goodbye 2023
prod & mix by me, master by @ryptage

LYRICS:

(I’m self-aware now)

Keep it easy, keep it simple
Don’t fuck up the key, fight your convoluted impulse
Numbers in the green, if you do it right they triple
But you’ll never be the stone to make the water ripple

Oh my god, why’d I look at the analytics again
Now I’ve killed my self-esteem and left its blood all on my hands
Hide away in my music scared that no one understands
I’m as soulless as a pop star can get

I’m self-aware now, I’m taking care now
Of all the things I’ve yet to finish in this year
How could I be so out of my mind I’d pull my hair out
I’ll pull myself out of my rut but it’s unclear how
x2

(I-I-I-I) I could look up rabies and consider reading scripture
Stuffing up emotions like I hibernate in winter
Seasonal depression turned to annual prescription
One click away, Google search “bipolar symptoms”

Am I better than a ghost without a man to haunt
Cuz I’m really feeling useless like a Smash Bros taunt
Crashing in the wall on my train of thought
Now I’m drifting round in outer space and I can’t say I feel distraught

I’m self-aware now, I’m taking care now
Of all the things I’ve yet to finish in this year
How could I be so out of my mind I’d pull my hair out
I’ll pull myself out of my rut but it’s unclear how
x2

And I know things are exactly the same as before
But at least it’s a correctable mistake
And I know it’s not enough to awake in a cold sweat on the floor
Cuz dreams are the worst when you’re awake

I pulled another all-nighter (I’m self-aware now, I’m taking care now)
This one no different from the rest (Of all the things I’ve yet to finish in this year)
Cuz every time I think I’ve figured it out, and I’m put to the test  (How could I be so out of my mind I’d pull my hair out)
I end up back in my bed again (I’ll pull myself out of my rut but it’s unclear how)

I’m self-aware now, I’m taking care now
Of all the things I’ve yet to finish in this year
How could I be so out of my mind I’d pull my hair out
I’ll pull myself out of my rut but it’s unclear how

Selfaware

@1kayro
@fids4444

this song is basically just a jane ripoff :(

this is boring, you should try it! kayro + Fids (prod. kayro + Fids)

produced, mixed, and mastered by November Day
guitars by alkyl
additional vocals by hvrtstation

lyrics:
We were curled up into balls on a trampoline underneath a lit night sky taking turns bouncing each other up into the air, and I was hoping you were getting as much flight as I was but you weren’t, you never left the ground and I was at home alone in Detroit, a faint memory of the scent of your skin playing on a loop in my head, endless configuring of sentences you haven't yet said. I miss how your face felt in my hand and I miss how my hands felt when they were around your neck. And I'd do anything to get it back. 

Three months no contact turned me to a gnat
I've been thinking bout your skin, I'm still tryna get attached
I've been crawling up your walls, I've been building me a nest
Are you trying to get rid of me, are you
Uh oh, I've fallen again for another I can't see quite yet
I'm so jealous of the ones who can see you often

Your breaths became sharper as my tongue caressed your neck 
Your soft spoken voice telling me to come here after my head rested between your door, I miss you 
Your mind is like a fire that quickly spread to all my idle thoughts and lit my eyes ablaze

Gnat/Detroit

guitartest1

misty-eyed girl (demo)

(2/4)

prod me
piano by my friend madi
feat ethab

supernova, superceding w/ ethab

I got my hands on splice its been awesome looking 4 dope samples i hope yall enjoy this bc i feel like im finally making the shit that i started making music 4 <3

NEO//FREEWAY

Single 4 of 4
featuring vocals & writing by @jauntsen
written, produced, performed & mixed by Micah Callari
mastered by @ryptage

LYRICS:
(Aw, shit)
(Snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare)
(Snare, snare, snare, snare, snare, snare)
(Action)

I just deleted the past
Sixty thousand views down the drain
I saw myself in the mirror and it wasn’t me (It wasn’t me, wasn’t me)
Class clown, I was an actress with a mask
The stress of wearing it was too much to maintain (Maintain)
I saw a girl in the mirror and it might’ve been me (Oh god, oh god, oh god)

Times are changing, strength is waning
I cannot allow this to go on
Who’s remaining, who’s still waiting
It’s cheesy to say, but I’ve moved on
I let my character rest in peace
I am the queen of my destiny
Something in me that is festering
Cuz who even said that the show must go on

(Me)

When I was younger, I thought I’d be famous
I didn’t how that shit worked
We were just kids, like who could blame us
Gut punch, that shit hurt
New me, new friends, new hair, new face
Call me by a name I had tried to erase
I’ll put the past me in its place
Cuz it’s a fucking disgrace

Peel my mind out so I can just destroy it 
Annoy the fuck out of me, I know you enjoy it
Is this supposed to have a meaning (Don’t go back)
I ride the high off of deleting (Don’t go back)
I would rather blow it all up than deconstruct it
I would rather blow them all off and keep on running away
I’m quite familiar with this feeling (Feeling)
Of my whole psyche peeling (Off the past)

(Showstopper, nobody can stop her)
(Nobody can top her, nobody can topple her down)
(Showstopper, damn she’s off her rocker)
(Damn you better watch her make herself the talk of the town)
I get so goddamn emotional (Showstopper, nobody can stop her)
I try my best and still fuck up (Nobody can top her, nobody can topple her down)
If God says “be the jester” (Showstopper, damn she’s off her rocker)
I won’t dig my old self up (Damn you better watch her make herself the talk of the town) 

Times are changing, strength is waning
I cannot allow this to go on
Who’s remaining, who’s still waiting
It’s cheesy to say, but I’ve moved on
I let my character rest in peace
I am the queen of my destiny
Something in me that is festering
Cuz who even said that the show must go on

Times are changing, strength is waning
I cannot allow this to go on
Who’s remaining, who’s still waiting
It’s cheesy to say, but I’ve moved on
I let my character rest in peace
I am the queen of my destiny
Something in me that is festering
Cuz who even said that the show must go on

(Showstopper, nobody can stop her)
(Nobody can top her, nobody can topple her down)
(Showstopper, damn she’s off her rocker)
(Damn you better watch her make herself the talk of the town)

Showstopper

Showstopper (feat. jauntsen)

(3/4)

prod me
feat vocals from ethab & zelda

lyrics:

I never wanted to admit it to you
I was too scared just to tell you the truth

I can’t keep living like this
I swear I tried my best
But~
You can’t be satisfied no matter what I do

Can’t really explain it
It’s just something innate
I know you think that it’s a vice
But I can’t see my life any other way

Burnt out supernovas in your eyes (x4)

no matter what i do (x idk how many times)

no matter what i do

Walk Away

lyrics:

let me be honest
i spent the past couple months fuckin off it
been seeing these visions of me in a coffin
its been hella harder to see when its foggy
and its not the mist in the air

i wish i was missed when im no longer there
my heart cant repair all the rips and all of the tears
i know its hard to admit that you care when you no longer care

let me be honest
i spent the past couple months fuckin off it
been seeing these visions of me in a coffin
its been hella harder to see when its foggy
and its not the mist in the air

i wish i was missed when im no longer there
my heart cant repair all the rips and all of the tears
i know its hard to admit that you care when you no longer care

dont know if i want you to stay here
or stay clear
my main fear is that ill be awake for the pain tears

never understand what you mean when you tell me how i feel
how do you know whats in my mind dear

dont know if i want you to stay here
or stay clear
my main fear is that ill be awake for the pain tears

never understand what you mean when you tell me how i feel
how do you know whats in my mind dear

this is boring, you should try it! kayro + Fids (prod. kayro + Fids)

gloom4

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