO ANOREXIA and some PRO BULIMIA ⚠️

POV U HAVE AN EATING DISORDER

Waiting To Be Weightless

♥Lyrics Video♥: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=et64q0eIMAU

♥lyrics♥
Invisible killer,
Living deep within you,
Nobody believes it,
Or understands.
A harrowing shiver,
Looking in the mirror,
You ain’t getting thinner,
Like you planned.

Lamb to the slaughter,
Invisible disorder,
Head underwater,
A state of numb.
It’s a perfect torment,
Forever you’ve sought it,
Always falling short and,
Coming undone.

A state of numb,
You’re coming undone.

The demons in control,
They tell me, ‘lie low’,
Wait until you’re all bones,
You’ll be walking on air.
No matter what you say,
Only care what you weigh,
You try to set them straight,
And they just don’t care.
‘Cause you have to be bleeding,
Kicking and screaming,
For others to believe,
That you’re not okay.
Normal on the outside,
Dying on the inside,
Ashamed by my body size,
Every day.

‘Prove that it’s real’,
Got to show you how it feels,
Getting sicker to reveal,
What’s going on in my head.
I’ll find some validation,
Through emaciation,
It ain’t starvation,
‘Til you’re on your death bed.

A state of numb,
You’re coming undone.
Invisible killer,
Living deep within you.

The demons in control,
They tell me, ‘lie low’,
Wait until you’re all bones,
You’ll be walking on air.
No matter what you say,
Only care what you weigh,
You try to set them straight,
And they just don’t care.
‘Cause you have to be bleeding,
Kicking and screaming,
For others to believe,
That you’re not okay.
Normal on the outside,
Dying on the inside,
Ashamed by my body size,
Every day.

The demons in control,
They tell me, ‘lie low’,
Just wait until you’re all bones,
You’ll be walking on air.
I’m normal on the outside,
I’m dying on the inside,
Dying on the inside.

Walking on air,
When you get there.
Walking on air,
When you get there.

Nightcore - Invisible Killer (ElysianSoul)

This is a revamped version of Pull Me Under from my Dark Descent album for my Hollow EP.

I'd been considering redoing Pull Me Under for a while, with a deeper reference to binge eating as a part of bulimia. I also included an audio clip of a time when I was really struggling with my own bulimia and anorexia, which was incredibly difficult for me to do, but I felt it captured the raw and real emotion that went into the creation of this EP.

Hollow (Pull Me Under)

dying on the inside

dying on the inside (stripped)

Conor Maynard - R U Crazy (Slowed & Good Audio)

Todos los créditos a sus respectivos autores.
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[IMAGEN Y CANCIÓN.]

All credits to their respective author.
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[IMAGE AND SONG.]

Все кредиты от их соответствующих авторов.
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[ИЗОБРАЖЕНИЕ И ПЕСНЯ]

Supernova (slowed/daycore/anti)

~𝒩𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝒸𝑜𝓇𝑒~ 𝒫𝓊𝓁𝓁 𝑀𝑒 𝒰𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇 [𝔼𝕝𝕪𝕤𝕚𝕒𝕟𝕊𝕠𝕦𝕝]

Sugar & Ice is a song about anorexia nervosa, designed to portray the anorexic voice and its methods of manipulation; the voice will be sweet and kind if the sufferer obeys, but if not, it will be cruel and punishing.

Sugar & Ice

Blood // Water(grandson) ~slowed~

My GarageBand is being a bitch so... I decided to use a different source but it’s worser tho...

joke’s on you 「slowed down/daycore 」

I recently found a good song by a dude named Nico Collins on a advertisement (this folks, proves that ads can reach more than likes.) and when I slowed it down to 85% and a 4% alto pitch, it sounded even better! I hope you all have an fantastic night. Henry says peace, luv 🥺✌️

Nico Collins - Hate Me (slowed and pitched)

Invisible Killer is a track from my Hollow EP about atypical anorexia - a type of anorexia that means the sufferer may be a normal weight, or not fit the general criteria of typical anorexia nervosa.

It's an incredibly suffocating mental illness, which I've experienced first hand. Others tend to refuse to believe you have anorexia or offer you any help, based solely on the fact that you're not underweight.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Invisible Killer

Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGz0dpPzgmw

Play Pretend - ElysianSoul
Lyrics

You’re talking to yourself again
Behind deadened eyes
Seeing ghosts and
Imaginary friends
Your grip starts to slip again
You’re up and down
Hot and cold
Living make-believe and
Play pretend

Helter skelter
Spiraling down
Your skeletal armor
Won’t save you now
Ugly carcass
A padded cell
Keep me in the darkness
Under your spell

Lost in your carnival again
Drowning in a hall of mirrors
Body shaking like you hit a dead end
A masquerade
A false pretense
Use your outside face
So nobody sees your dark intent

Helter skelter
Spiraling down
Your skeletal armor
Won’t save you now
Ugly carcass
A padded cell
Keep me in the darkness
Under your spell

(Play pretend)

Within my subconscious
A mental unrest
Keep me in the darkness
As the horrors manifest
Psychosomatic sickness
My sanity breaks and bends
Somewhere along the spectrum
I’m playing play pretend

Within my subconscious
Unforgiving mental fight
Somewhere in the darkness
I crave it tonight

Play Pretend

Nightcore - Play Pretend (ElysianSoul)

Nightcore - Sugar & Ice (ElysianSoul)

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