I composed this music to evoke the wonders the world can offer humanity, but also the sadness and suffering it can bring. For me, this music also tells the story of how human beings have reacted to these emotions throughout history, right up to the present day; it generally reflects the beliefs and philosophical reflections that have arisen from them. The meaning of this music can also be interpreted personally by each listener; it is also meant to evoke emotions, feelings, and personal events related to the music's overall theme—the wonders and suffering the world can bring. I hope you enjoy my composition, and I am deeply grateful to everyone who supports me.

Wonders and Darkness

spectacular

CHRISTMAS IS US

Frequencies

Frequencies (Moodymanc Club Rub) [feat. Moka Only & Noah Becker]

Backwood

Russian Roulette (prod. Nobel Beat)

Save yourself
or send me a sign
staring at the world
not moving in time
A penny for the pleasure 
to stand in your light
Making heavy weather 
We burn better bright

Scaling burning buildings
with skyscraper cries
Clawing to the edges
Still toeing the line
Right?

When everyone else is just going it alone
(oh alter ego)

I need my alter ego
Or somebody to save
Not to get carried away
Two feet on the ground
the quiet part loud
Watching in colourful grey

Save yourself 
Or send me a sign
Staring at the world not
moving in time...

Alter Ego

Blessed

This is a cover of a classic song, written in 1965 by Buffy St Marie,  I tried singing this song during my experiments with the keyboards - and soon gave up the idea of playing and singing. I posted my initial cover of this song on my playlist/album, "The Coming Of The Keyboards". Love the song - hated my cover. But in the spirit of examining the abilities of Suno, I then covered that cover and have posted it with this collection on revisiting this album. The improvement is better than I would have dared hope for, although still a long way from  Buffy's rendition, originally a folk ballad.

Many people, including Elvis Presley (1971 from memory), have recorded this over the intervening years. If you would like to know how much better Suno made of my efforts, search on Soundcloud for the album named above. The song is titled, (doodle7BSM). You can only be amazed at how much Suno has picked up from the very poor recording and what it has done with it.

Until It's Time For You To Go (cover-doodle 7)

Hi everyone! While I make some finishing touches on the next song, I have an old one from 20 years ago. It was one of the first compositions I made. I had no idea what I was doing (still have no idea) and so I just followed the feeling. I made it around August of 2004 and it was recorded using the mic from an old school logitech headset, so it was actually lofi. At the time I had just started medical school, and the summer before it was probably the best summer I've ever had. I made some new friends and we had a lot of fun. I was feeling a lot of hope, a little bit of love, and some homesickness after I went back to study. So that's what that's about. Thanks for listening!

Summer 2004 (instrumental)

The Ultimate X‑Max Story — Part Four: For Generations To Come — or Not Come

The echo travels forward.
Every choice, every note, every silence — carried through time.
This one isn’t just a story; it’s a reflection written for those who might still listen.
#fictionalive #storydrop #legacy #2025


The Ultimate X-Max Story — About You: “Just WOW” EP 
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/the-ultimate-x-max-story-about

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Missed Part One? Here we go:
The Ultimate X‑Max Story — About You: “Just WOW” (Verdict ’25: The Cloud Is Love & Care)
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/the-ultimate-x-max-story-about-you-just-wow-verdict-25-the-cloud-is-love-care

And Two? Here we go:
The Ultimate X‑Max Story — Part Two: Birth of the Time Line Shifter
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/the-ultimate-x-max-story-part-two-birth-of-the-time-line-shifter

Guess what — there’s more to it.
Oh no — I know.
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Russian Roulette (prod. Nobel Beat)

GLKTLK

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