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New Alternative Rock track "I'm Still Here" featuring Kanashi and Nevvaro

(Lyrics)
I’m still fucking right here
After after all these years 
I ain’t gone I ain’t gone nowhere 
Still playing that blackbear 
You moved on to the big city 
Didn’t want nothing to do with me 
Got your Louis bag you’re too pretty 
Guess you’re just way to good for me, for me

You didn’t want nothing to do with me
Acting like were ancient history 
Acting so hot it’s blistering 
Guess I needa put on some sunscreen

(Kanashi)
Baby you’re not the only one
That went and got their bag up
I’ve got my music I don’t need no love
Front page SoundCloud 
yeah I’m on the come up 
I don’t know why you gotta treat me like that,
No no, everybody knows what you up to
Behind my back, yeah yeah yeah yeah
I just wanna smoke this pack
All I do is relax 
You gonna wish you had me back 
And that’s on god, big facts
That’s on god big facts 

(Nevvaro)
It’s always me and my loneliness 
So I guess I’m never alone 
We used to roam the streets like nomads
We don’t ever want to go home
But now it’s over
Bad luck boys, no clover
Say I’m on a vacation 
I ain’t been sober in like 3 weeks
Your a freak in sheets
And I hate that your breaking you back
For someone that’s not me
I bet you forgot me
And I know you forgot me
It’s okay cause 
I’m just glad that you’re happy 

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Prod. SplashGvng X King Theta 
Mixed by Yago, Kanashi, Nevvaro
Master by Kanashi

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I'm Still Here (feat. Kanashi X Nevvaro) [Splashgvng X King Theta]

feel you now (acoustic)[prod. IOF]

Main Artists: lil XipZ x @autumndropsdead
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: autumndropsdead x lil XipZ
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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Nightcore Version: https://soundcloud.com/andrew-frain-277634565/lil-xipz-bloody-nose-w-autumndropsdead-sped-up

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DSFQG1LhAQupar46qJr4e?si=a2853ac64fdc4d03
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Lyrics:
[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
I finally got a bloody nose
It's getting on my clothes
Feel like I've outgrown
Everyone I've known
And if you think you ever want me back
I'm not really so sure about that
And if I ever get a bit attached
I pray to fucking god you're not a rat

[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]
I'll be alright
But I ain't coming back
I'm paralyzed
Don't be such a brat
Talking all that trash
Now you've made me mad
Senses are heightened
When I'm frightened

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
Skeletons
They hide in my closet
I cant win
And I cant forget
I know what you meant to me
Doesn't mean we're meant to be
Losing myself constantly
Shit I think I'm into deep
I'm in too deep
And I cant fall asleep
Got the thoughts in my head
And they making me weep
And you breaking my bones
Got blood on my nose
And its dripping all down just to stain on my clothes
And theres scars on my wrist
From the last time I slit
And I'm wearing a hoodie
I don't like my skin
And You mess with my brain
And fuck with my head
Then you stab me in the back then leave me for dead

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
I finally got a bloody nose
It's getting on my clothes
Feel like I've outgrown
Everyone I've known
And if you think you ever want me back
I'm not really so sure about that
And if I ever get a bit attached
I pray to fucking god you're not a rat

Bloody Nose (w/ autumndropsdead)

yea I’m stressed out
fuck I’m stressed out
got this feeling in my chest 
Imma pass out 
popped a xan and I’m staying locked up in the house
Got no texts, hit my line, please just hear me out 

Flowers for you: 
Yeah I’m stressed out
Try to leave you in the past and I’m still sad now
You said to never hit your line
Now what was that about
Guess there’s nothing left to do but get this cash now
Running up a check I hit the gas and tap out
You never wanted this
And you’re right that we’ve both had enough of it
So I stay inside and try to deal with it
Try to numb this pain so I can’t feel shit

And if I’m being honest 
I wish I never lost it
Waking up I’m screaming stop this
Your love was always toxic

Gxlke: 
just hear me out 
I’ll let it out 
I’ll tell you all the things that fuckin stress me out 
you stress me out 
off the addy and the xan 
Im droppin out 
I’m focused now 
so I write these lyrics 
get you feelin down 
I’m feelin like a motherfuckin let down 

you still haunt me like a ghost that always sticks around 
you don’t even wanna see me when I pass through town 
I could use another shot, just bring the knife back out 
cut me open let the bleeding fucking take me down 
im stressed out 
without you 
You’re always on my mind 

I bleed black 
I’m dark blue 
you’re still painted in the sky 
I know 
that you’re through 
wish that I could call you mine 
Sadboy aesthetic
I’m always faded every night

stress me out (Feat. Flowers For You) (prod. Afterlife X Irby)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

These past few months I've been thinking a lot on how much I understand myself and the world around me, as well as my perception of who I am as a person. I'm not entirely sure if my small contribution to the online zeitgeist has been one of redundancy or one of nuance; given my somewhat oxymoronic mindset on plenty of concepts, it's quite possible I believe it has been both of these things. I want to be seen and revered by my peers, but at the same time I feel an overwhelming anxiety whenever I am perceived in any way. 

Look at me, but don't.

I am extreme in my passiveness.

I misunderstand my goals yet desperately desire to achieve them.

I don't believe this description is of any help to your understanding of the song. or at the very least it is not a necessary prerequisite to the listening experience. Simply some anecdotal thoughts and context I feel have spilled out of the song and onto here. Enjoy some post-post-post ironic abstraction of the online social space.

LYRICS:
feel i’ve lost my mental
life’s a comedy but no ones laughing everything consequential
every action has a effect and though that’s always been true we got a microscope
to analyze and scrutinize everything you do
feel i’ve pointed it at myself
project my worries to potential spectators and now i’ve gotta sell
what makes me special why i’m good or why i deserve these ghosts attention
know that Ian is no different but i’ve always been a good salesman
so i sell it better than i ever have 
is my goal to make you cry or make you mad or  make you laugh
press my shaky thumbs onto the keys of freedom
let my speech ring to your eardrums or your eyes
hope that you perceive my opinions of this trip we call a life moderately adequate
or maybe mediocre just not detrimental to my thoughts i just needed closure
and validation from a screen has taken over as composer blasting symphonies and melancholy to any online user
that happens to see these thoughts
i could speak on global policy or show u a cute dog
could rip apart your ego could be vile could just claim you’re in denial
on the ethos you so desperately need perceived call you a liar
when you claim you’re empathetic to the cause a heartless troll
you fucking pussy i disagree with you and therefor you are wrong
or i could build you up
i love you and i hope one day you finally get that touch
of rejuvenation in your soul to act upon your passion
lessen tensions of your will I will support your every action
treat you as a god tho i’ve never met you
retweet like subscribe i’d never hurt you
parasocial? never heard it, your opinion? i deserve it 
everybody has an audience and everybody is a part of one contradicting toxic habits
and if you’re never commentating then you fence sit just as bad as
being on wrong side and your negligence is tragic
cause truly, i really liked you
but your silence becomes deafening when adversity surrounds you
at 17 you better have the answers or we’ll bash you
and i promise if you’ve ever made mistakes we will debate on whether to throw you body in the ground or in the lake
it’s debatable at times whether we’re truly hostile creatures or just faulted by design
and an algorithmic villain builds the tension from attention
and then claims different opinions are the issue they’re against us
now fight against them
there are layers to the process
i’m at post-post-post-ironic
keeping up will leave me nauseous 
where every word has double meaning 
and my face become an object of anticipation
waiting for my next move i’m related to the stars and moon
a being made a dust cursed to walk the earth in search of humble righteousness to leave a mark
i thought if i spoke on topics bigger than myself then id go far
but i’m far much better at talking about myself
expressing grievances with media and a cyclical social hell

SOUNDCLOUD HAS A STUPID WORD LIMIT SORRY

The Divine Comedy [prod. eeryskies]

To all my fallen homies, you're all pretty phantoms to me.

Lyrics:

I'm in awe of every word you say
Oh yeah, I love that part
I am the insect that is magnified
I am your bug in a jar

You saved me from my nightmares
Just another ghost I don't fear
Everything will be okay
So stay with me, always

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom

Well, I don't know if it's real or not
But, I'll take a shot in the dark
And maybe one day you will see
That things have fallen apart(yeah)

Black widows crawl on my skin
It's a fight that I'll never win
Joining you is the ultimate sin
You fought the fire and it did your head in

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
(x2)

Pretty Phantom | Prod. Dutch Revz

[lyrics]
i hope you know im trying
not a word that i could say could ever make this go away
i’m so afraid of dying
all these thoughts inside my brain like things wont ever be the same

but trust me i wont
we go through this everyday you know i’m tryna make a change
so leave it alone
i cant wait another day i think its time to let you go
i just need some time
you know i wanna make it out you know i wanna make this right

but i cant
fuck you yes i can
i got plans i got dreams 
i got shrooms i got xans
shawty please don’t tell me bout your man we could chill we could drink we could fuck we could jam
really do you got better plans?
i’m a punk yeah i know but i do the best i can

but trust me i wont
we go through this everyday you know i’m tryna make a change
so leave it alone
i cant wait another day i think its time to let you
i just need some time
you know i wanna make it out you know i wanna make this right

i think i need you
cause girl you’re something special i can see it every time i look into your fucking eyes
so trust me i wont
i just wanna be okay i hope that we can stay the same
just need you to know
yeah i hate the way i live but i wish you could let it go

Better Plans

prod pekarot
feat emptychest

enjoy <3

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind

youre so selfish 
took what i gave you left me feelin helpless x2

and i know that youll find love again
and i know that youre my favorite thing

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind


emptychest: a little peace of mind is all that i ask for
were either dying out or were jus alright
he was all i needed and i didnt know
but now i know
it all
He makes me feel like hope is worth having
whenever i was sad or i was stressed he would snap in
ive never had no luck but  we still happened
ill run around this town with you and dream the life that happened
did i stutter?
i wanna spend my life with u
u make me 
flutter
and i love you
so never 
say ur nothin
cus ur mine
and ur my somethin

Favorite Thing (Feat. Emptychest) (Prod. Pekarot)

art creds: https://www.instagram.com/apariart/

I just wish that time could act right
I just wish that I had felt right
That stupid wish that i made that one time
Fantasize over all my one lines

Sitting there sippin your coffee
Teaching the class like kakashi
All that you’ve said could’ve stopped me
Never gonna give up this time see?
Dedicated yeah you got me

Baby 
Baby 
Shit i like you crazy
Stay please
Stay please 
I don’t want a heartache

I’m phrasing 
Scratching it out and i’m pacing
Calling that shit now
Yeah i’m calling it now you’re amazing
Yeah

gloomE just wanna impress you 
Take you to dinner and rest 
Ooh
Loving your head on my chest 
Ooh
Baby this feeling the best 
Uh
Listen to words that you speak 
None of this music be touching my peak
Most you rappers need showers you reak
Most you rappers need showers you reak 
Yuh
 
I been sipping drinks tryna catch you
Got me acting up when i text you
I get so impressed when you laugh ooh
I been so amazed by your smile uh
If i had a chance i would take it
Really girl the things you do amazing
Really i’m just known for breaking but maybe i could build you up i guess we’ll see ya

act right (prod. dexoghost)

featuring: @grayfcx
prod by: the switch

Lyrics:

got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
hold my feet in the lake hope i sink
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
watch the world on the throne imma sit

(steadyhearts)
it's graduation time in the morning
everybody want me now
now i'm touring
touring around the world in my foreign
skrrt skrrt going round in my four rings

four rings 60 in the 30 going until i blackout
everybody want me now but they won't when i pass

i've been working hard day and night
everybody send me texts saying are you alright?
i've been doing just fine
i don't really know why
i find the trust in people i don't like 
i don't know, i don't know why

(grayfox)

(141)i dont know why, kiss me when the times right,
i got two knives, meet me in the moonlight,
suicide pact, see me at the white light, 
hit it right, blood on my glove like its fight night,
yeah and its fright night again, 
halloween season, baby go and call your friends 
four in the cup ima sip it til the end,
and i dont give a fuck baby she my harley quinn,
im a cut throat 

(steadyhearts)
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
hold my feet in the lake hope i sink
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
watch the world on the throne imma sit

(HA HA HA HA HA)
*tango down*

BODY OF A JOKER w/ SENDFLOWRS(theswitch)

@rosepalace
@fanggangforever
feats. $10 or $25 for it within 24hrs

act right (prod. dexoghost)

gloomE ⛈

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