love the guitar sound on this, it's very well-recorded.

links:
https://ffm.to/c210 
https://socializingmusic.com/#nishith

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i got in the car
the heat on, cause it’s 56 outside
i told you i fucked up
you acted surprised
you said i keep making the same old stupid mistakes
and i said i hadn’t but Iim pretty sure i lied

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone 

it’s been getting colder, and the leaves have been falling down
but i’ve been wearing a sweater since the start of march 
walking 'round the harbor sweating bullets but i’ll keep it on
what do i know?
i’m still just a kid

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone

count to ten

regardless

bye bye 2023!

it’s 6am go start your day
no point in tryna fight it 
look in the mirror check myself 
who cares if i don’t like it 
don’t know how i live with this
nothing underneath i’ll get rid of it
delete all the proof all the evidence
cause i can’t be remembered looking like this


there’s broken glass
all over the floor
i see my face on the pieces
and i just wanna break them more
reflecting just hurts 
cause my reflection gets worse 
but i can’t take it back anymore
my self confidence gone 
when i’m seeing it all
i felt vulnerable with all my clothes still on 
i stepped on the glass again
my foots bleeding out 
still see my face in the fractures
i’ll never be proud

fractures (demo)

prod. by: thms.
drums by: @chrislolz
written by: thms.
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And I think
that its funny that you're open
because you know im so broken
accosted
and left on the floor

oh no
oh no
oh no

I know
That we're running out of options
So you'll just steal it again
yeah i know

oh yeah baby I know

And if we wait for the answer
It won't come our way
We'll wash and fade  
Is that okay? 

Its not hard when
you don’t hide
your face
and those eyes tell me that there's
   
//they tell me everything


no time for reckless truths and
We'll find the only proof is
behind the curtains moved and  
this time I'll fight for you but

Next time you'll bite the bullet
rewind there's still time to move and
Realize there's nothing to this

Just say it
Please say it

peace be with you
I just won't go

are you gonna steal my heart again 
oh no

//put your hands up and 
//type in your snapchat right now 
//type your snapchat right now
//do it come on

Those brown curls showing gold and
Its bout the way it flows and
You know just where this goes
and you know I'll follow you

Endless I won't be holding
Something you know is stolen
Sometimes silence will fold and
I said I wont hold

//i can't handle this

The peace inside
You'll tear the line
Know we won't find it again

Petrified
Can't reside
I won't lose this again

Think of my
Endless nights
Waiting for that face to walk in

How will I
Dream tonight
Well I won't cause I fear

//they tell me everything

That you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

//no time for reckless truths and
//We'll find the only proof is
//behind the curtains moved and
//this time I'll fight for you but

//Next time you'll bite the bullet
//rewind there's still time to move and
//Realize there's nothing to this

//Just say it
//Please say it

I love you.

one day you wont be a kleptomaniac and im praying for it to come

with help from, @attc + @achorda
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUnzDQaRtd4
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lyrics:

@qlein

I cried in my dreams, i found a comfort in the sadness
I couldn't tell you why, I felt like this at all
It's hard to tell my friends that I wanted to end my life at all
What would they think of me, is this my life am I just meant to fall

@attc

You're so self centered
When my bodies breaking up it don't matter
And I know that it matters
And my bodies so whole that it captures-
My memories fading
So my stars are rephrasing
My words are always straining
To my heart and soul

@qlein

Every fucking year i feel i'm losing you
I needa get a grip cause i'm losing too 
Self centered boy this not a health center
I dont wanna talk I just wanna fucking feel better
Every fucking year I feel i'm losing you
Every fucking year I feel i'm losing you
Every fucking year I feel i'm losing you
I don't get to fucking choose
What I wanna fucking do
I cried in my dreams, I found a comfort in the sadness
I couldn't tell you why, I felt like this at all
It's hard to tell my friends that I wanted to end my life at all
What would they think of me, is this my life am i just meant to fall

comfort w/attic (achorda + qlein)

being home (demo)

yonklolz qlein & vai5000 - manifesting messages [yonklolz]

2:11 PM 3/31/24

damn this bitch stuck as fuck /:

prod, mixed, & mastered by @colecalico
epic guitars by @dezforman + @soutjay
absolute angels for putting up with me :*

enjoy my 2nd ever song

lyrics:
when i see
a dead body
i think of you
don't usually
think of nobody
look what you've turned me to
(can you see what i see?)

obsessive little girl
get some sleep
take your meds today
it’s all in your head
don't you know
he don't reciprocate 

i'm stuck
so what
shut up
i can do what i want
i'm stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck 
(i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm stuck)

signs
watching the clock
2:22 time to fess up
(breathe me in)
i must admit
you were pretty permanent 
bouts of uncertainty
you can be certain that
tether got a hold on me
you can be sure of that

bind my hands
string me up
nail me to the cross
devil doing dance
i can't sleep no more
thanks a lot
turn me to a song
(what would you do, would you keep on sleeping?)
in between the lines
(7 missed calls in the night)
hostages
(i'm bleeding out)
the problem is
i thought you’d fade but you were pretty permanent

i'm stuck
so what
get fucked
and leave me alone
i'm stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck

never did i think that
you wouldn’t be right here
i'm waging a war, lets go back to before 
i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm stuck
you know i'm not the type to
get so hung up
you could glue me down if you want
i'm sticking, i'm sticking, i'm 

stuck

#!? #embarrassing

stuck!?

Stream elsewhere

State Lines

prod me x @31sentinel
Lyrics:
yea it take plenty of nerve not to drop for a month
and still act like somebody gon give a fuck
shoes done got dirty been ran thru the mud
think i give a fuck? never i could
post with the gang in december i would
i would do it whenever i could
when it comes to a setup im good
you could watch me finesse him by the book
fresh out the swamp where im posted is grimey
shoot out the bay know i got perfect timing
crocodile skin all the junkies around me
give bro some tranq watch him move like a zombie
i heard them boys finna slide to the spot 
but i bet you they move around me
price on my head aint shit i aint used to
come try and collect yo bounty
come try and defend yo gangsta
im with the gang we dont throw up fingers
head shot em thats a no-brainer
left his ass a no-brainer
dirty boy + a soul taker
had to give it my own flavor
we atcha spot like a home invasion
rip out his skull im a bone breaker
watch how i ball you would think the name vince
way im slammin that shit with my head 'bove the rim
dirty my cup man i swear thats my stim
d-dirty my cup man i swear thats my stim
shoot out the roof when im spinnin the block 
if i miss me a shot ima do it again
reload and shoot it again
i hope that they move in the end

(thought i told that goofy boy that i was god,
he aint believe in me, damn, now we gon crucify him, how it feel to burn in fire)
i bet it hurts, i bet it burns
dont try and tell me that you think it could be worse 
(we could make it that way for you
aint exactly what i wanna do)
but did u really leave my ass with any choice?
scream into the void until i fuckin lose my voice
i got sick of being 'round folks i cant deal with noise
plus usually in the end they the ones that get annoyed
ask me what i do it for
used to be my bird ya know
everyday i wake up fucked up in a state of vertigo
(but i cant let the curtains close, finna give u my worst of flows, ima hit'em with bursts and blows, loser is whose the first to go)

yea it take plenty of nerve not to drop for a month
and still act like somebody gon give a fuck
shoes done got dirty been ran thru the mud
think i give a fuck? never i could
post with the gang in december i would
i would do it whenever i could
when it comes to a setup im good
you could watch me finesse him by the book
fresh out the swamp where im posted is grimey
shoot out the bay know i got perfect timing
crocodile skin all the junkies around me
give bro some tranq watch him move like a zombie
i heard them boys finna slide to the spot 
but i bet you they move around me

being home (demo)

nishith

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