Just a bunch of music, edit audios, spoken word poetry, and etc. about eating disorders. Please, take care of yourself, and do not listen to this to intentionally trigger yourself, or if you believe it may trigger you. 💕

Here's a YouTube version of this playlist, with more songs: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLImpwIdtbCEtToGpWRN0D5wALuU7OiCI7

eating disorder 🚫trigger warning🚫

Nightcore - Cars & Calories (Saves The Day)

Decadence And Disorder (The Voice Of Anorexia)

Waiting To Be Weightless

Rachel Ferguson - Never Good Enough

Skinny - Edith Backlund

Dear Diary - MikelWJ

Anorexic Queen (Available on itunes, spotify, & more!)

Assembly

Numbers

The Smile Underneath

"When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny" - Blythe Baird

The first track on my 2018 album Dark Descent. It attempts to illustrate the beginning of the descent into anorexia - the elation, the high, and the initial seduction of the disease.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Dark Descent

"Relapse" - Blythe Baird

Weightless - Mi

This is the first song I've written about bulimia. This song presented quite a challenge for me - I hadn't thought about how it feels to be bulimic for a long time, so reliving the mentality was difficult. I also wanted to maintain the same sound and feel to the lyrics as my other songs.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Pull Me Under

Immune is a track from my 2018 album Dark Descent, about anorexia hospitalisation, and expresses how the sufferer is 'immune' to intervention due to the defensive strength of the anorexic voice.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Immune

Midnight Run is a track from my 2018 album Dark Descent. With Midnight Run, I wanted to create something that would reflect the emotional drive and willpower that comes along with compulsive over-exercising as an anorexic.
It's very different to any other song on the album - it's upbeat, energetic, and was designed with running and exercising in mind.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Midnight Run

Dysmorphia is a track from my 2018 album Dark Descent. Through Dysmorphia, I've tried to reflect the psychological mind games involved with body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) as an element of eating disorders.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Dysmorphia

EDIT 2- I would like to say thank-you for all the support on this track but I also would like to say that people are allowed to have their own opinions. So if someone says this song is trash that is their opinion don't disrespect someone's opinion or belief even if you don't like it. 

EDIT- NEW THUMBNAIL art by me

Jaiden Animations- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGwu0nbY2wSkW8N-cghnLpA
Boyinaband- https://www.youtube.com/user/wwwboyinabandcom

Empty- Jaiden Animations and Boyinaband

Dear Diary (Pt. 2)

Invisible Killer is a track from my Hollow EP about atypical anorexia - a type of anorexia that means the sufferer may be a normal weight, or not fit the general criteria of typical anorexia nervosa.

It's an incredibly suffocating mental illness, which I've experienced first hand. Others tend to refuse to believe you have anorexia or offer you any help, based solely on the fact that you're not underweight.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Invisible Killer

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